hey yahll... i nearly died 2day... really i unno how... but i kno i did since i can remembah sumpin really really vague bout it... either dat or it wuz a figment uv mah imagination... cuz i kno earlier sumpin happened but after i fell asleep in da aftahnoon... i woke up completely refreshed... an im wonderin if it evva did happen... or iz it me dat tynkz it happened... fuckin bullshiet schizo bastard...

dis week has been illin since friday... fuggin iz a dream world wen yah step out... literally... da fuggin air iz still muggy an it feelz lyk yer hittin a blunt every tym yah breath in... yer vision iz blurred since da brightness variez on which direction yu look in... illin... even da lookout point near mah pad iz turnin ugly... aint no lookout point no moe...

i wanna give a big ass sigh ryt now... but it aint mah character tah do so... so hell wiff it... i fuggin popped mah shoulder tightnin a header bolt... den made it werse by poppn mah neck... now it fuggin feelz lyk a knife in da back... so iz dat it... mebbe sum onez mean muggin me from a far... fuggin haterz...

before reiko left... again... she sed... "at one point in yo journey, yer gunna havtah make a choice dat will alter where yu end up in da end... so ill see yah short man"... hmph... i lyk er... she makez da werld feel lyk final fantasy... not cuz shez japaneze (yea it iz)... but we have a built story line dat wuz created yearz ago lyk a video game... funni shiet how tyngz turned out... but eberthang she sayz iz lyk a fore commin... i unno how she do it... but i gotta hand it to er...

unlyk eberone elz daz got der footin in der life... i tend tah chill... in contrast tah wut reiko sed... im chillin at da midway on a hamock sippin coco juice wiff multiple roadz open... am i choozin one... eh hoo carez... i hav less tah worry bout wen i aint choozin... so ill let da wind cover sum trackz an lead da way... fuck all dat destined life shiet... reiko i chooze tah sit... how will dat affect yer statement... or iz it da beginnin...

im in mah backyard eberday tah find out more tidbitz an answerz to my questionz... mebbe all dat buddha monk schuff duz really werk... i un really care wut happenz 2morro or yestaday or wut evva... i find solace at da weerdest tymz... so... mebbe im tynkin dat itz best i jez move back home an become a monk... drop all dis bullshiet an become a full fledged monk...

hmph... iz dat a choice werth choozin reiko... it feelz comfortin tynkin dat i aint gotta worry bout da next day or da last day... i mean im doyn it now... so... why not do it fer evva... heh... yu tynk im messin eh... well... ill figure if i really wanna become a monk... jez tynk uv it... all yu worry bout iz da moment... mebbe daz wuz buggin 2day... a message from buddha eh...

i put my own self in a paradox ever tym i tynk bout sumpin... 'i wanna go home... wut iz a home'... 'derz a race tonyt... iz it even werth goyn'... hmph... i even sed it mahself... be yer self an yull see it through... but den again... im bein mahself disregardin uv der flavorz... but it still litterz mah head lyk pollutantz... so how can i be mahself wiff otha peeplz thoughtz still residin into mah head... da shiet duznt leave so im hesitant tah make mah own choicez wiff da feel uv regret in da end... but how... im bein mah self... now datz sumpin tah ponder...

uh yea... uh dat onez fer yu... yall dint tynk dat i would reflex lyk dat... shiet im me... i aint stressin bout shiet... so hea yah go mizz mah... read up an it should come clearly in da end... hope yah see it... imma fuggin chill an take advantage uv diz muggy ass air... outti...

-wolf

dis fuckin week haz been da shiet... most partz at least... ill figure yu in...

yo congratz to mah team... fuggin team vengeance from daygo... came back from importfest wiff 8 trowfeez... good job yall... an congratz to yo very own wolf fer baddest prelude... ranked in at fifth... but hell iz alryt... a trowfee iz a trowfee... all i kno iz dat dis shiet aint stoppin... an imma do wut reiko sed... do a 34... yahll see wut she meant at import nyt in february... see yall nyggaz der...

so anywayz... i left fer daygo on a thurzday nyt so i could get an early start in gettin mah shirt an shiet ready... but da next mornin raymond had alredy spotted me fer da shirt an registration... so i owe em a grip fer catchin me on dis one... thankz brah...

