In first hour something went wrong. For some reason I got so angry it wasn't even funny. I swear I was going to burst out in tears if I didn't calm down. I was trying so hard to keep the tears back. Something is obviously wrong. I wonder. I'm going to see the Elementary counselor tomorrow after school. That will be good. I don't know if I'll express myself to her like I do when I write in my notebook. I guess it's because my notebook can't talk back. It can only receive my thoughts. That's good in a way. I have a science test tomorrow; I probably won't study for it. Damn. I'm really bored right now. I haven't talked to anyone online really. Just MaryM. Ok well I'm going to go eat dinner now. Goodbye my love. I love her.

I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!
i don't know much at all. i don't know wrong from right. all i know is that i love you tonight!