Are you listening, mom?
Pay attention dad
I知 so depressed
I知 extremely mad

I知 going away
Disappearing forever
This is my last day
Don稚 worry we値l stay a family forever

You thought everything was okay
So I just sat and smiled
Nothing ever was sane you could say
Not since I was a child

I知 full of depression
Hated by this universe
Notice all of my aggression
That痴 only why I curse

You say its just hormones
Nothing to worry about
Until I go in my isolated zone
That痴 when I start to shout

Why don稚 you believe me
When I say, "I want to die"?
I guess now you値l see
That what I said wasn稚 a lie

I知 going to leave you all now
You will always stay in my heart
Maybe you値l forgive me, some day, some how
I知 so sorry I fell apart

Daddy, I stole your gun
I hid it in my room
I値l never be like your sons
Or so I assume

Mommy, I stole all our knives
I put them under my bed
I hope all of you survive
When you find out I知 dead

I know suicide is a sin
But I知 just giving in
Please tell every one of my friends
I love all of them

Mommy, never forget all our wonderful conversations
Daddy, remember I値l always be your little girl
I hope you know I love you both
You were my world

7-31-03