Today I had Blondie over. It was pretty cool. At the end I knew she wanted to go home because she had the same look I always get when I'm ready to leave someones house and you don't want to tell them. Ha. I smart! We just hung out. Beating each other. Jordan was over too for a little while. We ate some Pizza Hut. Talked. Well..sort of. Lol Beat each other up some more. Um we went to Wal-Mart. I got a ChickenSoup for the Teenage Soul on Tough Stuff and Dreamcatcher by Stephen King. Yep Yep. Mary got a poster of a hot guy (I have the same one). Uhh we came home and I was getting really hyper. It was great. She finally got hyper too. Sort of. She was actually talking this time. Well... I just pissed Shannin off. I don't know what I did. I just didn't tell her what I was thinking. Then all of a sudden she said I was getting on her nerves and I just blew up. I said something like "what do you want me to kill myself so you will be ok fine? ok?" and "would you feel better without me in your life then?". I burned a copy of Christina Aguilera from Mary. Now I don't have to spend $15 for it. YAY! I want a System of a Down CD right now. That would be great. Right now I'm eating a bowl full of strawberries, grapes, bananas, and peaches. How healthy! I love fruits! They rocks my socks greatly. I'm bored right now so I'm going to go. Goodbye, my love. I love her.

I'm sick of this feeling. I want to forget about it. This feeling is driving me insane. I've felt it before with someone else.