One True Wish


a Final Fantasy VIII fanfic _____________________________________________________________________
by Lilinpo











"Let me fuck you."
(..No..!! That's not it!!)

"Let me fuck you... and I'll let your friends go."

(That's not what I want!!..)



..What I want is....



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"Squall!!"
Squall looked up to see Quistis glaring at him.
  "You're in enough trouble for today. Both you and Seifer need to grow up."

Squall could see the anger rising in Seifer.

Seifer was always competitive. He never left Squall alone, and Squall never understood why....

Squall touched the scar from this morning.....

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"I need some action. You ready?"
Squall was walking to his room when he was suddenly interfered by Seifer. Squall was used to this, but he was getting tired....
  "Not today... I'm tired..."
  "Come on, Squall."
  "Why not Fujin and Raijin?..."
Squall tried to walk pass him, but Seifer extended his arm to the wall to block the way.
  "You're the only one that meets the match, Squall. Don't you feel the same way about me?"
Seifer smirked.
Squall sighed and nodded. He knew there was no way to win an argument against Seifer...

  "...Let me get my sword.."
  "That a boy, Squall!!"

Seifer nudged Squall's shoulder and headed outside.



   "Come on!! Is that all you can do!!?"
Seifer laughed mockingly and continued to attack.
Squall hissed and kept defending.

Lately, Seifer was getting violent. Squall knew Seifer fights to win, but he was never this competitive....
  "Uugh..!"
Squall blocked Seifer's hard blow, but was kicked in the stomach. Hard.
Squall stumbled back but kept his sword up.

  "What's the matter, Squall? Too tired?"
Seifer smirked.
Squall kept his defense up. He knew Seifer's agility was never to be underestimated.

Suddenly, Seifer ran up to him and before he knew it, Squall's forehead was covered with blood.
Squall yelped and quickly slashed his sword upwards to get a satisfying hiss.

Seifer backed away, holding his head. He saw the blood and smiled.
He licked his hand to wipe his blood.

  "What is wrong with you..!?"
Squall got his breath back and finally asked the question he's been wanting to ask all week.
Seifer cocked his head as if he didn't understand.

  "Don't play with me, Seifer... I'm not in the mood to-.."

Just then, Squall was shoved down to a huge rock behind him. He tried to get up, but stopped short when he realized his neck was at a sword point.

  "No... The question is... What the hell is wrong with YOU!!??"
Seifer rammed his sword on the muddy ground and strangled Squall.

  "What are you talking about?!!"
Squall wanted to shout, but all he could do was grab Seifer's wrists and try to pull it away....

  "All these years, and you still don't get it. Do you, Squall?!! You still don't know what I want-.."






When Squall woke up on the bed, the only thing he remembered was Seifer screaming at him. But the problem was...

  "What the hell was he screaming about..?.."



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   "Does it still hurt?"

When Squall came to, he realized Quistis was the only one remaining in the classroom.

  "You were touching that scar all day today. Do you want them to check it again?"
From the look of her eyes, Quistis was truly concerned about Squall.
  "It's okay. It's nothing.."
Feeling a little uncomfortable, Squall rushed to his room.


He knew he had to talk to Seifer.









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   "I see you're awake now."
I gave him a moment to stand up, but he lost his balance and stumbled on me.
I almost pitied him.    Broken.
He was broken...

  "Long time no see, heh?"
I threw him roughly on the bed. I could see he was becoming alert to his surroundings now.

  "W... where am I.... wha.. happened..?.."

I just couldn't help but laugh. How pitiful.

Finally, he realized his situation and glared at me.
  "Where are the others?"

I smiled. I had him right where I want him.
  "Your friends are safe with me, Squall...."
I see him sigh in relief.
  ".... But for how long, .... You decide...."
He looks suspiciously at me. Smart boy.

I walk to the bed. He quickly sits up and backs away.
The moment is finally here....


  "... I want to tell you a story, Squall....."
Squall cocks his eyebrow.
  "..It's about a wolf and his one true wish..."
I sat on the bed, my back towards Squall.

