I'm calling out to you
Can you hear my screams?
I'm calling out to you
Because I'm so unseen
I stayed so strong
Now I'm giving in
What went wrong?
I believe cutting isn't a sin
I'm so outnumbered
By the people around
They're all a huge blur
As I lay bleeding on the ground
My eyes begin to water
As my heart begins to race
The thought of hurting her
Might blow up in my face
My hands start to shake
As my throat gets dry
I consider myself a fake
Whenever I sit and cry
4/1/03