Days Go By
Updated: 2002
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Tuesday Jan 14, 2003
"Life Bites!"
The title explains it all.
bebe tricksta
Friday Dec 27, 2002
"Days and Nights"
Lately, I've been wanting nothing more a sweet romantic relationship! But a girl like me can never get a guy :( Aww... I wish I wasn't so shy...
-Lil' T
Sunday Dec 16, 2002
"PISSY ME"
Wow this last week SUCKED!.... SUCKED SUCKED SUCKED!!! I wanted to kill everything in sight but instead I stood there smiling, gritting my teeth... and wanting to pound all of your faces in... RAWR!!!
-Lil' T
Thursday Nov 28, 2002
"Why couldn't she leave him behind... why?!"
Goodness gracious! I was thrilled when my mother came back from the US but I wish that my dad could've stayed there... for like... ever! I have never despised anyone more than I despise him. ARGH! JERK!
I've also noticed a strange parallel between my school life and my home life... IF ever I have a good day at school, at home my life is in ruins... and when my home life is great, my school life DIMINISHES! It's weird I'm I want to know why... Perhaps its because there's a strange balance to everything in the world... It must be kind of like a "what goes up must come down" situation... but in the same day?
-Lil' Tricksta
Friday Nov 8, 2002
"I'm back! Miss me?"
Yeah, my parents came back so now I'm back home once again. What's new? I got a few things from their trip over to Cali but it feels weird to accept anything when the reason they went up there was for a funeral. ^^; So you can see how odd it may feel. School's a bitch and I wanna shoot her. Meanwhile, life's OK, just OK, not good not bad but OK. I'm deathly bored and I just can't wait until Christmas. I want a break from all that 'learning' I've been doing..! Maybe play a few songs on the guitar and with the vocal cords. I haven't been doing that in ages. I miss everything actually... I miss the past and the worry free life of being an annoying drooly icky lil kid! Oh the days... I'll never forget them! For the moment, Salut!
-Lil' Tricksta
Saturday, Oct 26, 2002
"Ain't here!"
Umm yeah, I ain't at home.. moved in with my aunts for about a week now until my parents come back from the states... my grandmother passed away on October 23, rest in peace Grandma~! Won't be updating for a while.
-Lil' Tricksta
Thursday, October 10, 2002
"I Won't..."
*sigh* I hate gettin' crushes on cute boys! It's such a bummer to think of the rejection that may take place! *scream* I hate it I hate it!! Yeah, I like people but I know they don't feel the same... *boohoo* ...not fair!! Oh well. What I usually do is to try and not feel so strongly towards them. If I like them more than its going to definately hurt more. So I won't let myself fall head over heels about someone. Its strange though. When someone takes your breath away, you're usually left with no oxygen to your head - therefore causing braindeadness! That's why people act so stupid towards people they love and like! ;)
-Lil' Tricksta
Saturday, October 5, 2002
"I Hate Weddings"
Uck!! All I went to was the banquet... There was loads of awesome food but those bastards shooed me to a different table!! Why?? Cuz I was too young to be seated at the old table wit' my folks!! Why am I pissed about it?? I hate to sit at the young table with the 20 year olds!!! I'm 16!!! The worse part is I can't eat normally with people I don't know so I didn't eat all I could eat!! :'( I was being a guest and didn't take a lot. Then for some gay reason I dropped my chopsticks and thought, "fuck this." So I stopped eating too. *sniff* I missed out on all the food, had to sit at a table with all these people I didn't know and therefore didn't care about and I'm tired!!! *wah* Yes, I bitch a lot. Shut up. At least I'm not bottled up!!! *wah*
-Lil' Tricksta
Wednesday, October 2, 2002
"Changes"
Strange, I don't feel as upset and depressed as I usually am. My mood is a lil bit cheery again. I don't know what to do really. I'm hyper and stuff but sometimes I still feel all ICKY! Sometimes I hate, sometimes I don't. What oh what should a girl like myself do?? Homework sucks. Damnit!
