God my mom is bitching to me about being on here to long. I hate when she does that. I just want her to leave me alone when it comes to the computer. Yay softball signups are soon. I wonder if Mary is going to signup. She said she probably won't. I hope she does. (tear) if she doesn't. Softball is the best! WOO! It gives me a rush. haha I sound pretty gay. YEE.EP! I have to get off of here soon. Bitch of a mother! I'm dreaming of her. She's seeing other guys. Good song. Good good song. :-( Very sad thought. Yet HAPPY! Happy happy happy! DRUGS I AM ON! . Don't you think that I would cry, on the phone? Do you know what it feels like, being alone? I got a 617 on my math ISTEP. It said pass next to it so I'm hoping it's a good grade. Yes? God I wish I had a boyfriend. Or maybe even a girlfriend. Nah. A boyfriend. Mallory said she might not be on anymore because her mom might throw her computer away. (tear) She better stay on. Or do some sort of communicating with the Chelsdog or else I will CRY! and CRY some more! Well I added two new things in the Writing section. "You drive my mind insane. My heart can't handle this pain. So I take the knife and cut my wrist. Now the pain doesn't exist."-me Hm. I'm bored now. Sex talk at school for the past two days. I haven't learned anything new so what's the use of them coming? Cassie keeps talking to me about how Rex Biggs is so hot. Ha. There's some obsession! And I don't wanna do no wrong. My god it's been so long. Please comfort me before I go insane. Practice was good. Not a lot of running. I'm getting into shape again. Now I have to build up my arm for pitching. Oh now that will be fun. More pain for about a month. Yippie! Can't wait! Woo. Ah the fun is ringing so that sort of means I'm off line as I type. He. He. ? No. Man all during school I was craving to listen to my cd player. It was really weird. I wanted to listen to it so bad. Well the cd that I just burnt. I get a high off it? Haha I crack myself up. No. Just no. Grrshees mother get off the freakin' phone. I'm hungry. After I update this and get this one picture of Blondie I will um yeah