It's what I wished I had
but I knew that if it happened
it would be worse than bad
I said it wouldn't happen
this I knew for sure
all the signs showed it wouldn't
all hope was out the door
All the while I needed it
I was glad I had no chance
because I knew that it was wrong
I knew it at first glace
Now that I can have it
now it's in my reach
As tempted as I am
I push away what I have seeked
Temptation will soon control me
I must admit I'm scared
I'll fight as long as I can
but soon I will not care
