Is this life real?
I can hardley breathe
I can hardley feel
The paranoia consumes me
It's like I'm waiting for the day
For you to turn against me
And for me to walk away
Part of me is trusting
but it's hard for me to choose
There's a battle going on inside my head
Which side is going to lose?
Some days you're my best friend
But you are so complex
Because some days I think you hate me
I never know what's coming next
Someday I'll know the truth
Someday I'll understand
Are you really my true friend?
Or will you turn against me once again?