-Lil' Tricksta
Wednesday, Sept 25, 2002
"Bittersweet 16"
It's my birthday.. yay... *sigh* Not much of a day since I never hold any parties but what's the point? Its just another year gone by. I don't mind that other people have them, it gives me a good reason to get out. It's too bad I probably will never have enough money to give them as gifts. Last year I had to spend my birthday money on two good friends. But at least I had something to give them :) I didn't mind. *sigh* No cake, no presents, that's how everyday is. I wonder what's so special about a birthday? I'm 16 now.. I don't feel any older. I didn't tell a lot of people it was my birthday, I didn't really want them to know. I just wanted it to be a normal day. But thanks to everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday!! :) Thanks!! And Meg, thanks for that birthday sandwich!! :) Heehee- Wow, this sweet sixteen stuff is so uneventful. Its not that special to me. Not really... but I can go get my licence, except I don't feel ready to drive... ^.^; Frankly, I fear for my life. But I SO want to be able to... *sigh* I'm hungry... so BYE!
-Lil' Tricksta
Tuesday, Sept 24, 2002
"Pre B-Day Blues"
Oh wow, I don't feel anxious about anything, I just feel completely bummed out. There is something totally wrong with this year... Everyone's so pissed and sad... and depressed. My upper back is sore and I really don't have the patience to deal with this shitty year. It's a completely horrible year... I just hope that it'll pick up soon because I'm tired of telling everyone lies about how everything is going to be better. I want it to be true. I hate everyone around me so much some times, mostly complete jerks that seemed to have made it to high school. Fuckers, don't you know I could simply kill you as easy as that if I were really unstable? Fuckers you don't know shit. I could kick your asses if I hadn't good control over my emotions. You should fuckin' watch your backs, I mean, hasn't the Columbine incidents taught you anything? Shit, you pricks are nothing but assholes. Screw you all...
-Lil' Tricksta
Saturday, Sept 21, 2002
"Hanging on a Razorblade Wire"
*atchoo* Oh my, been crying for so long I gave myself a little cold! Why did I cry you ask? My father, oh how I detest your minor presence in my life, he yelled at me coldly today because I was a frigid bitch and walked out while he was yelling at me on a stupid topic. I was disrespectful but being respectful meant I had lost one of my natural rights, freedom of speech. I walk out of the argument before I lose my self control and burst into flames and bitch at them. I do it for THEIR safety, not mine. I get yelled for the very thing! It seems that I will never be ANYTHING but a shame to my parents. I'm nothing to them. My father yelled at me because I didn't hit someone when they caused me MINOR pain. Why would I fight someone and get in complete and deep shit for it? Its not worth it. He yelled at me and asked, "What was the point of taking kung fu if you don't fight back!?" He doesn't know shit. The purpose of martial arts is to learn to control your anger and not let the little things bother you enough to strike another person. To assault them. My father, being the ex-general he is, takes only to violent measures. I hate my father more these 15 short years than the earth can utter small phrases of hate in a lifetime. I've hated him ever since I had gotten old enough to realize it. I hate him more than I should. He's my father and I'm supposed to feel a little bond between him and I... but I feel nothing. I hate the hypocrite he is and will always be. Will I cry when he dies? Maybe I might smile. I hate him so much... all he's ever given to me is my own tears. I always want to hide from him, so I lock myself up in my room all day... only to be yelled at for just that. What kind of father makes his children hate him so much as this? I know I'm not the only one who feels the same way... They're old enough to leave the house whenever they please. I'm stuck here because I'm a little girl. Well fuck you, you've made me feeling nothing but a little piece of shit in your so-called GRAND and important life! YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME DAD! NOTHING! I WILL NEVER FEEL AN OUNCE OF LOVE IN MY HEART FOR YOU! I'M ASHAMED TO BE A PART OF YOUR BLOOD LINE!
-Lil' Tricksta
Tuesday, Sept 17, 2002
"Scar Tissue"
Wow, everyone freaked over my little art project. So I used a mechanical pencil to tear off the top layers of skin on my wrist! So I made an X into my skin! What's the big deal?! It's not like I slit my wrists and tried to kill myself! I just like the slight tingling of pain on my skin, the sensation that I get from it. I just like that I am a canvas used to create art apon! What's so wrong with that? It's an X... I didn't bleed... It's nothing but a little cute looking scratch to me! I'm not the type of person to bitch when I am feeling a little minor pain. It's just in your psyche. I can block it out if I wish.. or feed from it like a bottle of sweet wine that has been preciously aged. It's flesh... not soul.
-Lil' Tricksta
Sunday Sept 15, 2002
"Load Off My Mind"
Ack! I have a headache! Homework hard! Two much thinking involved... nooo!
