~Hooz Dat Guy in Da Corner... 10.06.02... 03.44AM~ (monthly notation)
HA HA!... ai couldnt help mah self...

-Wolf


~Headwind iz mah Supreme Buddy... 11.02.02... 03.39AM~
new month an fuggin iz da weekend alredy... not too shabby... aight tah set sumpin straight... ai figured dat sumone so dearly special tah me will be stoppin by soon... lez leave a message fer him...

*ahem* hello fuckah... ai adore dat yu mimick me an want tah be me... but dat aint gunna cut it... jez cuz yu uze mah name... an uze mah linguo duznt mean dat yu are evva gunna be az "KOO" az ai am... ai do appreciate dat yu lyk me an all... but daym... calm down... yu aint gotta go all out an uze mah shiet tah impress outta peepl dat yu can be me... uze mah material against me... yu are a fan... ai do adore yu... shiet... dun take it too far now... remambah dat sheit "stan" bah Eminem... ai aint need yu tah be lyk dat mayn... hey... ill call yu stan... so stan... take it EZ mayn... cut it down on uzin mah shiet... mah "koo" ness an sheit... aight stan... daz it... all yu iz izza fan... hey now... ai sed settle... imma break yo neck so jez mello...

dumbazz moron... yu kno hoo yu iz... an ai kno hell be stoppin bai perty soon since im so "koo" an shiet... anywayz... recap back start from halloween aftah werk...

went straight tah Fatboyz pad an sheit... Khongsaly an Soopahmayn waz dar next tah uz... Fatboy waz out buyyin sum new kickz... took bout an hour from wen he told me tah stop by... either way... Skunk waz wiff em... an we took off tah Juniorz pad... da initial plan waz tah run down La Jolla an get sum candy an gaz money... but instead we went wiff Juniorz agenda an went tah "Try Thai Cafe"... run by ona hiz co werkerz... sik shiet... den again... we spent a cupple minz ridin up an down El Camino... trust me... dat sheit waz in a dead zone next tah "TGIF"... fuggin in da cornah an shiet... anywayz...

basically we went da resta da day dar... dint do much cept sit an drink an eat... fuggin da Pad Thai hez iz hella good... da best in Daygo ai tasted so far... oh yea... it waz sorta a costume party... den again sum customerz dint kno so it waz bout half an half... Skunk waz da ferst tah go since he beleeved "Sapporo" waz strong... an he fell into it... shiettin...

we ran into da hour bout 12 an it waz lyk... bout 3 more til werk tym... it waz still too fuggin early tah go home since round hea peepl dun sleep if izza holiday or sum sheit... an were bettah place tah hit up... downtown... no noe evva sleep on a holiday... so from dar... we took Soopahmayn home an hit downtown...

now... if yu lyv in Daygo den yu kno how it iz durin diz season... but ai lyked dis yearz crowd da best... check dis... we saw a fatazz penis... a tree... *daz gotta be da most original sheitz ai seen since fer evva*... da syt most etched into mah head waz sum fyne az gurl ridin ona dem carriage ridez... she had on lyk a mesh fish net type bikini... aight... not even a bikini... more lyk Eve's leaves outfit... tyt shiet... da most crowd appeazin waz da jogger group... groupa frenz out dar doyn wat dey do best... hav fun an shiet...

ona da otha reazonz ai lykked dis year iz dat dar waz moe black peepl dan before... well aight... moe guyz dan gurlz... kynda put me down a lil but it waz koo... if yu wanna hav fun durin crazy seasonz lyk St Patrickz or sum shiet... alwayz get wiff a black crew... iz da most fun yu can get yo... illin...

Broadway an mosta... bout all da maint surroundin buildinz near Horton... waz all fulla peepl... no shiet... da most crowded place at da tym waz dat intersection tween Pacific Theatre an sum sheit... da porno shop... ai tynk... mosta da asian peepl were kickin it down near Horton... ai shoulda stopped an talked... but yea... ideaz pop up too late intah da nyt... WOO!... either way... darz more dan one chance tah do it gain... lez ai die uv course... how morbid...

