freak100940: did you see my message board signing?
CHELS dog6301989: but today i took joe's pen and it was ridged on the end so i
was running it over my wrist. then in wilson's room i took a pencil and started doing
it over again. there's a bruise or something there now.
CHELS dog6301989: yeah i did.
CHELS dog6301989: you're right. it is addictive.
freak100940: ill show you my cuts tomorrow....
CHELS dog6301989: ok.
freak100940: it will probably disgust you
CHELS dog6301989: not really.
freak100940: ....
freak100940: theyre not that big i dont think
CHELS dog6301989: mines not even a cut. it's hard to cut with a pencil.
freak100940: no it's not....
freak100940: ive done it before.......but it has to be sharp
CHELS dog6301989: well i'm not going to cut myself right infront of like 20
people.
freak100940: i did that in math
freak100940: with a needle
CHELS dog6301989: and i don't think i'll actually take a knife or something that
sharp and cut myself either.
CHELS dog6301989: i hope i don't.
freak100940: i hope you dont too
freak100940: its addictive because you wont nowhow to deal with emotional pain any other way