Uh, aside from my bitching... My grandma's huge bruise 80% gone now! Yay I'm so happy! She's all happy and smiling! Yay! I'm happy to see her much better now and I'm just relieved! Wooh! I have had a tiring day of doing this damn essay. I can't write two pages of good shit if my life depended on it! It's killing me! I'm going to get a bad mark I know it but a part of me just doesn't care anymore. I hate school. It's so gay. I hate it. Bleh.
-Lil' Tricksta
Saturday, Sept 14, 2002
"Books!"
Whoa... I had to do my written test for driving today and I got two more questions wrong than I was allowed to. Then I passed it the second time! Yay... *eh*
Oh wow, I borrowed THREE books from the library. That's right people, I'm starting to read again! My library card has been overdue for TWO years! That's how long I have NOT been reading! Now I'm starting again and I kind of like it. I still get weak in the eyes and dizzy after reading for so long but I don't mind it as much anymore. I'm so into Anne Rice. However, the book I'm reading now, Wounds by Jemiah ..um.. Jefferson or something is pretty good. I like it, kind of interesting to read about a crossdressing faggot fairy queen vampire! You heard me... It's a good book though. I like, I like. :) Makes me want to file my teeth down and *chomp*
-Lil' Tricksta
Friday, Sept 13, 2002
"Mood Swings?"
What the? I'm happy again? Whoa, how'd that happen so quickly? *hah* This is odd because I have pretty good control over my emotions, I let my angry bleed from my pen onto the paper... it works best that way and I can force a fake but convincing smile when I need to. No one is the wiser. But, right now... this past week... I've been happy... like, real happy. It's weird, because I was happy before this, then summer messed everything up for me. Its all gone now, maybe my life will be right for a change. Maybe. Wow, I've been thinking pretty morbid thoughts lately though. I don't really mind - I like thinking this way. It makes me see the world in new perspective and I have my own opinion of how the world goes round. I have my own opinion of human behaviour... I understand in my own cynical way. Its like the realization bit me hard and made me bleed. That's life. It's tragic really but who gives a damn? We're too busy living our lives trying not to have a care in the world... We just want to have a vision of false happiness, something to believe in. Would you rather be happy with an illusion or dredging the world with reality? Its okay to be greedy and choose the first answer. That's how we were meant to live. The strong survive and the weak die. We gotta get what we need to survive and we'll need greed to achieve this... or we'll just die.
-Lil' Tricksta
Sunday, Sept 8, 2002
"Thoughtless"
I don't know how I feel today, a part of me is fine, the other is tearing me up inside. This year is turning out to be a shitty one... I'm not enjoying grade 11. I want to run away, I hate this year... it's a bunch of shit. I don't know why last year was so great... but this one is killing me. Anyway, my granny is staying with us for a few days. I miss her... her bruise faded away a bit, its still very noticable though. I really love her but I get really frustrated when she won't eat. She's trying to be polite and a good guest... but she's not a guest, she's part of the family. She wouldn't eat at all yesterday! She's so weak already but... she wouldn't eat. Its not right. This bites... I want her to live a happy life. She's my grandmother and I love her dearly. I want the best for her... but sometimes the best I can't give. I'm so bummed out still.. everything is getting to me. I feel paranoid... its hurting me.. I don't like this... everyone is getting on my nerves. Its like they're doing this to me purposely, so damn rude some of them are. They just don't care... but they should. Everyone is so thoughtless.
-Lil' Tricksta
Friday, Sept 6, 2002
"Loneliness"
I don't know why I'm feeling so depressed right now, I've gotten that feeling past me long ago... but it comes back to plague my heart. Lately, I just been feeling down and like everyone's out to get me. I feel that everyone hates me so much but no one is brave enough to tell me in person. Why do I feel this way? Are the feelings true? I feel so lost, I just want to cut away my life with a knife... but inside, I'm too afraid to face death. At the same time, I don't fear it. I know its selfish of me to think so, if I were to lose my life - I would hurt a lot of people, like my mother and my father, my family. Or would they? Maybe its better off for them that way... why am I thinking this way? How come I can't cry right now...? I need to get rid of some of the stresses in my life. I'm so lonely... I'm so sad... I just wish I had someone to help me through it... someone that
can and will offer to help me. Oh Lord, why do I feel this way so much recently? Why won't this pain stop?? I just want help... I want forgiveness... I want to feel loved... but I'm not! I hate me so much right now. I was almost happy with myself... now I'm a wreck waiting to happen. I feel ashamed of myself for reasons unknown but I'm angry at myself. I feel like I've betrayed so many people, if only I could turn back the hands of time. Perhaps maybe, just maybe, things would work out right. If it weren't for my stupidity... Why me?! I hate feeling the way I do! Why can't I make it stop?! I did it once before... why can't I do it now?! It seemed so simple before... I can smile, I can fake a laugh but I can't fake these feelings! I just want to die... this feeling is so wrong but it won't leave... I don't want to die... but I keep telling myself I do. I can't make it stop... won't someone just help?