i fuggin took da liberty uv droppin by da airport on friday mornin tah see wuzzup... no nuttin new... cept fer four peeplz... but dat aint nuttin... left an got breakfast at dennyz wiff el... came home... it wuz payday fer em so i aint get no sleep... daz whole day thurzday an def on friday... so i zombied mah ass da whole day friday til it wuz tym tah load up... killed da day wiff robert an alien shoppin fer costumez... dint find shiet tho... still...

da team met up at plaza round 4.30pm... only me... carlos... an brian were der at ferst... but it picked up round 6 an everyone wuz finally accounted fer... so off we go... (oh hell... fuggin brianz rx-7 spitz out flamez... literally from both exhaust)...

da fuckin convention center waz alredy loaded wiff sum peepl... an still at dis tym der wuz still a load up line... da importfest peeplz were perty koo... registration went EZ az hell... but da only shitty part iz dat dey dint let ken put hiz car in since a motorcycle accountz fer one space... fuckin hell... we finished da load up eazily an i prepped up baby gurl fer da sho cuz i knew i wuznt gunna make it in by 12pm saturday... so crack ass... make baby beautiful an off tah davidz pad fer sum brew...

da resta da nyt waz perty chill... drank up... ate fuggin hot linkz... an played cardz til 6am... yeap... dawn almost broke... still... we managed tah make it tah soopahmaynz pad round 6.30am... an fuggin fell dead sleep on da dot... i dint wake up til bout 2.30pm... an still dint leave til 6pm...

skunk dropped me off at da convention center... an da ferst tyng i noticed through da door wuz fuggin vinnyz shop... he got a perty good location... yahll visit hiz shop at online store called aerocosmetixx... iz da daygo shop... but iz werff da trip...

hiz hole crew wuz der... an two peepl i dint expect tah see... david an kevin... shot mah templez cuz i dint kno dey knew mop... still... me an mop went off tah check round da place... tho im 6 hourz late... i still had 6 hourz tah go... so on a trip we go...

well nuttin amazin tah report... so jez check da coverage at a import sho coverage site like auto import craze or sumpin... da only tyngz dat caught mah eye dat day wuz mopz cambodian license plate in hiz trunk (funny ass shiet)... vinnyz JDM integra (fuggin right hand drive an shiet... still amazin if yu kno wut it iz)... alexz pure mugen prelude... kevinz drift spec trueno (corolla fer yu newbiez)... erikz fresh ass (outta da shop on load in day) paint job on hiz RSX... an dis one trowfee presenter dat fuggin looked lyk tera patrick... truly amazin...

one highlight uv da day... da day i dint wanna be a smoker... wuz da day every thought i wuz a smoker... i stepped outside wiff amber fer a qwik cigarette an everyone asked me fer a lyt... i mean... i smoke cigarz at da mall yet peepl still ask da person next tah me fer a lyt... i smoke two cigarettez at once still dey ask da next person... den wen im chillin wiff amber wiff a slim im finally da smoker... mebbe it wuz da red shirt dat made me a smoker yea... illin... brain teased me a bit though...

we walked away from dat sho wiff 8 more trowfeez tah add in da pile... funni tyng iz dat no one evva thought dat baby gurl would win a trowfee in dis condition... heh... shiet in yo facez... at sum point jimbo... puno... an skunk came to da sho (in da end an shiet)... so we headed tah tapioca afterwardz... we dint make it in tym fer da shop... but we did make it in tym tah uze da baffroomz... freaked kim an jamez out a bit... but not traumatic enuff...

throughout da whole trip... puno wuz in lust fer da runz... really dey were runnin... but hell if we knew were dey all were... so we headed tah JVz fer sum grub... aftah dat we went tah pimpn hoez at da sportz arena... were fuggin puno hit a phat ass dip an broke off hiz exhaust bracket... funni shiet tah see smoke come out in two different directionz...

again he suggested dat dey were racin out dat nyt... so off we went tah clairemont again... along da way from da i-8 to da 805 overpass... a fuggin drunk guy in an accord spinz out ryt in da beginnin uv da entrance an leavez friggin big azz dust cloud hinderin hiz lightz... me an puno were speedin but we stopped safely... da fuggin accordz homeboyz were on da otha side uv da freeway an started jumpin ovva da cement block tah check hiz ass... stoopidly he fuggin drove off in dat condition aftah dey checked up on him... dumbass boutta die sumtym...

