my head is filling
with frightening thought
i didn't want to see these things
with the knowledge that they brought
my eyes are laced with terror
the room is spinning all around
a part of me is missing
and it's no where to be found
i tried to replace it with religion
just to trip and fall
it just left in the darkness
confined by a personal wall
then there was love
but that can't really last
when my heart is full
of pain brought from the past
tried to bury the pain
with drugs and lots of drinking
i drowned myself in sadness
this time i wasn't thinking
now i stand at the end
of an empty space
there's nothing left to lose
this little angel fell from grace