  "Once upon a time, there lived a wolf. This wolf was so cruel and treacherous that even his friends and family hated him. The wolf chose not to talk to anyone anymore, because he knew they would hate him too....
One day, as he approached the herds of sheep to get his daily meal, he saw a unfamiliar sheep. But the sheep has always been there, but the wolf didn't realize its presence because this sheep was so quiet...."



    ~~~~~"Why is he out in the rain like that.?..."~~~~~


I shook my head to get the images out of my head...

  ".... From first sight, the wolf knew this sheep would satisfy his hunger, .... The wolf knew he had to get this sheep...."

Make him mine...

  "But when he went for the kill, the sheep quickly ran away....   No matter how many times he tried, the sheep kept running...."

Avoiding...

  "...Finally, getting sick of chasing, the wolf decided to take the other sheeps hostage and offered a deal to this *special* sheep..."

I turned and smiled to see him shaking... Poor Squall.
I turned my body around and slowly crawled to him.

  "Let's make a deal, sheep, said the wolf."

I grabbed his chin.

  "..I am very, very hungry and I want to eat you..."

Squall was breathing faster now, with his eyes wide open, staring at my lips. To make sure he gets every word coming out of my mouth. Good.

  "But if you keep running away from me, I'll just eat your friends. And that's that. I have a win-win situation...."

Squall gasped and closed his eyes.

  "Now, ... it's up you to make this story a happy ending, or... not so happy ending..."

Shit. You know that's not true.

Squall made himself calm and stopped shaking. But kept his eyes shut.
"..What do you.. want..?.."




"I want to fuck you."

Squall gasped.

  (..No..!! That's not it!!)

"Let me fuck you... and I'll let your friends go."
I smiled.

  (That's not what I want!!..)


I remember when I saw him for the first time....
   A little figure standing out in the rain....

(..What I want is....)



Squall opened his eyes.
  "Is this why you kept mocking me...?! Is this why you were trying to strangle me to death, Seifer!!??..."
Squall grabbed my collar.

  "Because I didn't know you wanted to *FUCK* me?!!"

He started swearing at me. I slapped him.
  "Preys do not question their predators, Squall.... They beg...."
Squall snorted, looking away. I pulled his hair.

  "...And never look away from your predator..."

Squall shook his head, disgusted.
  "You're insane...."

I shrugged. What can I say?

He was silent for a long time, which was fine with me. You can have all the time in the world, Squall.
I can wait because I already know your answer...
Squall finally sighed and nodded.
And I'll wait until that answer comes right out of your own mouth...

  "Say it, Squall. Say you wanna get fucked by Seifer."

Squall's eyes opened wide in disbelief.
I tilt my head as if to say, "well, what are you waiting for?"

Squall looks away.
You're just making this harder for yourself, Squall.
I chuckled.

  "..... I want to.... get.... fucked..."
Squall finally whispered. But that's not enough for me. You know that Squall...
  "By who, Squall? Who do you want to get fucked by?"

Squall violently turned to my face and shouted.
  "By you, bastard!! I want to get fucked by Seifer!!!"

I smiled. Well done, Squall.
I waste no time.

I push him down on the bed.
  "Wai..!"
  "Wait? I've been waiting for this for 10 years and you still want me to wait?"
I laughed.

I slid his leather jacket off his arms.

  (Stop it now!!)

I throw the jacket on the side.

  (You'll only hurt him...)

I put my hand under his shirt and touched his skin. I can tell Squall was trying not to resist. His hands came up to pull my hands away, but went back down again. He knew resisting me would only satisfy me more.
And he's right. The sight of him just lying there, completely helpless, made me smile and almost laugh maniacally.

I tug his shirt off.

  (You don't want this..)

I quickly work on his pants.

  (This is not the way...)

I do want this!
I yanked his pants off. This is what I want...

Isn't it?..



There he was. Completely naked and under my control.

I lick my lips.

I want this. Bad...

Now.!..

I almost dived on top of him. Squall stopped breathing. I didn't care.