no racez... so we head to da porno shop... dint get nuttin... so we headed home... parked in punoz back yard... an headed fer bed... watched vol.95 uv da option videoz... den fell sleep... keep in mind dat baby gurl iz black...

da previous nyt i had made planz tah grab sum lunch wiff boogah fore i left fer home... truly i thought dat dis weekend would go hella fine since i had won a trowfee... gettin tah sleep wuz a dream... an i wuz finally gunna getta see ona mah gurlz... (wuz it been boogah... 1... 2 monthz since... illin...)

so boogah sed she would call me in da mornin... so i dint hav tah set mah alarm since ill hav an "angelz" (*poot*mleh* ha ha...) voice tah wake me up instead... so off i go... den puno wakez up round 9am sunday mornin tah get ready fer werk... da fuggin sun wuz bright az hell so i turned mah ass to da wall... den find mah ass awake at 2.30pm sunday aftahnoon... an i wondered if boogah fergot bout me or sumpin... (dat woulda been sad if yu did too... ill...)... but now da sun wuz gone... i could barely breath... an der wuz whyt stuff clingin on da window screen... jimbo popped in an i asked em... "aye jimbo... fai mhai hun ah..." (aye jimbo... iz yo pad on fire)... he sed yea but i jez wobbled to da livin room an turned on da tv... den it occured to me... "oh shiet jimbo... da county iz on fire"...

i took a step outsyde on mah barefoot tah feel nuttin but soft dirt instead uv concrete... dis wuz fuggin bad az hell... i looked at baby gurl an she wuz covered from body tah shoez in fuggin ash... an i mean fuckin ash... wen i wuz actually finished brushin ayumi off wiff da main sectionz... i aint lyin but i knew i had took off bout a pound uv ash all together... an da fucked up tyng iz dat it still rained ash throughout da day... so i had tah keep mobile while suckin dust particlez in da cold air no matter wut kynda filter i had... dis fuggin dust wuz jez ridiculous...

wen i heard dat tierrasanta wuz in flamez i wuz lyk fugg... baby gurlz pad iz boutta get set on fire... so i wuz illin bout dat fer a bit... i hit up boogah an jodie tah check up on em... boogah waz aight cuz she crashed in downtown wiff her aunt... so i waz relieved bout dat... (fuggin bull tho... eber plan tah met up haz been baffled each tym we make one... iz it me or wut mr. buddha... heh... um only kiddin o'mighty one...)

i couldnt get a hold uv jodie til later da next day on monday mornin... she waz doyn aight... lil stress but not too much... all koo beanz... diz sunday wuz illin... i had an exam on monday an mah textbook wuz at home... still i made da besta da day... jimboz fam wuz perty giddy bout da whole flame tyng... dey lyv in market an da fire wuz barely in eastlake... still dey started packin... puno kept callin bout da situation since he couldnt get off werk... but we grabbed a few uv hiz hatz fore we left hiz pad...

eventually me an jimbo ended up in numerous places round da county... at dianez pad on skyline... sis inlawz pad on university... a short (SHORT) race wiff a civic on woodman... (me an jimbo were leavin jack in da crack wen alla sudden a dinky civic rollz up on me wiff neon lytz a blazin... really i dint wanna race but he kept provokin da gas on second... so i downshift tah second an jez dust hiz ass in no less dan a second an i wuz gone...)... an finally card playin on market... while all dis wuz goyn on da fire wuz still goyn... an i wuz still stuck in daygo til bout 11pm later dat nyt on sunday... wen i finally figured out dat da fuggin 76 wund closed... so off tah kimz tah meet wiff bro... an off tah home we go...

from one fire to another... i dint realize how close da san bernadino fire wuz til i reached winchester rd near da pad... da fuggin imprintz uv da flamez could be seen in da hillz as i passed by... fuggin ironic... from one fire to another... an i still dint have tym tah study cuz i wuz exhausted from runnin round earlier... so i crashed... an crashed mah test since i dint go... but he sed dis test will be recorded one grade lower from da next one... soooo... freebie...

ahh wut a bootiful day... nyt nyt everyone... play wiff fire an get burned... nyt nyt tah boogah an jodie... hope yer padz all safe... an hopez fer all da homiez out der in storm if yu had no choice but tah run... imma boutta find mah self runnin in a bit if it happenz da same... yahll nyggaz on market... yu friggin asses need tah watch tv more fore yu actually go to skoo on an off day... outti yall...