Khongsaly had tha leave at 1.30 so we all did... wanted tah stay but fuggin had werk in lyk an hour an shiet... so we left da scene an went back home fer a bit... now... da nyt before da AM shift... ai dint sleep... now dis... ai dint sleep into da next AM shift... fuggin loco... so hea... aftah werk ai did get a chance tah... lyk illin...

blah blah blah... aftah PM shift im home... Noodlez wanted tah go watch "Da Ring"... ai waz fuggin tired az hell but ai went anywayz... da bad tyng iz dat iz fryday nyt... an ai waz goyn tah Palm... an trust me... nuttin but teeni boppahz... either way... ai enjoyed da movie...

fer sure ai kynda spoiled it fer mah self since ai saw da japaneze version... an courze ai kno all yu peepl saw it so imma output sum shiet bout it... da only knack ai had bout da US version dat totally shoulda been dar... waz da gurl... well... how duz she kill... ai mean... in da japaneze version it sayz dat she waz psychic an dat she could kill jez by willin it... ai thought it woulda been better to da storylyn if it hinted she had ESP... non da lezz ai lyked it...

sum partz uv da movie were too far fetched... one... how da father goez... ai really cant beleev dat... da mother ai could see why... uh... actually datz it... other dan all da paranormal schuff... da movie could hav dun wiff out da father killin himself... *oh shut yer azz... if yu dint want me tah spoil it den yu shoulda watched da movie by now...*...

in comparison... ai lyk da storylyn to da japaneze version bettah... but ai lyk da US revision either way... jez needed or elaboration on da mother daughter situation... an da psychic tyng... either way... enjoy da movie if yu havent alredy... outti nyggaz...

-Wolf


~Fuck Mang... 10.28.02... 12.12AM~
mang... shiet... ai got block in mah head... so far all ai been doyn iz uzin frooty loopz an gettin mah edge back on makin beatz... fuck mang... cant ai jez let mah neighbor beat box instead... datd be EZer... anywayz... iz hard... iz stressin... but ill get it down... fuck fuck fuck fuck...

dunno wen ai last logged... but hoo give a sheit... ill start it off at saturday... see... aftah class we went tah Cowboyz... *got an "A" on mah mid term... ai dint expect dat...*... get sum grub... den drove round fer a bit round da block... it started rainin on an off a lot... sprinkle or hard az hell... either way... we went tah da Cd shop near Vien Dong... wanted tah get moe trance cuz we could... da lady runnin da shop waz paranoid az hell... yu can tell cuz every otha second she waz lookin round da shop at uz... starin at wat we did... shiet lyk dat... ai mean fuck... treat me lyk a customer bitch an ai wont be a thief... daym... talk bout paranoia...

we wanted tah get sum CDz but da lady booted uz outta da store since she wanted tah uze da baffroom... im lyk wat evva... we went tah Vien Dong an got sum lil sheit tah munch on... we ended not gettin anytyng... so we left back home...

we watched "Wind Talkers" at Fatboyz pad... talker walker... ona doz... it waz a sik azz movie... eh... lyk mosta da resta da war moviez... darz nuttin but explosionz an gore... da effectz were hella good since it waz directed by John Woo... waz it... ai unno... either way... we went back tah Cowboyz pad tah eat up again... den alla sudden mah bro an all dis sheit followz concernin hiz fone bill an da Integra... wat evva... im not even gunna get into it... it waz jez a waste uv tym fer me tah drive back an forth... take it lyk dat... anywayz..

ai waz suppozed tah watch "The Ring" wiff Jodie... but den again "Jackass" jez came out... an da majority rulez... we wanted tah laff... so we choze "Jackass"... we were spoze tah watch da 7.05 show... but it waz all sold out anywayz... so we choze da 8.30 show... koo koo... so we went round da shopz fer a bit an browzed "Spencerz"... we looked at all da neat shiet dey had... all da glow itemz got to me an Alien... dar perty... shiet... he bought starz an curtainz... same wiff me... jez no starz since ai haddem alredy... now... it waz tym tah get da ticketz... uh... side story... upon arrivin at da mall... we were greeted by sum chickz dat waz spoze tah meet up wiff Dennis... at da tym ai waznt tynkin... but dey were talkin bout Dennis... mah own cuzzin... PWAH! funni shiet ai would hav fergotten eh... either way... dey ask Beaver ferst if dat waz em... he sed no... so ai jez opened up convo an sed... "if dis Dennis guy dun show up... den yu can jez kick it wiff us..."... yea ok... dey left fer a minute... an we checked out show tymz...