-Lil' Tricksta
Thursday, Sept 5, 2002
"Grandma"
I'm kinda sad right now, my granny fell off her bed onto the floor and has the hugest bruise on her left cheek. Her eye filled up with blood and I almost cried just seeing her like that. The bruise is so dark, darker than you can imagine possible. I totally freaked, the bruise comes past her chin and to her neck. She's deaf and weak... I just hope that the bruise heals nicely. She also has a cut on her eyebrow. I don't understand how people at a nursing home can be neglegent like that... she's so old, in her nineties. She doesn't deserve this... I feel so bad for her, she always gets hurt. She's such a kind soul, I really miss having her around but everyone's so busy and we can't take care of her. I'm so upset about this... I really miss her. I just hope that she doesn't pass on without me being able to tell her how much I care. But its hard because, she's deaf... *sigh* Well, Granny, my lovely granny, I love you so much, much more than you know and I know it may not feel like it since it's rare I get a chance to see you, but I'm always thinking about you. I love you Granny!
-Lil' Tricksta
Monday, Sept 2, 2002
"Chick Flix"
Damnit! Watching those movies about love can only make a chick more depressed than she already is or never was! *sniff* It makes you think love like that exists, you want it and you crave it! Its rare to ever find it... *sigh* After my dissing of love on the journal entry below I thought to myself... Why am I saying these things...? I've never had a boyfriend or a relationship or anything! How would I know!? Then it lead me to this question. Why can't I find a guy? *sigh* Damn... I can be a hypocrite at some points.. and that's what I hate the most about myself. Agh! It gets lonely to not have someone to love you... but does it matter to me? I don't know - sometimes it does, sometimes it doesn't. I'm too shy to get a guy and I'm too afraid of being rejected or hurt. So I keep to myself... Not the wisest choice but its so hard sometimes... Oi! This sucks! ACK! Oh no! There's school tomorrow! AAHH~!!!!!
-Lil' Tricksta
Sunday, Sept 1, 2002
"Triste"
Wow, I watched a three video movie (Chinese movies... whadya expect) ...and it made me want to cry so many times!! It was like a Romeo and Juliet story... about two star-crossed lovers... *sniff sniff* ...It's just not fair!! That's life though... life isn't going to be what you expect it to be. You have to cope with falling in love... hating your love... and wanting to die because of your love. Do I sound cynical?? Well, I'm realistic in my thinkings... That's life. I hate it when I hear about someone's
true love. When you like someone, you try to make the world see him as a saint, which he isn't... You just want to make people think that you've got what they don't... Love can bring a sense of jealousy and greed amongst people without them even knowing it. Face it people, we were made to do it with each other and keep our life lines growing and going. That's it...
-Lil' Tricksta
Saturday, August 31, 2002
"Drama"
Bastards... *lol* man, my driving school thingie told me I had a class today so my pops dropped me off... and when I went in she told me that I already had my class... "what??" yeah, so i told her that its supposed to be my third class... and she said its in two weeks. "huh???" i was confoozled. So I told her that she wrote on my card that I was supposed to go to my third class TODAY, and she said, "oh, sorrie, I made a mistake!" ...argh! So I had to walk out and wait for a ride that wasn't coming until half an hour later. It was hot out and I was tired... and this forsaken little bee kept following me. So I got bored and called my mum. We had this heated up conversation and I learned all this shit I never knew... My eyes watered from sadness. It upset me to hear all this but I was glad to find out... too much shit is going on in the present, and a lot more shit went down in the past. I couldn't believe what an interesting person my mother is until I heard all this. I was so much respect for her and she's become my rolemodel... not because she's my mother, but because she is still one even after all she went through. I was honored to find out so much... and now I feel less alone. I feel better about my own emotions. I'm not alone... but I still feel it. I still feel it...
