| ~*Fine line between this and that When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real*~ There's such a thin line between good and evil, right and wrong. Even in the heat of battle, I wonder, what side am I on? I've already been damned by God so does that make me evil? Or since I'm trying to right those wrongs, does that make me good? An explosion rocks Epyon and I blast away, thinking of sunkissed fields and moonlit walks in rose gardens... ~*Now I'm trapped in this memory And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react*~ I'm getting pounded by the Gundams, my reaction time is down because my thoughts are wandering. Epyon is telling me I have no future. Did I ever have one? I've been living in the past, the biggest mistake I've made... ~*Even though you're close to me You're still so distant And I can't bring you back*~ I see you fighting with your gundam lover. He has the advantage. Did you want someone stronger than me? Was I not strong enough for you? You're only seconds away but it seems like years, decades. 'You're fighting this battle, why Trieze, why?' ~*It's true the way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if you're not with me I'm with you...*~ I hear your voice, faint on the intercom. "I'll...see you on the other...side, Milliardo..." An explosion rocks the space around me. "Trieze...Treize?! God-damnit, no, God no!" I yell and charge at Zero One. 'Kill me, gundam pilot. Finish ending my life. As long as I live, I'll never forget those words...' ~*Now I see keeping everything inside With You... Now I see Even when I close my eyes*~ For some reason, I was spared while you weren't. I lived to see the sun rise again over the Earth, to walk in the early morning dew, to pick a rose. My feet carry me aimlessly as I think. 'Did you ever really mean it? What you said? Could you have said it in those final words?' ~*No No matter how far we've come I can't wait to see tomorrow*~ My body has carried me to your grave. It overlooks the sea on a cliff that you and I used to journey to. I twirl the rose that I had in my hand before placing it on the headstone. The wind makes my hair billow behind me and dries my tears and I look up to the sky. 'Is there a tomorrow, another side? Trieze, I can't live like this...' ~*No matter how far we've come I can't wait to see tomorrow*~ I always carried one broken shard of that mirror with me. I carried it in memory of the pain that I caused. 'Now those souls can rest in peace...' Crimson flowed from my wrists and over my hands. 'Trieze...I'm coming to be with you...are you there? I'm so afraid...' Dark blue eyes regaurd me with...love as I stare over the sea and wraps me in their embrace before everything goes dark. "We're going home, Milliardo..." ~*With you...*~ Back to GW Fiction |