cupple minz later... dey show up again... cept dey brought long da whole bebe kidz crew... typical gurl crew... tryin tah be thuggish asian but lookz down wen walkin by black gurlz... yah kno... dey talk fer a bit... tryin tha get sum info offa uz... den dey leave again... now diz iz da tym dat we went tah "Spencerz" were Jodie met up wiff uz...

az we left dar... dey called ovva Alien wen we reached da theatre... asked em if he waz Dennis again... den slapped hiz azz... not lyk slap... but ona dem playful slapz... den Alien walkz away... comez tah uz... an complainz it off lyk he waz gunna do sumpin... im tynkin lyk... shut yer azz nygga... dey sed mah bad an qwit bein a baby... it waz a childish slap so dun make a big deal bout it... either way... we proceeded tah buy our ticketz... an az soon az we reach da front... it waz sold out... again... so im lyk... wat da fuck... watta we do... took uz bout 2 turnz tah actually decide dat we would watch it at 9.30... daym... so we did... an browzed more storez...

fuck ill cut it short... browzed store... watched movie... laffed our asses off... came back tah Cowboyz tah eat... play cardz... den Christine an Flexx came... blew me away since it waz perty daym late... but none da less... nyc tah see yah babe...

woke up... hea ai am sunday... tried tah werk on beatz again... it jez dun sound ryt fer sum reazon... ai listened tah Nelly'z beatz... an copied sumpin similar... jez tah see if it would werk... an darz sumpin sumpin missin.. ai unno wat though... shiet... imma be on mah ass fer a bit on dis one...

later on ai took mah lil sis tah "K Mart" tah pick up on sum Halloween candy... it waz hella cheap fer all dem bagz... im luvvin it... den ai went tah "Pay Low" tah fill up on water... den "Party City" tha pick up on glo stickz fer "Monster Massive"... but it waz fuckin closed... early due to da holiday... went next door tah "Wal Mart"... dey had glo stickz... but only green... ai dint get it since ai wanted orange... blue... an purple... either way... ill settle since ai myt be a lil late fer it... fuck...

so ai drop off mah broz fone bill to Kamala... an im off tah home... an still... ai continued tah make beatz... an still... it dun sound ryt... wat iz it daz missin mang... either way... started tah get on AIM since ai needed break... Reiko callz me up.. but ill post dat up in "Dear Baby gurl"... itz perty sentimental yo... ai tear at it... but daz it fer da day... im hea an daz it... outti nyggaz...

-Wolf


~Friday Recap... 10.25.02... NO TIME~
payday... went tah get check aftah werk... cash at market... spent 1 bill on V-Tec Controller... 1 bill on fone bill... an da rest fer me... same routine... went tah Fatboyz pad... kick it... den tah Skunkz... rested dar til it waz tym tah leave to da meetin... slept in "Ayumi" while we waited fer Khongsaly at Skunkz pad... den he carpooled wiff me...

got dar perty early... dey werent even dar yet... so we shopped a bit... ai bought da new Honda Tunin mag... an got me a "Barnez an Noble" card... at da tym ai thought ai had gotten a "B Dalton" card... but yea... wat evva... did a lil more shoppin... den dey got hea... dey met uz up at "Sam Goodyz" were me an Alien were pickin at sum Trance... sadly ai bought Cyberfest 2001... it dint live up to all mah otah Cyber Trance Cdz... den again... diz waz US cyber trance... suxxed shiet... anywayz... we decided tah chill at da mall an grub dar... so we do...

aftah we ate... we headed out toward "Sweet Factory" so dat we could discuss wat evva... supposedly dar were benchez... but dar waznt... on da way Alien an Khongsaly sat down tah stare at sum chickz eat up top... at least do sumpin mang... ai waved at dem an sed hi... course she smiled an waved back... den Alien an Khongsaly started laffin... ok... at least ai did sumpin more dan sit an stare...

so were at da "Sweet Factory"... runnin wordz at each otha... gettin it straight... basic regroup shiet... by da tym we got finished... we still werent sure if we were a group... an wat we spoze tah be doyn... so... ai still unno... but diz iz it... imma be doyn mah part werkin fer now... so dat wen we do kno waz goyn on... ill hav sumpin at least... so yea... itz basically da submission level again... so daz all we gotta do... alryt...

ill end day lyk dis... 24 hourz no sleep... aftah PM shift... broke azz on couch an dint wake up til next mornin...

