the works of the struggling poet
A Sea of Music by Grace Lin

I sit down to the piano, ready to play,
Play just for me, no force, no other way.
I play for the music, the emoions, the feeling,
I play for the gaping wound that always needs healing.
Music, I play, reaches deep inside the soul,
Mixing the emotions like a giant salad bowl.
I play of anger, frustration, and sorrow,
I play of love and the hope for a happier tomorrow.
My favorite thing to do, as you can see,
Is to create a sea of music so touching, so free.
To me, music tells a story, a wonderful tale,
Echoing through my heart, never growing stale.
The music reaches to people, whose spirit cries,
Seeks out the unhappiness and little white lies.
It soothes, it comforts, those of all age,
It tells you amazing things like a wise, old sage.
Thus, you can understand why I love it so,
Why i'd play music come rain or snow.
By Your Side by Grace Lin

I say:

I'm right there by your side
Can't you see me?
You can lean on me
We're beautiful together
Don't you see?

I'm right there by your side
Can't you hear me?
Whispering comforts
And singing lullabies
Don't you hear?

I'm right there by your side
Can't you feel me?
Soothing your wounds
Wiping your tears
Don't you feel?

You say:

No, you're not by my side
I can't see you!
Not smiling at me
You're invisible
I can't see!

No, you're not by my side
I can't hear you!
Not laughing at my jokes
Or whispering your secrets
I cant' hear!

No, you're not by my side
I can't feel you!
Not hugging me especially
Now that I need you
I can't feel!

I can't see you
You can't hear me
I can't feel you
You can't feel me
Where are you?
Are you there?
Whare are you?
How come I can't see you?
Are you really here
By my side?
I'm Sorry for all the Times by Grace Lin

I'm sorry for all the times I caused you any pain
I'm sorry for all the times I have ever been vain.
I'm sorry for all the times you waited hours for me
I'm sorry for all the times all i felt was need.

I'm sorry for all the tiems I've ever made you upset
I'm sorry for all the times; I'll always be in your debt.
I'm sorry for all the times, I swear I really do,
I've ever made you doubt that I really love you.

Please forgive me for all these things and more
Because without you I wouldn't be me
Without you I shouldn't have been born.

So I'd just like you to know
That I'm sorry for all the times
And that I'll forever love you
Even after my prime.
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Annabel Lee by Edgar Allan Poe

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love-
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me-
Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.
But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many wiser than we-
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.

For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling-my darling-my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.
There are Some Days by Grace Lin

There are some days
When I don't think I can smile anymore.
This face I'm putting on,
Does anyone believe it?

There are some days
When I don't think I can laugh anymore.
This cheerfulness I share,
Does anyone even care?

There are some days
When I don't think I can work anymore.
All this work I've done,
Does anyone see it?

There are days when I'm lost
Days when I'm tired
Days when I falter
Days when I fall

But yet, I'm still living
While still sighing
While still crying
While still dying

And yet, I'm living
I'm smiling
I'm laughing
I'm working

Despite those days
Despite some of those days

There are some days
When I just don't want to think anymore.
Does anyone believe I don't?
Does anyone care that I don't?
Does anyone see that I don't?
I don't know and I don't care.
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When I have Fears by John Keats

When I have fears that I may cease to be
Before my pen has glean'd my teeming brain,
Before high piled books, in charact'ry,
Hold like rich garners the full-ripen'd grain;
When I behold, upon the night's starr'd face,
Huge cloudy symbols of a high romance,
And think that I may never live to trace
Their shadows, with the magic hand of chance;
And when i feel, fair creature of an hour!
That I shall never look upon thee more,
Never have relish in the faery power
Of unreflecting love! - then on the shore
Of the wide world I stand alone, and think
Till Love and Fame to nothingness do sink.
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Denial by Grace Lin

There is no way I could ever love you
No possible way I could feel that way
If the world had suddenly come anew
I still wouldn't give you the time of day.
We couldn't have been made for each other
We were never meant to be soul mates
There is no spell you could ever concur
To make me believe we were drawn by fate.
My conscience, my mind tells me that you can't
You're not, you could never be right for me
You can not steal my heart, you can't, you can't
Not even in dreams could that come to be.
So leave me alone, I hate it, I do
How could I have ever fallen for you?
When I have Tears by Grace Lin

When I have tears, they all will be for you
The emotional words you could not write,
The books that filled a room with hope anew,
The constant warmth and feeling burned so bright.
When I have dreams, I imagine your dreams,
In which depths of nights of fog and cloud
Surround magical romances that seem
And stay unreached, for fate's hand disallows.
And when I long, I long for your flower,
The face that you shall never look upon,
"Never have relish in the faery power
Of unreflecting love!" - Then as day wans,
I remember, for time cannot alther,
"Here lies one whose name was writ in water."
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