Early dismissal today. Busy day, I would have to say. Many things going on. My mom is at the coach's meeting right now. She'll be arriving home shortly. Ha. I went to the doctor today. I have to take depression pills. Fine with me. I'm going to go see a psychologist sometime soon as well. My doctor is so cool. I love him. (Not really) He makes me smile. I love that. He's so fucking nice! Woo. He gave me 2 high fives. He made me promise that I wouldn't cut myself until I got help. Well he doesn't want me cutting myself at all, he just doesn't want me doing it now. Der. My mom knows about my last cut. My dad knows about the pills. I went and talked to the doctor all by myself. I'm a big girl. No, but I didn't want my mom to be in there. I can't wait til softball. We were talking about it (Dr. Turk and I) and I was just like..."woah, softball makes me so happy". Yeah. I love that sport. He says that if I take all of my 'thoughts', the ones I'm thinking now, and use them during softball I will be an excellent softball player. That's true. My mom told him that when I'm on the mound, I concentrate so hard, that I isolate myself from everything. I look like I'm mad at people but really I'm not. People always think I'm mad. Stupid people. They just don't know me. Anyways. I've had 2 major headaches today. They hurt like the dickens. I'm so thirsty. I want lemonade. I think I'm going to go now. Goodbye. I like...

ended anger management @ 8:14pm