~Denial Of Existence To Atone The Past... 10.26.04... 01.50PM~
"Take off that stupid hat!"
"take off dat stoopid mask..."
"AGGH! You are so uncute!"

well ind dat sumpin... buncha tomb raiderz... anywayz... i commemorate dis da 7th year uv a demise in which i do hold to myself... along so... on da 10th year iz wen ill fully put to rest the tought of it all... for some peepl... time nevva holds still an all dey can do iz seize da day... but fer sum peepl... time iz frozen solid to a point were nuttin generates properly... 7 yearz an countn... an yet im still stuck in time...

da weekz uv october are alwayz da traumatic onez... but az i sed in da beginnin uv da year... itz gunna be a good year... an so far it iz... ironically... da beginnin duznt even seem dat long ago yah kno... an it evenz seemz lyk yestaday in which i started loggin again... but hell... datz one tyng bout me... memoriez are wut we make... dis log iz jez a lil reminder uv key pointz to ponder... i hav no haste in growwin old... or do i feel da need to be younger... if it were all up to me... id embrace death wiff goodness to atone fer eberthang... dat iz a story which should nevva unfold...

memoriez last yah kno... even if itz gone fer da moment... a slightest jog can revitalize anytyng... jez a year ago i found out dat miz q quz a reefer head... an a year before dat wuz dat hole first 6 sham... mang... time jez slipz on by dun it... but... it all seemz lyk yestahday wen yah look at it... soon well all jez die... jez lyk dat... i alwayz pondered deez thangz.. even eventz rangin back az far as 6 yearz could still be remembahd... but how so... forgotten memories should stay forgotten... shouldnt dey... memoriez are nice... but deyre jez memoriez in whole... deyll disappear sumhow...

i nevva regretted anythang... i nevva questioned why tyngz happened... but... ill alwayz wonder... wut if... wut if sumtyngz nevva did happened... jez how different a person would i hav become... would i hav been done in early... would i be da real me... 20 yearz blown by an all i can do iz kiss da wind an wait fer a due date... 20 yearz an still a young buck... an yet death is da dance im waitin fer... wut a pitiful sight aint it... but to ones own... datz all i can say... 20 yearz iz all it took to do wut peepl do in a lifetime... so were do i stand now... show me hoo da real me iz...

if anyone remembahz... dis quote waz also sed a year ago in october... an plenti o'timez later... but the truth in which the person speakz... wuz all in accordz to eventz dat happened dis past week... not too long ago... 7 yearz an countn... an 3 more to go... smile ne...

"Don't look into the past since it keeps you thinkin, nor the future since it keeps you wonderin, only focus on the present since that's reality."
-Reiko

smart gurl... gawd deng smart gurl... i nevva take anytyng fer granted... i nevva question anytyng... if 20 yearz iz all it took fer a lifetime of knowledge... den im eagerly awaitin a time wen everyone can size up... if you tynk about da present... an yu had 1 minute to live... how fulfilled would yu be... how ready are yu... a birth... a death... an enlightenment... if yu hav any doubtz in anytyng... yu besta make a path in which yu wanna stroll in ferevva... yer lyf iz not az long lastin az yu tynk it iz... yu will... die eventually...

since 97... winter startz early each year fer me... i hate yu... i really hate yu all...

-wolf


~Where Are You?... 10.25.04... 07.19PM~ -Japan Time-
"heavens no... it's hard to say... yumiko I guess..."
"OH OH OH! I see, well don't follow her too close, the clothes are you but the weapons, that's bad for your health."

Oh did I do it right? Reiko computer is different. WHERE ARE YOU?! ; p Itsuka kikasete kimi no kuchi kara shiawase dayo to soshite waratte :`(

-Emiko Amano


~!!!Happy Birthday Me!!!... 10.20.04... 06.57PM~ -Japan Time-
"TODAY IS?!"
"iz yo budday..."

Today a baby was born. A baby of great status and power. One who is the epitome of disaster and elegance. That baby is me!!!

-Reiko Amano


~Get Broke... 10.08.04... 01.49AM~
"nygga yu aint shiet... yu all old newz... imma claimin dis spot now batch..."
"wut nygga... i wish yu would... imma smash yer skull into da flo... iz bout tym sumbody come 2 shut yu up..."