-wolf

any uv yu all evva watch a korean drama... i hav tah say dat it iz by far... da most emotional shiet evva... not on me... but da fuckin characterz in it bust a jugular vein at climax pointz... it iz so friggin funni...

surely i would luv tah be in ona doz dramaz... not tah act panzie... but tah act anti panzie... well lez script dis... it wuz bout a gurl wiff a heart tranzplant daz recieved da heart from da fiance of da guy shez fallin fo... twisty aint it... in dis scene... iz bout one guy persuadin da otha guy not to reveal da donor... i mean yall thought our dramaz were dramatic... dis shiet wuz ill...

da guy in black iz da opposer... guy in white iz a hero... da guy in black wuz raizin hiz voice an bulgin hiz eyez lyk deyd burst any second while hiz speech escalated... guy iz whyt wuz calm az hell til it wuz hiz turn... foe waz passionate az hell bout hiz linez... clenchin fist an all... it wuz great...

now if yu put me az da guy in whyt... i woulda roze on da black foe an started blowwin heat up in hiz grill...
GIB:i demand you not tell her who the donor of the heart is... how do you think she would feel!
wolf: WUT NYGGA?! Y yu tryin tah raize up on me foe... id drop yo ass ryt her if yo bonez wouldnt break so easily... moe fuckah try tah put me an check an shiet...

daz drama fer yah... actually i jez had nuttin elz tah report fer now so im off doyn funni shiet tah stay occupied... importfest iz 3 dayz away foez...

-wolf

i sed i would clean up da site a bit... but fugg it... imma clean up da first page... den all yu peepl can access wut evva thro da update section... EZer on me... heh tuff it out...

so itz spring in da wintah... yea wut evva... anywayz importfest iz da last sho uv da season... im perty content bout it an shiet... all tyngz are ready... i finished litterin da flyerz round da city... fuggin one mang army reppin an shiet... but i still gotta drop by an get da shirtz off to da boss... sux tah live so far fer daily commute... but yah do wut yah gotta... illin...

if yahll dint heard yet... importfest iz dis weekend at da daygo downtown convention center... ill be in daygo startin wednesday nyt... hopefully... den ill finish wut i gotta an be off at alienz az usual... iz a fuggin 12 hr sho so yu cant miss it... i unno how dis shiet iz gunna be since dis iz da first tym iz gunna be in da statez... so... hope fer da best... lez see if canada got swedish chickz an shiet...

fuggin i made sum startlin... if not eggzileratin... dizcovery tahday... woo dis shiet iz hot...

yahll aint even heard wut i heard... but yahll peepl at market dat kno er... or even peepl daz barely meetin er... dis sheit iz off da hook cuz yu wouldnt even expect it... fuggin i cant say... (dunno if she let me o'not) cant say hoo she iz... but all yu nyggaz dat blame yo bad gradez on hittin da chronic... yahll nyggaz iz jez stoopid... real illin oopid...

uh... umm breakin fer a bit... (offline 1.35AM)(online 1.42AM)

anywayz... baby guh iz ill azz fuk... it fukkin blew me away...(moe luv... moe luv... illin az in tyt...) i dint expect it lyk dat... but funni tyng... she started wen i qwit to become an alkieholic... aight so mebbe if yahll calculate dat tym (if yahll remembah) den it wuznt too deep into skoo... but it still hot az hell since iz in daily usage still... i mean wow... no surprise if i uze it but woo... eh... mebbe iz da fact dat shez opposite from me dat bogz me...

aight im rong on dat... we koo on a lotta tyngz... but mebbe jez socially we not...
-well i cant see yu sayin 'aye foe were da brew at'... it be comedy but iz not fer yu... yer more uv a 'hey werez da beer'
-mah parentz would be proud if dey found out i ran ass naked on new yearz... i un tynk we'd see yu again if yu did
-yuz in UC bustin ass studyin... while im at CC studyin ass
-im uzed tah hearin gun fire
-peepl tried tah kill me... alredy... (well aint dat sweet... ill sho yu da scar too)
-speech wize... we jez grew up on different trackz... i can fake bein proper tho *mleh*...

ahh comm on now... i waz jz sayin dat tah be funny... yu kno i got much luv fer yah... (az if i dint express enuff alredy)... but yea... ill be ryt hea on da real wen evva... cept wen im drunk tho... but yu go on an do yo thang... *baby guh off hittin da chronz an i dint even kno... an in such a character too... i dint expect dat...* eruh... shiet daydreamin... well we aint too different but in da placez we are... eh... it dun hurt... we been ill wiff each otha since den an still gettin along all good... so yu go off tah skoo an make da 'big buckz'... an ill... ill... shiet... wut do i do... eruh... ill... oh... ill send yu much needed support wen evva... until da next day... outti...

