| SO CLOSE TO PEACE.. IT SITS ACROSS FROM ME,ITS CONTENTS HOLD THE ANSWER .. SO TEMPTING IS IT , I REACH AND PICK IT UP.. ENJOYING THE FEEL IN MY HANDS.. KNOWING INSIDE THE VIAL HOLDS MY END.. NO MORE THOUGHTS ,NO MORE HURT.. MY OWN VERSION OF A CHILDS PRAYER RUNS THROUGH MY HEAD.. NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP.. TAKE MY SOUL ITS YOURS TO KEEP.. FOR I SHALL DIE BEFORE I WAKE.. NO MORE PAIN CAN I TAKE.. I TELL MYSELF THINK OF THE ONES LEFT BEHIND.. BUT ONLY COME UP WITH THEY ARE BETTER OFF .. EASE THE LID OPEN ... THINK HOW MANY ?HOW LONG DO I HAVE TO WAITE? YES, THIS IS THE COWARDS WAY OUT.. BUT WHO WILL CARE IN THE LONG RUN? OR WHO WILL FEEL AT EASE NOT DEALING WITH ME ANYMORE? AFTER ALL ITS MY LIFE,I CAN DO WHAT I WANT... |