I kissed his lips and he tried to push me away. He was struggling for air. He couldn't breathe. I didn't care.

I finally release his lips from mine. He turned to his side and coughed, violently. I grabbed his shoulder and pinned him down again. Squall was terrified. I was scaring him.
And I didn't care.
I couldn't stop. I wanted him bad, and I knew this was the only chance...

"Augh.!.."
Squall yelped when I pushed his legs apart.

  (Don't...!! I don't want to hurt him.... All I wanted was..)

I quickly undressed myself and cursed under my breath for not doing so earlier. I couldn't stop.

I grabbed his thighs and pulled them to mine.

  "Sei.f.!.."
Squall choked.

  (No!!...)

I exhaled. And laughed. I was inside him.

You're mine....

Squall covered his face with his arms. I lean down and move them out of the way for a kiss. He whimpers, but doesn't push me away, or bite my tongue, which is invading his mouth. Good boy.

After a while, Squall slowly tries to push me away, but I don't allow it. Instead, I kiss deeper and harsher. He gasped and started hitting me, pulling my hair, doing whatever he can to get some air.
I open my eyes and I see his eyes begging and pleading, tears starting to fall. I kissed for two more seconds and let him go.

But before he can catch his breath, I started to move inside him.

  "Iee..!!"
Squall yelled. He tried to close his thighs, but I pushed harder.
  "Keep it..wide open....Squall... It'll be...easier for both of us.."
I told him between grunts.

  "..Seif.... please.."

  (Stop it!! Can't you see you're hurting him?!!)

  "Auuhu.!! ...Slow.... down...au... Ou! wuu...."
Squall shook his head violently, trying to distract his pain.

  (This is not what you want!! Stop..-)




  "AAAGHH!! Shut up!! THIS IS WHAT I WANT!!!!"

I rocked him harder and deeper, forgetting the fact that he already blacked out. He has been for some time, but I didn't mind.

  "This is what I wanted, Squall!! I wanted your body..!! I wanted to FUCK you! Don't you sleep on me, Squall! I want you to remember this! Every single thrust!!..."

I gave him one final thrust, and moaned loudly. I was in heaven.
I fell on top of him, my cock still embedded in him.

I rest my head on his thin chest, stroking his hair. I look up at him. I wasn't surprised to see tears trickling down his eyes and blood from his lips. Both Squall and I kept biting them.
I lick his face clean and kiss him, .... for one last time.



~~~~~"Why is he out in the rain like that.?.."~~~~~
  "He's always like that... He said he's waiting for his sister or something..."
Little Zell answered, relieved that Seifer's attention was not on him.
  (Why doesn't he say anything?..)
Seifer went closer to the door.
  (..He's shivering...)
"He's always outside.... He likes his sister, a lot. He said his sister is his only friend and only person he can trust... He's weird...."



~~~~~(Can I be your friend?.... And then will you like me?....)~~~~~





I laughed.
Out of all my childhood memories, the image of little Squall in the rain seemed the most important. I don't know why.....

  (Yes, you do.....)

I see a little boy.
He's always there, trying to convince me....

  (This is not what I wanted....)

I look down at the unconscious figure.

  (Why did you do it?!)

  "Go away.."
I told the boy, who looks exactly like me when I was a kid.

I finally pulled out of him and started to dress.

   The boy was gone.

I can hear my childhood memories, innocence, dreams... shattering.



Before leaving the cell, I looked back at him. He was pale and so.... desirable...

Why don't you understand, Squall?... What I really want is...

I walked out.


  "-..The hungry wolf ate his sheep and thought he got what he wanted. But it wasn't long until he realized the real hunger,... the one true wish..... was never fufilled.......
The end..."
I whispered to myself and laughed.



I guess you didn't want the happy ending.., huh.. Squall?....













End
"One True Wish"






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Just in case you're wondering, I am normal and very happy with my life.^_^
I don't really know what I was going for, but if you thought this was a gruesome and violent story but sad and deep at the same time, I think I've succeeded.

Thank you for sending me e-mails just to read this.
I hope you enjoyed it.
Lilinpo


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