-Lil' Tricksta
Thursday, August 29, 2002
Ugh! I had to take a step back into the school today to pay their outrageous school fees! I'm baffled that I have to pay so much for their shabby teaching! And oops, I gave the people the wrong student ID... *um* Well do you seriously expect me to remember it so easily like that?? After two months??? I didn't think so! But here's what I think, I paid your asses $227 for nothing, you better damn fix that problem yourselves! I'm paying you jerks enough!! So I forgot an 8... you got the money to think and fix!! So do it yourselves friggin' bastards. *grumble* And besides... I was sick the two days prior... SO SHOVE IT! ~On the good side, I got to see a lot of good buddies again and I got to wear a skirt! I rarely ever wear a skirt! And was I hittin' the scene or what? *lol* I'm surprised... I usually look horrid in dresses and stuff like that.. but things change ;) Oh and I took some lovely pictures today... I took a momentum shot of all my stuffed animals.. I was a collector as a child and I felt to abandon any of them... so I brought them all out and took pictures! Oh wow, they took so much room!! I'm going to miss them... I'm going to give them to my lovely nieces that I so much adore.. and I hope that they'll enjoy them as much as I did. *sniff* I'll be sad to see them go... wait, maybe I should keep them... aw shucks. What a dilemna... *sigh* I'm a teenager now... and I still have love for my toys! *waaah* I can do it... I can give them up... I know I can!!!! DON'T JUDGE ME FOR MY LOVE OF INANIMATE CREATURES!!!!
-Lil' Tricksta
Monday, August 26, 2002
*sigh* Indeed another day has gone by leaving me sleeping on the couch. Why oh why is life so boring?! Well anyway, I watched my mummy sew and was trying to learn a few things. Ooooh~! My ADORABLE nieces are coming tomorrow and that's going to be extra fun! They are sooooo CUTE~! I love playin' with them when they're not all cranky! *haha* Strangely, I really actually HATE kids but they're an exception since they are such darlin's and they really know how to behave! So it's all good. Ahh.. I'm going to miss sleeping in but school's starting soon. Oh no! I hope I do goood... *sigh* ...what a thought to force into your head... *grumble* ...
-Lil Tricksta
Thursday, August 22, 2002
SHIT~! School sent home papers about... school~! EEEEK!!! I don't wanna go back... I don't wanna, you can't make me~! I'm alone in my classes and I wanna drop physics but I'm too lazy to! WAHHHH~!! Please, no schooool... noooooooooooooooooooooooo~! *cries* Damnit, I hate school, I don't want to think about it... but it turns out I'm alone in all my classes... including GYM! *wah* I'll feel so left out now... maybe I should drop it... but I like gym... darn it. Only one of my friends took gym and she's in a different class then I am. It's just not fair! THIS BITES! SCHOOL IS GAY! *BAHHH*
-Lil' Tricksta
Tuesday, August 20, 2002
I never really had any inspiration for my future career choice. There was NOTHING I really wanted to be or had interest in... like so many people wanted to be doctors but I never want to see someone die in front of my eyes. I used to want to be a veterinarian but then a tiger peed on me, a dog humped my leg, cat scratched me, a horse sneezed on me... well I just don't like animals anymore. Then I wanted to follow in my cousin's footsteps and be an optometrist... but there was so much competition for the field... I didn't want to be like the other Asian people I knew who were out for the same job. I need diversity. Then I wanted to be an archaeologist, but it seems pointless to me... you have to work so hard and barely get anything from it... I didn't love the job enough to stick with it. I need money... enough to at least survive on! Then my current job aspiration - a pharmacist. That's right, drugs. I don't really find a great interest in this job either but hey... its something to shoot for right? **Now my slight field of inspiration kicks in... there aren't a lot of gothic apparel stores in Calgary. I had a sudden thought of... clothing design! Wooh! Now that seemed interesting... I love a job where I can be creative and here it is. I'm only 15 now but I'm working towards both of these goals.. hey, I might need the drugs! I hope things will work out fine!!
-Lil' Tricksta
Sunday, August 18, 2002
ACK! Everyone is getting on my nerves today! I'm about to throttle something! Agh... had driving lessons today with a father who is so fucking rude... Sometimes I absolutely HATE him... but who doesn't? *growl* Then I find out about something I didn't need to know... something that I
already knew but didn't think anything of... Well here's the deal, if someone has a fucking problem with me, be fucking man enough to tell it to me. If you have a problem with me.. and you talk about it with other people behind my back... I'm not going to take too kindly to that... AND if you do have a problem with me, TALK TO ME about it ok? We'll work things out... don't leave me in the dark about it. I'm not going to get pissed back about it... like, why waste my energy? Don't just sit on your ass and sulk about it neither... that going to help you feel better? Shit, all that does is give your couch an imprint of your butt crack. Whatever... This blows. Fuck you.
