"They let you do that?"
"Eh, I did it anyways."

The biggest info of the week is that I quit working at the bar as of last Friday... I don't need to go heavy on the details, but it's better to quit before you get fired, even if it's not possible... "Fuck that! I make the impossible possible!"... So I no longer consider myself a bartender... "I'm gunna be a bread baker in a few weeks to come..."

So now what? Hmm, lets see...

- It's a bad habit to stay out of work for too long, but I decided to take a full month off... (Yeah, as if a 2 day work week wasn't free time enough right?)... So while I have the chance, I can finally take my time looking for the oil leak from my engine, without rushing and having to stress about getting to work...

- Let's turn our 3 car garage into a "3 car garage"... Seeing that I'm not gunna get a paycheck for a while, I can start getting rid off all the excess parts I have hanging around the garage, then mebbe I can reclaim the spot and prolong the life of my friggin CF hood... "Yeah, we used to have a poker table somewhere in there, but all of a sudden it got buried under gardening crap and car parts... go figure..."

- For once, I can spend a REAL weekend in Seattle, that way no one has to skip work or anything like that... "So that means everyone is getting drunk for sure right Etsy?"... School started, so being there Friday-Whenever makes easier for the lil brats to come visit and all the old folks have no excuses to stay sober... "I say so!

Everything else is of no matter at the moment...

Currently I'm playing "Balamb Garden" on the piano and I've managed to memorize about %50 of the piece, but its easy enough since the remaining majority is a repeat of the first half... It seems like needless trivia, but I like how everything is going, regardless of all the stupid crap going on... "Simple n Clean"

I'll say it over & over as a reminder, but it was damn hard convincing myself that everything is just "normal" now... "Are you fuckin kidding me? Hell no I will not get rid of my gun still!"

-wolf

"I really like the way you present yourself. The way you dress, how your hair is and all that stuff!"
"What?!"

I went to Nate's pad after work today and hit the weight bench with balls of fury in my nutsack (YAY!)... The funny thing is that I weigh 165lbs and I benched 2 10 reps of 175lbs, but ironically I can't push myself to a handstand from a face down position... Uh, what? I'm pretty sure my max bench is around 200lbs, but I should easily be able to lift myself from a dead position through all the training so far... whatever... it's still too early in time to be perplexing...

Weirdly my left abs are developing slower than my right side, so I began doing bicycle crunches strictly on my left side earlier this week... "It looks goofy from my POV, but I can still feel my right side developing at a lesser rate than the left... Which is OK, but it's still shaping up regardless... uggh"... I can't complain since the results kick ass and even the old man has slowly started working out again... because of me that is...

"I want this body to be versatile enough to handle extreme conditions for acrobatics, but who knows what my limitations are when I actually reach that point."

All of a sudden the has-been gangster is infatuated with becoming a superior self because of a massive bump to the noggin... "Well shit, maybe concussions do knock some sense into people right?"... *ahem* Following up on the punching bag stand, I found some guy selling a "new" everlast stand located in Coachella, so I'll be able to up my endurance and flexing once I get that badass set up...

"You have no idea how much I despise myself for letting myself go these past years... Depression is harsh and it's even worse when you don't even know it's happening on the real."

-wolf

"Nah, I think I'll just go for it."
"If you settle for less, then you won't be getting what you really want. You're only fooling yourself when you make reasons to come to terms with the shit you didn't want in the first place... you stupid shit."

Well the weeks have come to a close and all the family is gone... I admit that it threw my sleeping pattern off by a huge margin, but it was damn fun having everyone around to mess with... "The closest thing to having a baby sister around was most def having Vanaly around the house, because Karissa would be too freaked out to try & wake me up at daybreak, so it was nice for a while... Only a while, because any more times than what the visitation period allows is taboo"... Etsy didn't drink as much as her usual, but we snagged some raw osters and partied til the break of dawn!... "Well, the brothers drank and Etsy waited around... sober... WTF?!"... Yonder, wait for November Etsy!

Anyways, the cracking from my sternum has never popped this much since a long while now, but I'm able to do it manually more than ever since I became more active as of late... "Oh fuckin dear, only a few people know of the pain & annoyance, but it's a huge relief once you release the pressure from the sternum... There's no explanation, literally none, as to what it is, but I know I'm still alive if there's pain coursing through my body right?"

Hopefully I can get the punching bag mounted without having to buy the stand, but it's looking a bit grim since there's no space in the garage... I've yet to let out the aggression I've kept in my legs from the past while, so imma kick the shit out of that thing once it's up... "Lets see how nimble I get afterwards... I'm sure the tension I feel when I do my acrobatics is simply backed up violent stress, so I'll loosen up a bit once the bad zen is dissipated..."

Harmony can only be acheived through disruption... order by chaos...

-wolf

"You're taking the next two Saturdays off?!"
"Yup!"

I'm hitting the two month mark with my workout routine and I'm happy to say that I haven't skimped out on any sessions... I only do workouts twice a week, but like I said earlier, I'm straining myself twice as much as well... I haven't dedicated much time any acrobatics as of late, but I'll get into that even more when I can squat 20 without taking a breather... "Squats would help because I've been gaining more distance going backwards, instead of upwards... That's good if I wanna do flips off objects, but I need a high backflip to do any crazy shit later on"... It'll take some time, but I'll keep at it until I can match the Chinese Olympic team... yup...

"HAPPY BUDDAY VANALY!!!"

"So much for sleeping"... I gotta take a small nap at least because it'll be nonstop until next week... I'll start the week off with a quick day at the bar, then Six's wedding will follow up right after I get off work... I opt not to drink as much, but who am I kidding? Yeah I still love booze, but I've a different objective for the time being... Anyways, I'll be piss drunk and KO'd by the end of the night, but Vanaly is coming in this Sunday right after the wedding, so I have to get up and get active regardless... "Thank gawd it wasn't Betsy this week, because working the liver overtime is pretty damaging... or so I've heard"... So no heavy drinking while Vanaly is here for the week, but then later on in the week, Betsy visits... PWAH HA!!! Compared to last month, I've been drinking a lot so far...

Uggh, what a month... My neck is still damaged from the fall and my eyesight is suffering from it as well... I'm pretty sure it won't get any better, but I don't regret my daring stupidity... "It's my inspiration and forever my reminder... I got lazy once, but I won't let it happen again..."

-wolf