-Wolf

OoOoO so im back... so wut... make me special or sumpin... anywayz i aint werkin wiff no broadband shiet so im stuck wiff da hi speed netzero... yea horrah wut evva yu want... but mah net skillz aint az sharp az dey used tah be... so dis iz da best yu gunna get... well ill be cleanin up a bit... but imma keep dis sheit simple enuff fer me tah breath at least...

iz been a hard az month... yu dun kno how hard it iz tah pull yo ass off da bed deez dayz... but hell... wiff importfest round da cornah ive been rackin up a buncha racerz round deez partz tah compete dis weekend... yea dis weekend fer all yu ricerz out der... havent had too much tym tah settle ryt now... but iz all fer da bettah in da end at least...

uh newz tah report...

-fatboy startz an official team... team hypnotic... myt wanna hit him up if yu lookin fer a fresh new team... hollah at me fer detailz... dis iz a daygo based crew...

-team hostile iz lookin fer new memberz... dis iz a TK based team... ive been invited tah join but declined...

-team vengeance fotoz may be seen at most uv da import coverage sitez

-importfest will definitely be co-hosted by team vengeance... itz dis weekend at da daygo convention center in downtown... hope yahll nyggaz make it...

daz all i can tynk off da toppah mah head... fuggin restin aint ez deez dayz... since da fuckin dream segemnt uv psycho class passed... mah mind haz been runnin freely... an i mean free... im fuggin awake ay diz tym doyn wut... fuckin wrytin in a fuckin log an shiet... depressin... but daz lyf...

... fuck yu all... all dat shiet... been a cupple monthz so really fuck yu all... umm commin back tah express or wut evva later... an how yu peepl lyk dat phat gep between logz... i call it da MIA drunken style era... i lost 20lbz durin dat period... fuckin booze an shiet... hail...

-Wolf

heh... jez lyk dat an shiet... aftah bout half a year an shiet... i threw away da ghetto tah come tah dis peeca shiet quiet azz lyf... ... ... ... wut da fuck wuz ai tynkin... yu gotta be crazy azz hell if imma lyk dis shiet... uh... oh yea... yu peepl out der hav yo text size set to small or medium yea... cuz i jez realized a lil sumpin... im too fuckin lazy tah make a new layout so umm stickin tah dis... iz only a log so hoo needz tah make it glorious... oh yea... well fuk yu too... lez see yu make a webpage... (seriously dis iz a good basic layout fer me... no hassle at all... yu should try dis shiet... heh)

aight so it aint dat bad... well... waddup once again mah peepl... if yahll manage tah get back on mah shiet safely... bravo... if not den go tah hell... i should update on mah lyf story so far... but hell i wont... too long tah list... but let it be known dat i went from ghetto... to ghetto... to ghetto fabolous... yea... we aint rich an famous... we ghetto fabolous cuz we had tah werk... aight mah parentz werked dey ass an now dey wanna chill... so... say waddup to yo boy... mah name iz lil hybrid wolf... dat bastard wolf uzed tah apply but now lil lone wolf seemz tah werk... aight check da highlightz...