-Lil' Tricksta
Saturday, August 17, 2002
I am so confused as to which day it is today... yesterday everyone told me it was the 17th and *scream* it's messing me up bad! Well whatever... today was a tiresome day but it was all right. My granny's staying with us for a few days and that is totally cool. My gran rocks the world!! She's such a cutie too! Yah, it's good to be able to hang out with her after such a long time of well.. not seeing her. We can't really talk to each other... she's deaf ya see. I love her though, she's been through so much but I hope she understands that we all love her very much! Granny, you're the best there is! I LOVE YA! *muahz* As for my day? I fell asleep on the couch and got kicked off 'coz I was hogging all the room. Then I cooked... *weeee* classic day for me. Yes yes, I think I should work out later today... I'm in the mood to lose my layer of warmth for the rest of summer... though I will miss my storage supply. Well I really have nothing else going so toodles!!
-Lil' Tricksta
Friday, August 16, 2002
Yum, springrolls are good!! Ehh... I'm in touch with my dark side today.. so I'm feeling a little cynical. I'm tired... working out feels nice. Its like something to channel your energy out in and it feels good to imagine fighting someone and winning. I've been feeling pretty dark lately and I don't mind it at all... its how I feel, and how I feel is what I am. It feels good to be alone and to be what YOU want to be. Damn... I miss martial arts... too bad I'm poor off my ass and I can't get to my Academy... *sigh* Ah well... perhaps one day I'll get my way... maybe I can catch up and be an awesome fighter... Maybe I should just get into lots of fights and learn from them. Taste the blood in my mouth... maybe one day, me opponent's.
-Lil' Tricksta
Thursday, August 15, 2002
Today was one shitty driving day... Fuck, I don't even wanna talk about so shut up!! "Hey, if there is a chance of life after death... than does it mean I'm screwed?!" What a pissy day for me!! Everyone can just goto hell.. yeah, you too!! *scream* (Don't mind me... I have a temper... and I tend to take it out on things) Ohh... I never want to drive downtown again or have to cope with ASSHOLES who DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRIVE! (Then again... I don't even really know how to drive... but I HAVE AN EXCUSE!!!) Oh fuck it, life's a bitch.. what can you do right?? Man, I gotta get me a punching bag or some shit... Screw y'all, I'm not writing anymore.
-Lil' Tricksta
Tuesday, August 13, 2002
What a rip off! I didn't see any meteors last night... its probably because I'm in Canada.. or I didn't wait long enough, ah well. I can barely keep my eyes open today, not too good when I got to cope with driving lessons too. Man, I missed a whole hour of my lessons because the stupid car had a flat. Well, I'm somewhat cheery today... aside from my death stare look. My nieces came over and cheered me up a bit with their comical antics. I just love watching those little toddlers fight... its adorable. When one loses she'd throw things around. The other one would frown and pout.. and then cry. Cute though. Well today was a hapless and BORING day. I slept most of it... and I really gotta go pee so I'm going to stop writing for the day.
-Lil' Tricksta
Monday, August 12, 2002
The dark side... aren't you ever curious about it?? The dark psyche in you... why don't you celebrate it? I do... I love this darkness, this profound feeling...
Watch the skies tonight... I hear there's going to be a Perseid meteor shower tonight... Watch its beauty in action.
-Lil' Tricksta
Sunday, August 11, 2002
What can I say? Sunday is one of those regular boring days where I sleep in... but nooo, I had to wake up early so I could practice driving without a lot of traffic around. Well, it was fun. I got to test out my new baby, '92 Toyota Corolla, she handles pretty well but it'll take a while until I really get used to her. Well, it was a bumpy ride. Its not fun to have to swerve around every damn water-filled pothole on a dirt road. My arms felt so numb after all the shaking!! So I added onto my driving experience - I have been driving for 6 hours in my whole life. Impressive aren't I? Well, its all good. Pretty much I have two months to get my driving skills up to date and hopefully I can go take my road test once I'm 16. I'm counting the days...
-Lil' Tricksta