Now I dont know who u think u are
just trust when I go believe I go hard (go hard)
so strong baby all night long
I dont stop til the break of dawn (break of dawn)
see mine is an all out war
I bet u leavin wit yo back sore
cuz I got wat ur lookin for
have 'em comin back like GIMME SOME MORE
wanna get down PRO (fessional and if)
u aint know (ur about to know in 1)
2-3-4 (moves or more)
and u broke like u never been before
- excerpt from b2k "take it to da floor"

imma murdah yo ass dis weekend... yu talkin a lotta mad shiet fo sumbody i taught yah kno... now... i only left da scene cuz i alredy dun mah part in it... but... seein az how dis iz... imma kill yu fer callin mah ass out... so... yu wouldnt stay quiet wen i left daygo wiff unanswered Q'z... perfectly fine... but dis shietz boutta stop cuz imma stomp yer ass in...

i myt B all up front professional an a bookworm deez dayz... but dat aint got sheit 2 do bout wut i can do... if yu want it... imma handle yu... cuz i tynk yuz blind from fact an fiction... now... yu wanted da team so i left dat wiff yu... but tryin to claim mah name... datz a big no-no son... so... fer one day... imma shed mah pro suitz and thro on mah kidz... sumbody boutta get hemmed up dis weekend... ill kill yu in 2 movez...

alas... i went into solitary confinement an left a buncha unturned stonez in mah life boutta year ago... but i gez wen dooti callz.... i gotta suit up again ne... so... jez cuz yah dont see me duznt necessarily mean i aint durr... but yu my friend are gettin blinded by yer personal beliefs... tsk tsk... im fuggin 10 timez sharper an qwiker dan last year... an imma warn yu... yu boutta get rocked if yu aint got shiet to pull out da ass... cuz if da simple shiet i taught yu last year "wooo'd" da shiet outta yah... den yu aint seen nuttin mang... da way i see it... datz mah team... an yer jez a peeca crap i left behind 2 run da scenez...

dont come at me wiff a knife if all yer gunna do iz cut... cuz chancez are im luggin a katana ready 2 chop yer head off...

so to da resta mah peeple... da only thangz i had dis week 2 do iz upload reikoz lil story... an... if i got tym 2day... imma update mah profile also... an heaz da link fer ryokoz story...

-wolf


~Beta Test... 10.01.04... 03.58AM~
"yah kno... yu an yer sistah hav moles on da same side uv yer facez... ind dat sumpin..."
"Oh shut up, you know you like that."

an... beta testin iz done... mang it took out a grippa power to even try to remembah da scriptz again... i would cut an paste but dat duznt werk brain power mang...

i still got miz reiz story to put up... im a lil late on dat but still none da less itll be up in no time... i plan on stayin in dis weekend if no partz arrive... but if dey do den im off 2 werk i gez... but az da werld turnz many thangz happen better dan expected also...

upon pickin up da wing fer da r33... it seemz dat jack iz sellin off hiz gtr also... now... if i cant make it any simpler fer mah racerz out derr... hoo da fuck WANTZ 2 BUY A GTR... aint no booshiet... R33 Nissan Skyline GTR fer 50Gz... all clean an on da plate... so if anyone iz up fer it... hit me up fer detailz... i aint booshietn so seriously itll let looze fer anyone...

sadly... id buy da gtr fer mah own ass... but i got kidz 2 feed... plus im doin fuggin good wiff ayumi... dood... ive dropped outta da scene fer boutta year... but hell da attention i got from roamin round lil saigon wuz lyk snappin neckz... aint no lie on dat eitha mang... doodz wuz takin fotoz an shiet (plannin 2 steal mah baby or not... ayumi caught hiz eye at least)... dem gurrz wuz madd jockin mang... AINT NO SHAME IN DAT... also had doodz hollah back on da streetz an da freeway az to where da lightz came from... ... ... mang i dun did sumpin right... so far... im on da ryt track... but... it feelz good once in a while to hear strangerz complimentz... it motivatez me wen im stuck on thangz... so... ill be done perty soon...

hmm... yah kno wut... imma load dat story ryt now... (offline: 04.30am)

(online: 4.47am)... uh... itz dun... but im goin 2 bed... itll be up in da mornin... for doz dat cant wait... im perty sure yah kno da address alredy anywayz...

-wolf

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