I hurt so bad inside This pain I cannot hide I hurt so much Never have I felt your touch I feel like shit Should I even exist? You hurt me with the words you say You're not a player so stop playing me like a game My insides are filling up with shame You told me you cared Now I'm scared To get too close You were the one to me that meant the most I feel so sad But I'm glad That you found the girl of your dreams She just doesn't seem Your type at all Don't let her go; don't let her fall Deep into a hole Where she'll die of the cold This is how I feel I wish it wasn't real Why'd you leave me for her My mind has always been a blur Ever since you left my side I feel so def; I feel so blind When we're around each other we're never kind I cry myself to sleep Do you hear me weep? Boy I still love you so You'll just never know