| A gift only you could give I sit here thinking to myself, What would I be like today with out you? Would I still be a live? Would I still care? Life seems so meaningful with you by my side. Maybe it's something in the air, Or the way you smile at me, How about the way you hold me. Sun shins brighter with you around, The moon looks bigger with your kiss. Nothing had a meaning before you were here, I couldn't understand anything. True, there will be a time, A time I wish would never come But I know will come, When you leave me on my own. I do not think of things like that, And use the time I have with you wisely. Make sure there are no mistakes, And no regets. Sometimes just thinking of of your smile Makes me feel better when I'm down. I can close my eyes and when I do, I feel your touch and can smell you all around. Some may think I'm crazy, Some may think I'm dumb. But what I feel is real because, It's a gift only you can give. |
| Anger Two people both alike Seem to think life is unfair Both looking for an easy way out I talk and I preach About how things get better It will work out all right I feel a sense of emptiness As if no one is listening Beofre my very eyes Once again pain is caused Most life has been fucked Tear or hope do nothing My anger builds up inside Wating like a ticking bomb Just about to go off But instead of exploding It is released slowly Amining at one peson I regret all I have done As I cry out for attention By loosing a good friend No matter what I do You won't listen And hell, why would you |
| The Sound of silence A family that is Happy on the outside, Is really a family Of yelling and pain Kids go to school Looking happy, But on the inside They are really crying The father yells out strong Making it known he is around. Mother cries out for help As kids look from a distance. There is nothing they can do Nothing tehy can say To make all the pain Go far, far away. Friends ask "is everything okay?" She reply's with a smile on her face And tear in her eye, "Everything is fine." Days turn nito weeks Weeks turn into months, Until she just can't talk All the pain anymore. Kids come home from school To yelling and go in their rooms. They know the drill They have learned it well. The yelling gets louder But they just block it out. Until they here a sound A sound they haven't heard in a long time Frightened the kids stay in thrie rooms Not knowing waht to do. Hering the sounds That is so unfamiliar to them The kids think to themselves "what should we do?" There's no yelling, no talking Just the sound, The sound of silence. |
| What is a friend? Someone who's there for you? Someone who care for you? Someone who you laugh with? Someone who tells you secrets? Someone who you tell secrets? Everyone thinks they are a good friend. I do not. I'm not there for you. I'm not there for care for you. I'm not there to laugh. I'm not there to cry. I'm not listing to your secrest. I'm not telling you mine. |
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| Ashamed You lied to me again, And this thime I had to find out, Find out from your best friend. Do you know how hurt I am? Ashamed of waht you did with me? Ashamed because it was me? Or were you just ashamed, Ahamed of being with me? You looked me in the yes And told me that you would Never ever regret anything That whnt on between us. It's not like i made you do something you didn't wanna do I told you I would only do something When you felt ready to Or when you really wanted to. I didn't force myself on you, If anything you forced yourself on me. You always made the frist move, I was happpy just kissing you. I said many times I would stop, That I wouldn't do anything anymore. But when I said that to you, You would beg me to take back what I'd said. I'm hurt deeply having been told All of this from a friend. I feel like I'm worth nothing And that is shall never find true happness. Why would you lie to me like that? Saying you would never say what you have said. Did you think I was never going to find out? Because if you did think again. If anything I feel ahamed, Ashamed that i believe your lies, Ashamed I fell for your sweet words, I'm just over all ashamed of you. |