-Wolf


~Lez Press Reset... 10.25.02... 01.19AM~
aye nyggaz... got bored so ai scanned mah skoo ID... ai luv dis one da best... showz mah tru character... nygga sed cheeze... nygga sed cheeze...

anywayz... iz dat tym a month again... im gettin violent again... how morbid... im tynkin iz a maynz version uv PMS or sum shiet... no bloatin involved though... mebbe ai should invest in a punchin bag... but really... it jez startz wen ai listen tah certain typez uv trance... soooo... im gezzin da tym uv month an da ryt trance tah trigger it off... shiet... ai lyk it...

so already ai spent mah money fore ai even cashed it... again... one bill tah fone bill... an one more tah Thumbz V-Tec Timer... eh... one more fer "Ayu Trance 2" uv course... so daz bout 1/3 left fer me... actually on extra curricular shiet lyk clothez ai mean...

umm... update fer da current moment... ai am not feelin violent fer da tym bein... listenin to Ayuz "Voyage"... ai lyk dis song... givez a sense uv an unforeseen adventure yah kno... lyk... "VOYAGE"... lyk da song sayz... it sweet... itz very sweet indeed... ahhh... if it werent fer Ayu... id be wastin brain cellz still on weed an shiet... funni aint it... look were im at now... den ai ponder how im doin in mah alternate dimension... well lyk da "Chrono Cross" theory... darz more dan one uv uz goyn on in different dimensionz... OK to clear it up fer yu brain dead peepl hoo kno nuttin... tynk Jet Liz "The One"... so im wonderin how mah otha part iz doyn... illin... ill ponder elz were...

so... ai jez d loaded Ayuz "Connected" video... ai lyk it alot... eh... watcha mean ai got too much Ayu schuff... well... yu aint seen nuttin yet bitch... anywayz... im luvvin evry moment uv dis tang... colorz... muzix... it all goez... da only tyng iz dat it dun connect wiff da song an video az much... eh... ill check it out again an see if ai missed anytyng... anywayz... watch out peeplz...

so Ill wrap it up fer da day... nuttin elz tah report... jez dat evrytyng iz becommin a haze an im weerded out... see yah... oh yea... ai put up Reikoz Profile fer me... not uv er... from er to me uv course... new section "Hooz He"... so yea... check it out if yer bored... haz a stunnin baby foto uv me dat yud nevva beleev... *shoulda nevva gave dat foto to er*...

-Wolf


~Legend of Saga... 10.23.02... 12.13AM~
nuttin much tah report bout tahday... ai waz spoze tah go printah shoppin wiff Jodie Poo... but ai woke up kynda late an waz limited on how long ai could stay out... sooo... we set it fer anotha day... werk... nuttin tah say... same ol same ol... so watz dar tah say... well da only even goyn on iz... yu gezzed it... da saga uv "First Six"... ill so sum fillerz so yu get da idea uv hoo wee were...

11th grade... ai dunno wat year... banded tah gettah tah lear "YO!" by Shin Hwa... wat did we hope to gain... nuttin... jez tah show up peepl dat diz waz a takeover... actually we jez wanted tah do sumpin different an wow da crowd an show dat were werent dat typical group shiet... wat evva... fast forward...

waz given an opportunity tah make it big... so we had tha perform many task... struggled perty hard... in da middle we got sum where... but in da end it fell apart... so fast forward to now...

if yuve been hea since "First Six" an kno bout uz... den yu kno how we did it... so heaz waz goyn on... new contest... new chance... so wat do we do... da company assed uz tah come an compete again... but how healthy are we az a group... da last tym it ended jez lyk dat... an now it came so fast dat no one expected it... lyk illin... sooo... can we band again... we dont kno... hooz down fer sure... we dont kno... iz it a hard decision... yu damm well bettah beleev it...

so if evryone still remembahz da name... hoo knoz... mebbe we come back... mebbe we dont... darz jez 3 outta 6 dat are still tynkerin away bout how tah do it... one bein me... honestly... lez roll it out now...

