When I knew it all along
That while I was saying you have changed
Deep down I knew I was wrong
How could I have depended on you
When you've proved time and time again
That I could never trust you
That you were never my true friend
How could I have dismissed
My instincts that were true
I ignored the warnings others gave
Saying to stay away from you
How could I have refused
To end the "friendship" we had
When I knew I would get hurt
When I knew I would be sad
How could I have beleived your lies
When you said it wouldn't happen to me
When I saw how you treated others
I didn't want to believe what I could see
How could I have not seen it coming
Others ask me cluelessly
Because at that time I knew it was worth
that moment of me being happy
