| Deep within this troubled mind.. That no other has cared to venture.. Dream`s and unspoken words... Escape my lip`s but are not heard.. I cry not for those day`s that have past.. But those that are yet to come.. More pain more hell going deep within.. I shall never know life again... |
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| DARKNESS IS CLOSING IN.. NO MORE AIR CAN FILL MY LUNGS AGAIN.. YOU STOLE THE LIFE WITHIN OUT OF ME.. LEFT BEHIND ONLY WHAT YOU DID NOT WANT TO SEE... PRESSING DOWN UPON THE PILLOW AGAINST MY FACE.. TILL LIFE WAS GONE EVERY LAST TRACE.. THIS PRICE I PAYED UNSELFISHLY... FOR YOU TO LOVE ONLY ME... |
| THE WALL STONE BY STONE YOU BUILT THIS WALL OF HELL.. EACH PIECE BEARS THE NAME OF THOSE I SHALL NEVER TELL.. THOSE WHO HAVE DONE WRONG, CAUSED HURT AND SHAME.. THOSE WHO KNEW HOW TO PLAY THIER EVIL GAME.. OUTSIDE THIS WALL,I NO LONGER KNOW HOW TO LIVE.. MY HEART AND SOUL RESIDE HERE.I`M TO AFRAID TO GIVE.. MANY TIMES THIS WALL HAS BEEN CHIPPED SOMEONE CAME IN.. THEY TO HAVE DONE WRONG AND PLACED ANOTHER STONE WITHIN.. LOVE HAS CAUSED IT TO ERRODE AT TIMES , NEAR THE TOP.. UNTIL THEY REACH ME THEN ALL LOVE STOPS.. AS TIME WORE ON THE WALL BECAME STRONGER.. NOW NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE TO COME BEHIND ANY LONGER... |
| ANGER.. I FEEL IT GROWING DEEP INSIDE... I TRY MY BEST TO PUSH IT ASIDE.. HEAD POUNDING I FEEL THE HEAT GO TO MY FACE.. TRYING MY BEST TO KEEP IT IN PLACE.. IT KNOWS IT WILL WIN THIS TUG OF WAR FOR I CAN NOT KEEP IT INSIDE NO MORE.. IT RISES WITH FURRY TO THE SURFACE.. DO I EVEN KNOW ITS PURPOSE.. |
| NIGHTMARE.. I CAN NO LONGER HOLD MY EYES OPEN.. I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING THIS SLEEP.. SLOWLY I DRIFT OFF AND ENTER THE OTHER SIDE... DARKNESS SURROUNDS ME ,FEAR CREEPS IN.. I HOLD MY BREATH , BE SILENT LET IT GO AWAY.. I CRY OUT PLEASE I CAN`T TAKE IT ANYMORE.. THE WORDS FALL UPON DEAF EARS.. LOCKED DEEP WITHIN THIS WORLD, I CANT FREE MYSELF... VIVID IMAGES FLASH BEFORE ME.. WHERE IS MY HERO TO TAKE ME AWAY? WHY IS HE NOT HERE? IS HE TO LOCKED AWAY IN HIS OWN NIGHT WORLD.. SCENE TO SCENE I MUST RELIVE.. TILL IT`S BITTER END AWAKES ME.. AND I ENTER BACK INTO THE WORLD OF LIGHT |
| NEVER PURE AGAIN.. he has taken the soul out of me.. like the wild animal that is beaten, no soul, no cares, never trusting in thee.. he robbed me of my dignity and my spirit threw his cruel hands.. I learnt the power of a master who was in command.. over and over he used me till there was nothing left of me.. only a body that once held a soul that was free... a sprit that once knew kindness and love .. broken down never again to have the pureness of the dove.. never to know a kind hand or how to trust others.. for fear of being enslaved yet again by another.. free now from the torture he inflicted upon me.. but never to gain back what was lost before thee.. my dignity, free spirit and trust.. all lost to a man ,who knew not control of his lust .. |
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