Until the Fat Lady Sings
Part 1
Bay City-1985
The last few weeks had been
grueling for both of them. Hell, the last few years hadn't been easy. Things
hadn't been that great before Gunther, but afterwards, it just seemed to get
worse. For a while, it didn't look like Starsky would ever get back on the
street. When he did, it didn't take them long to find out that the spark was
gone. Somehow, the lure of catching the bad guys just wasn't that strong, and
the good guys didn't seem to win as often as they did before.
They tried a lot of things
to make life easier, and it worked for a while. Since Starsky had spent so much
time at Hutch's apartment while he was recovering from his brush with death, it
seemed only reasonable to let his apartment go and move in with Hutch
permanently. When the tenant across from Hutch moved out, the two detectives
pooled their resources and bought the apartment, turning two small apartments into
one spacious one.
They'd thought many times
about getting off the streets. Maybe it was time. Let the young stallions and
fillies crawl down the sewers for a while. They'd done it for too long. They
were both tired, so it wasn't surprising that one of them would get sick. At
first, they thought it was just a bad cold. But when the cough just wouldn't go
away, Starsky finally convinced his partner to go to the doctor. Of course,
Hutch grumbled the whole time.
"Starsky, I'm feeling
better, I really am." Hutch turned away, doing his best to cover the next
cough. "Why do I have to waste my time, and Doctor Henry's?"
The curly-haired detective
shook his head adamantly. "You've had that cold long enough, Hutch. You've
been up for the last three nights with that cough, and I can tell you've lost
weight. You haven't been eating anything solid, and that junk you drink in the
mornings doesn't count. Now, shut up and go. I'm supposed to go over my
testimony with the DA for the Lander's case, but if you need me to come along
and hold your hand, I'll try to reschedule."
"I'm not a child. I can
go by myself."
So Hutch had kept his
doctor's appointment while Starsky spent the afternoon with
"Hey, how did your
appointment go? What did Dr. Henry have to say?"
Hutch shook the long-handled
spoon he was stirring the spaghetti sauce with at his partner. "I told you
he'd make a mountain out of a molehill. He said that my lungs sounded a little
congested and my glands looked like they were swollen a bit, so he made me go
all the way to
Starsky walked past Hutch
and picked up the spoon, tasting the sauce. "Oh, stop your bellyaching and
let's get dinner on the table. I'm starved. You know that cold wasn't getting
any better. If you need antibiotics, then so be it. And if he needs to give you
a shot in your ass, you'll drop your pants and bend over. You got that, partner?"
Hutch grinned mischievously.
"Only if you'll promise not to kiss it and make it better."
So they ate dinner and played
a game of Monopoly before going to bed, and the next morning, they went into
the station just as they had for almost fifteen years. Dr. Henry and the blood
tests were almost forgotten until Hutch answered the phone later that day.
The doctor's voice didn't
leave any room for procrastination. "Sergeant Hutchinson, the results of
your blood work are in. I need to see you in my office, immediately."
Hutch tried to cover his
nervousness by acting casual. "I'm due in court this afternoon, Doc. Can't
it wait until tomorrow?"
"No, it can't. I'll see
you in my office, in one hour, Sergeant."
Hutch replaced the receiver
slowly then conjured up a brave face for his partner. Starsky had heard his end
of the conversation, so there was no use trying to lie. "He probably wants
to tell me that I have iron-poor blood or something. You think you can handle
Samuels on your own, without getting yourself suspended?"
"I think I can manage.
I wish I could go with you, though."
Hutch took his jacket from
the back of his chair. "I'll be okay. You go on to court and I'll meet you
back at the apartment." He stopped a few feet away. "Hey, don't
worry. It's probably nothing."
Starsky watched Hutch walk
out the door. Yeah, it's probably
nothing.
Twenty minutes later, Hutch
was sitting stiffly in Dr. Henry's reception room. The doctor came out and
motioned for him, stopping at the receptionist's desk briefly.
"Hold my calls,
Delores."
Once in side the office, Dr.
Henry waved at a seat. "Sit down, Ken." When Hutch did as he was
told, Dr. Henry sat back in his chair. "As I told you on the phone, we
have the results from the tests we ran yesterday. We've found something that
concerns me greatly. Have you ever heard of human immunodeficiency virus, or
acquired immunodeficiency syndrome?"
Hutch's mind stumbled over
the medical terms. "I'm not sure. I think I might have read something
about it."
"We've only discovered
it recently. The virus is commonly referred to as HIV. The disease is called
AIDS. We believe it originated in
Hutch thought about what Dr.
Henry had said. He had to clear his throat before he could ask the question
most on his mind. "Is there a cure?"