so were given anotha chance tah try it again... big deal... millionz in a day... or hundredz in a month... im not da same az before... honestly... if we make it dis tym... ai wouldnt be able to street race anymore... drink out azz much... kick it wiff mah homiez... laff at mah neighborz... all dat ghetto fabulous shiet... ai mean... sure iz ghetto out hea... an ai want da money... but iz not lyk dat anymore... not wiff dat statuz...

dat lyf iz too confidential an shiet... im not tryin tah hide behind sum guardz wen im window shoppin... ai rather walk up an spit on da window instead... so iz all bout freedom now... seclusion az a soopah star... or free az mah bare ass... itz a hard decision now...

unlike most peepl... ai need da drinkin... ai need da street racin.. ai need dat freedom tah be smilin an shiet... ai will not say no to Hieniken... ai will call anyone a "stoopid nygga"... ai will say "oh shiet daz a fyne azz breezie"... an yu expect me tah give dis up fer a cupple million... ai dunno... money ovva matter... ai couldnt stand tah talk wiff rich peepl or sum sheit... yah kno lyk... "I was perturbed by the investment you made in the stock market today. Was that wise of choice?"... wat would ai say... "nygga shut yo ass... a made da decision so ai kno wat mah azz iz doyn moe jivvin disc jockey"... see da difference... shiet...

so Dat Bastard Wolf haz got sum sense aftah all... no shiet bitch... freedom hea waz set fer sum reazon... an many tynk im abuzin mah freedomz... well gez wat... im puttin uze da freedomz dat yu dont uze... now shut yer azz yu simple livin peepl an go smoke a blunt or sumpin... endulge yerself ai say... cuz yer on da brink uv death anywayz...

-Wolf


~Nygga Sed Ferst Six... 10.22.02... 12.27AM~
yea yu heard it... nygga sed First Six... if all yahll out dar were hea tah see mah ferst site form... it waz a web based on mah dance/muzix crew... 6 guyz... wat evva... in da end we broke apart... so far iz been bout... half a year since den... an alla sudden we all got emailed from da Big Guy mah nygga Boone... askin uz tah regroup... an start again... but why... diz iz lyk outta da blu yo... it weerded me out tah see dis... an on a side note... Yz yu gotta "HOTMAIL" account Boone... aint yu spoze tah hav sumpin lyk "[email protected]" or sumpin lyk dat... so dat waz a basic even today aftah werk...

ill cut ebertang short since ai will fill in blankz bout me an da group tang... anywayz... skoo... nuttin... jez got assigned anotha writin essay... werk... too EZ... ai lyk da muscle involved... Alien got promoted to tail marshaller... to him ai mean... iz more lyk demotion... sorta... so... back to da ferst six tang...

lyk... a day ago... ai got sum vibe dat got me tah tynk bout da group... it waz lyk a 5 second ponder... or sum shiet lyk dat... but daz wat weerdz me out... ai dint kno dat we got an offer again til tahday aftah werk... an in mah email waz 2 frum Gangstah Boone... now daz sum shiettin aura aint it... but anywayz... it askz basically bout our whereaboutz... wat we doyn... if we gunna form again... lez werk sum contract out... shiet lyk dat... but darz only one prob fer me... lyfstyle...

mebbe at one point in tym da hole fame an fortune did mean sumpin tah me... but now... ai figured out how it goez an ai care fer nuttin anymore... an daz a key part in me commin to dis group again... cuz now... imma misfit... imma heavy weight drinker... ai street race... ai listen tah hard trance an can whip around glostickz lyk da werld jez ended... mah clothin style iz not a trend... wat evva yu can tynk uv... im jez a bastard... ai dun tynk da same az "Wolf" from First Six... dat key name Bastard meanz sumpin... ai will lyv lyf unconfined since we were given a freedom tah lyv it out to da fullest...

sooo... now dis comez up... GB iz givin uz anotha chance... but why... iz da korean muzix industry gettin slo... ai gez... but unlyk last tym... ai do got sumpin tah loze... iz mah self freedom... if we actually make it dis tym... an bring it up in Asia ferst... dar iz no stoppin da camz in da face foe sho... an knowwin me... ai do luv street racin... ai luv drinkin... ai lyk saying "nygga fuck yu" an not be on da front cover uv da newz or sum sheit az bein racist... so da deal iz... am ai willin tah do it an sacrifice sum ghetto liberties... mebbe...

fame over freedom...

