| And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby I sat on the steps on the church, shivering from the rain, my hair dripping and forming a curtain to sheild me from the outside. 'Gil...' I thought as I tiltled my head back and let the last few drops of Nature's tears stain my face. 'I need you...but I don't want to. I have to just accept it...that I'm in...in love with you.' Standing, I began the mile walk home, not noticing the clouds breaking above me and the stars that began to shine through. 'Natasha, this isn't going to go away...' I reasoned and stuck my hands in my pockets. 'So now...just deal. It's the only thing you can do. He can't come back to you...' And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me. The bar of the rollercoaster seat came over my head and I closed my eyes, greeted by a pair of dark brown ones in the darkness. 'Roller coasters are supposed to give me clarity. Natasha...' I thought as the car began it's climb. 'I'm going to find you. And at the very least apologize. For the way things are. For what I've done to you. I've tried but I can't just say 'I'm sorry' and forget.' Reaching the crest, I began to fall at 80mph, staring up at the sparkling Nevada sky. 'It's the only option I have left.' I guess I need you baby... Back to CSI fanfiction |