I THINK BACK TO WHEN YOU FIRST CAME INTO THIS WORLD..HOW SCARED I WAS WITH THE FIRST ONE (BRENDA) THE FIRST TIME I LOOKED AT YOU ..SCREAMING ,TURNING RED ALL OVER YOUR FACE AND THINKING TO MYSELF ,WHAT DO I DO NOW...SOMEHOW I GOT THREW IT ,I KNOW I MADE ALOT OF MISTAKES WITH YOU ,WE HAD ALOT OF TRIAL AND ERROR`S AS YOU WAS GROWING UP..AND WE STILL ARE EVEN AFTER YOU HAVE GROWN TO ADULT HOOD..
THERE ARE ALOT OF THINGS I WISHED I WOULD HAVE DONE BETTER FOR YOU AND IM SORRY I DID NOT , BUT I DID THE BEST I COULD AT THE TIME..
TO THE TWIN`S
ONCE AGAIN I WAS SCARED OUT OF MY MIND ..PREMATURE ONLY 3 POUNDS SOMETHING EACH..SO LITTLE I ONLY HAD A GLIMSP OF YOUR FEET WHEN YOU FIRST CAME INTO THIS WORLD. THEN YOU YOU WAS TAKEN TO ANOTHER HOSPITAL ..THAT WAS ONE OF THE HARDEST NIGHTS I HAD TO SPEND ..I WAS IN ONE PLACE YOU TWINS WAS IN ANOTHER FIGHTING FOR YOU LIFE..BUT YOU WAS STRONG YOU FOUGHT HARD AND MADE IT AGAINST THE ODDS..AND YOU BOTH ARE STILL LITTLE FIGHTERS..BUT YET SO CARING...
TO JESSICA,
YOU WAS THE ONE WHO REALLY PUT ME THREW THE PAIN OF BRINGING YOU INTO THIS WORLD..FROM THAT MOMENT ON YOU DEMANDED ATTENTION ..YOU ARE SO STRONG WILLED ..SO INDEPENDENT..FOR SUCH A LITTLE GIRL YOU SURE CAN KEEP ME ON MY TOES...
NOW TO END THIS LETTER....
NO MATTER HOW MANY MISTAKES YOU MAKE ,NO MATTER HOW MUCH I GET MAD AT YOU ,OR HOW MANY TIMES I GET ANGRY BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT DOING WHAT I THINK IS RIGHT...
DEEP DOWN YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART..FROM THE DAY YOU CAME INTO THIS WORLD I HAVE LOVED YOU ALL..NOT ALL OF YOU THE SAME BECAUSE YOU EACH HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART ..
LOVE YOUR MOTHER..