-Joined up wiff Vengeance... race crew in Daygo county... TK reppin... happen bout two monthz ago...
-Moved tah TK (metecula fer yu peepl dat dunno yet)
-Ayumi project waz deemed finished til joined team... see how she lookz at now at mosta da import sho pagez...
-Aint got cable connection... so dis peeca shiet netzeroll do me fer a bit...
-Wat evva goez... aint shiet tah tynk bout ryt now so ill label later...

dis postll be long since i gotta intro mah self in a new area... fun... real fun... but yea... ill say it lyk i sed it wiff joonyah... TK iz were im livin but home iz alwayz back in da ghetto... so i be hea az much az i want but mah shiet aint changin fer shiet... been da wolf fer countless yearz an no lil shiet lyk dis iz gunna stop me... im reppin LUE so i aint commin back all honkey an shiet... heh... im illin...

nah really tho da peepl hea iz tyt... itz no atmosphere compared tah back at home... hell... mah neighboor aint sayin "waddup foe... how yu iz... aight brah hollah at yo boy" anymoe... now dey say "How's it going? How are you doing? Well take care, I'll see you later."... now daz illin shiet dawg... but still im fairin perty good wiff em... no biggie... aint washin me down tho... heh...

dun wanna point fingahz but yea... i would "claim" dat mah mentor Mizz Wu (yu kno i luv yu so im only sayin good tyngz... no negative linez provided) waz rich an famous asian class... an she waz perty daym koo az hell... so i cant really down da "proper raized" peepz... i could be one if i tried... but why hide mah self from society wen dey all can lub me az me... (ryt Mizz Wu? HA HA!... i play round too much)... but yea we got along perty tyt... i only wish her da besta tyngz cuz i kno she werkz too hard... oh.. an showd me a bit round college life an dat oppositez can coexist wiffout headbuttin (proved mah nygga ass hella rong dat da bold an da beautiful werent asses toward da slumz... dis wuz round mah junior year... at hi skoo foe)... well good luck mizz wu... yer ona da best...

uh... dat bout sumz it up... oh yea... i go skoo an all dat shiet... boutta start werkin at da bank wiff mah bro... mah typin skillz iz offa da hingez since dis iz bout all i do all day... so yea... up on clerical skillz yahll... boutta go postal up in da office due tah dis cubicle an shiet... fuck... rather get paid fer cussin all day but disll do... well... daz it... skoo... werk... an baby gurl... daz bout mah lyf ryt now... jez chillin an shiet im at da golden era... i would say dat i really aint stressin up her... an on da plus side im fuckin healthy az evva... no matter how much ive been smokin an drinkin... mah bodiez reacted wiff an output uv 200%... aight so it aint dat much but im feelin moe healthy eber tym i werk out... mah flipz an agility hav been performin to da ceilin so far... so im gettin younger eh... seemz lyk it... yahll illin...


aight... imma keep it real fer a bit now... try an defrag mahself a bit... so diz onez fer yu mah... yu kno hoo yu iz...

i unno how it got tah dis... but im tynkin dat episode uv smallville jez kicked in cuz yu did sorta quote a line from it... but hell ill respond anywayz... so im gezzin yu tynk im 'different' lyk im avoidin yu or wut not... why am i hidin mahself from yu... how come im not az open az i uzed tah be... dat whole bundle case yah kno...

dont even trip cuz it aint even lyk dat... yah kno... yu are a sentimental person... im a person dat dun even give a shiet wether i lyv or die... i lyv everytyng in da moment... should i die in 5 secondz... aight be it... yah see im not lyk da typical guyz yu would find in yer skoo or sumone yu would meet at da mall... i cant be compared... i cant be touched... im carefree cuz i kno i could die any second... but... darz a difference in dis... yu are optimistic an im pessimistic... dis shietz too short tah be held back... were yu would rather spend tym cuddlin... id rather be out drinkin... iz an example so dun take it to da chest...

im one uv da most luvvin carefree assez yu can meet... im a type uv person dat duz not dwell on da past at all... wut evva happenz at da moment... iz gone at dat moment... if mah bumper breakz den hell iz broken... jez save an buy a new one... if i lose sum billz at da casino... too bad cuz i decided tah do it... if a gurl decidez tah leave... ill see into da situation an see if itz mendable... if not den ill wave good bye... daz da tyng bout me dat setz me out uv da resta em... sympathy convertz to momentum... sadness convertz to goals... shiet lyk dat... i motivate peepl so dat dey dont stand in mah way... goldenboy wiff a twist... jez moe harsh...