Dr. Henry shook his head
gently. "No, there isn't." He spoke softly. "I'm sorry, Ken.
Your blood sample tested positive for HIV. You have AIDS."
The words hit him in the
stomach like a fist. "How long have I got?"
"That depends on your
overall physical condition. It could be anywhere from a few months to a year,
or possibly two. There are some experimental drugs out right now that could
possibly slow the progression of the disease. We'll have to do some more tests.
The screening is aggressive because the drugs are not without side effects. You
seem to be in good shape, considering, so it might be wise to put off the drugs
for a while. I have to ask you some questions now, Ken. They'll be intensely
personal, but it's imperative that you tell me the truth. Anything you say is
confidential. Your identity will never be released to the media."
"All right, what do you
want to know?"
Dr. Henry pulled a pad of
paper closer to him and took a pencil out of the holder on his desk. "When
you have sexual intercourse, do you wear a condom?"
Hutch remembered all of the
women in his life. Vanessa was on the pill, almost from the day they met, so he
never thought about protection. But Vanessa was what his mother referred to as
a "good girl". She wasn't promiscuous. Then he thought of Jeannie,
and remembered something
He fidgeted uncomfortably in
his chair. "Uh, sometimes."
"But
not all of the time."
"No."
Dr. Henry wrote on the pad
then looked back at Hutch. "Detective, are you aware that every time you
have unprotected sex, you are also having sex with every other person your
partner has had sex with in the past?"
Hutch's head filled with the
image of his full-size bed, crammed with nude men and women. Somehow, the
picture was more terrifying than amusing.
Dr. Henry gave the blond
some time to compose himself before asking his next question. "Have you
ever received a blood transfusion?"
"Yeah, I was shot a few
years ago. I think they said I needed two units of blood." "I see. Is
that the only time you required a transfusion?"
"Yes. No, wait a
minute. I was in a car accident before that, and my leg was broken in several
places. I'm not sure if I needed blood during the surgery or not."
"Hmmm, well, it doesn't
matter. Unfortunately, one of the ways the virus is spread is through tainted
blood. Now, for my final question, and this is very important. Have you ever
used intravenous drugs?"
Hutch started to speak then
stopped. Mentally, he shrugged. Why shouldn't he tell the truth? Keeping his
secret now was a moot point. "Yes. A long time ago, I was kidnapped. They
wanted information, so I was forcibly addicted to heroin. It…happened over
about four days."
"I see. And you have no
idea if a new needle was used each time?"
Hutch snorted sarcastically.
"After it was over, they stuck me in the back seat of a car and were
planning on dumping me in the bay. I don't think using sterile needles was high
on their list of priorities."
"I don't suppose it
was. But you were addicted against your will. There isn't anything you could have
done to avoid it. Are you in a relationship now, Ken?"
Hutch shook his head briefly.
"I haven't been with anyone for a while."
"All right, I'll tell
you what you should do. Make a list of the women you've been intimate with and
let them know what's going on. At the very least, they should be tested for
HIV."
Hutch gulped. "Do you
mean all of them?"
"Well, I would notify
the most recent women, anyway. I assume you've never been in a homosexual
relationship?" When Hutch shook his head, Dr. Henry continued. "I
would say you contracted the virus either by the needles used by your kidnappers,
or the blood you received through transfusion when you were shot was tainted. I
know warning every woman you've been intimate with sounds like a daunting task,
but the most common way the virus is transmitted is through bodily fluids. That
includes semen as well as blood. Whenever you had sexual intercourse without
using a condom, you were unknowingly putting the women in your life at
risk."
Hutch felt a chill course
through his body. "Wait a minute. Are you telling me that I could give
someone AIDS if they got some of my blood on them?"
"If the person touching
you had an open wound, it's possible. Even a small cut would give the virus a
way to enter their bloodstream. That's why we're currently trying to pass a
regulation requiring all healthcare professionals, firemen, and police officers
to wear gloves whenever they come in contact with any body fluids. This disease
can affect everyone, Detective. You don't have to be gay to get it."
Hutch thought of Starsky,
and the times they'd held each other when they were hurt. He barely got out the
words. "I have a partner. We've been together for a long time. We've both
been injured on the job, and Starsky's probably had more of my blood on him
than I have."
Dr. Henry exhaled slowly.
"Then I want him at
He stood up and came around
the desk. "I know this is a lot to digest at once, Ken. I wish the news
had been better. Talk to your partner, tell him what I said, and get him in
here as soon as possible. Will I see you tomorrow?"
"Yeah, Doc, we'll see
you tomorrow."