yu asked am i happy... hell gawd daym yea i am... if yer not den i dunno wut tah say... jez cause im not der dun mean i aint gunna... cuz we dun talk once in a while dun mean i aint wanna... i dun care if no one callz me... i un care if anyone would wish i would die (dunno hoo would... but id lyk tah kno)... but if yu do call me den iz all good... miss me... den call me... imma lone wolf so i expect no support or reliance from otherz... cheezi az it may sound but if yu truly kno me lyk joonyah an jenilee do... den yull laff yo ass off if yu tynk i got trubblez... i hav no tendency to carry extra baggage on mah shoulderz so i let it go on an instant... well... lez if iz sumpin lyk advice or sumpin... den ill carry it a bit den process da trash into sumpin useful... well i aint all hatin lazy yah kno...

wut do i tynk bout yu... well yer no sally or reiko... sally jez get outta jail an reiko racez on da express way if shez not in da US... so yu can see da variety uv peepl i got... but still... yu are sentimental... cherish da memories type person... a softee... a suckah fer boyz... qwik tah tearz... yatta yatta... jez say da opposite uv me cept in a more immense feel fer sentimental value... i mean yu kno i got luv fer yu... but we are not sharin da same brain wavez in major areaz... fer example... we can share a kiss an yu may see it az 'OoOoO la la luvvin'... but ill see it as 'kiss kiss yatta yatta how yu doyn'... so meanin i do actually take everytyng az a freebie... shouldnt i cherish it... eh... i wouldnt... i could die 5 secondz later and dat moment would hav passed... Y tynk anytyng uv it... aight so dat waz a lil hard... but ill twist around wut yu sed...

"If you hug someone, kiss some one, even have sex with someone, do it only if you mean it, because in the end you would have regretted not doing it at all"

so itz a lil off... but yu get da basis... heaz mah twist...

"If you hug someone, kiss some one, even have sex with someone, do it only if you wanna cause in the next morning or so you might have a bullet in your head, so to hell with it all, this life aint free, wanna wrestle mother fucker"

i kno itz a lil absurd... but hey... i would say dat... why... cuz itz me... no worriez... no nuttin... and datz wut im tryin tah get yu tah realize bout me... im carefree... i really dont care about anytyng... an if i did... den datz gotta be sumpin real illin fer me tah take tym on... but in otha werdz... im nullified towardz peeplz emotionz... jez try mah lyfstyle... say dis at least 5 tymz a day... "yahll nyggaz aint shiet tah me"... i got luv fer da peepl but hell if i care bout dey emotionz yah kno... yea ill be hea tah listen... but if yu dun come tah me in da first place den dun point no fingerz sayin i aint evva kerred... cuz i do... but i dun care to take it az mah prob... confuzin aint it... but yea... datz me too... eh... fugg it... jez keep dat image dat yu got uv me an deter da negative thoughtz cuz i aint dun nuttin yet... i tynk... friggin softee... heh...

seriously tho... i sed all dat tah see how much yu could learn bout me an yerself... wuh... yu tynk imma spill mah gutz all ovva mah webpage cuz yu tried tah pin me in a corner... heh... takez more dan dat tah do sumpin... wuh... yu dint read bout mah character yet... heh heh... chinky chinky... im not da average joe kynda guyz dat yu be datin so i aint a suckah fer tearz mah... imma suckah fer corn rowz an manicured toez... but if yu wanna kno... yea dar iz diz one gurl out der daz got mah eyez rollin... dunno wut it iz shez got... but i kno sumpinz up... i should hav told her a while back bout dis but i nevva got da chance... i kno wut yer sayin... "do it before you regret that you never did"... yu cheeze ball... but if da chance should pass... eh... wut can i do bout it... still i tynk she knoz wazzup even if i dint say anytyng yet... (can i be moe obvious wiff da werdz i say tah her... more if i wanted but wut fun would dat be)... no stress mah... no stress to yah...

well ai unno wut iz tah come off wut i jez sed... but... fuck it... im a good person... az much az i tynk i am... all i can say iz dat yu cant hate me cuz i dint do anytyng... feelinz are feelinz... everyonez gottem... it jez dependz on da ass ratio in a person... well congratz... yu got a good frend datz an ass... luv me or hate me... dun really matter in at sum point...

"Don't look into the past since it keeps you thinkin, nor the future since it keeps you wonderin, only focus on the present since that's reality."
-Reiko

"true strength never relies in reliability, but in trust."
-Wolf... hey datz me...

"Who iz yo daddy... and wut duz he doo"
-Arnold... ur new guvnah... (yahll kno hiz penis iz da size uv Gary Coleman)

-Wolf