Bastard can walk down da street whippin glo stickz an not be bothered...
Soopah Star Bastard will get hiz azz mauled as soon az he stepz foot outta da pad...

Bastard can drink an puke all ovva an still sober up fer anotha drink...
Soopah Star Bastard wouldnt even make it to da ferst shot since da paperazzi will snapshot mah azz an label me drunk...

well yu get da point... gettin big aint all dat... ai mean... ai luv walkin round an not bein bothered... street racin... da whole underground lyf... den again... stardom... it soundz illin... if we make it... ai will not werk under da company... if ai decide tah leave an get a shake or sumpin... ill do it... if ai get confronted an yu tell me not tah box... ai will box yu an da person tryin tah box wiff me... illin... ai wont try tah say why anyone would not take dis chance... but yea... iz a new werld now... to become an International Icon... ai mean sure ai wanna meet Ayu... but still... dis iz ona doz dreamz dat keepz me goyn ryt now... da sense uv nevva makin it but still it drivez da limit through... upside though... ill not do it fer da money... but lyk how Ayu turned mah weed-smokin-prize-fighting-azz around... ill do it tu entertain an bring it up on sum ghetto kidz... or sum shiet lyk dat... so wat it be...

im sayin... iz goyn be hard cuz lyk we discussed... our lyf stylez hav changed tremendously since we aint in hi skoo no moe... ai stopped studyin korean an japanese an picked up heavy ebonixz... we all turned an went a seperate direction in studiez yah kno... itz gunna be hard... im sayin it iz fer sho... trance vs rock... pop vs hip hop... wat evva... to me... dis iz anotha wall... but da fuck wiff it... ai break down wallz in mah way... so... it seemz lyk fun... hoo evva sed ai qwit or would evve give up... itz one more... so den itz one more... ill flip kick yu til da heezy showz...

shiet... tyngz are good now... timing iz good... now stress on class... no stress on werk... frenz... hoo needz em... pay iz decent... but da werk iz EZ... ai couldnt have it any better... pluz on dis... ai got da freedom uv 2 bearz humpin at a picnic... sooo... nygga Boone... ill see to dis... an try it again... but ai will box yu one day if da company triez tah change me up... cuz now... iz not bout da money an fame... iz bout shovvin mah fist into evryonez face... NYGGA PRIDE!!!... all da money yer offerin... prolly wont be werth az much az wat ai make in 2 weekz...

so Im in mah nyggaz... we still called "First Six" o sumpin... either way... imma rock da werld an corrupt sum sorta cycle... "AYU READY" yo nygga... a year old golden name... a year fer downfall... an a new year fer revival... how bout it peepl... wanna see "First Six" comeback... sheit... ai cant even backflip no moe... but... ill do it fer da peepl... ill do it fer da peepl...

while we on da subject uv bringin up da dead... ai wanna kno were sum peepl iz...

-Michelle Grey... yea ai remembah yu... she looked lyk Katie Holmes an dat became er nickname since "Dawgsonz Creek" waz big at da tym... ai waz gunna sk yu out but yea... bout a month later she moved out... lyk illin...

daym... ai thought dar were more but yea... ai gez it jez slipped mah mind...

-Wolf


~Down da Hatch It Goez... 10.21.02... 02.29AM~
yestaday ai slept mah best... an how do ai kno... cuz mah popz foozball buddy fone callz dint wake me up... up until roun 1.30PM waz wen ai actually woke up... Thumbz had tah call me though... ai waz feelin great... good sleep... no achez... an im wakin up tah watch a foozball game wiff mah werkin minionz... Alien dint wanna go... Skunk waz sniffin hiz bed... so ai left bah mahself an picked up 8 tacoz frum "Jack in da Crack"... an watta yah kno... ai found an extra 5 billz in mah wallet... how nifty aint it... *cuz im drunken*...

got tah Elz pad round 2.15 an it waz obvious which pad it waz... Mop waz outside sandin down RX-7 lyk hiz lyf depended on it... Porn an El waz outside drinkin sum Smirnoffz... Thumbz-Ponch-an Randy waz sittin inside watchin da game... an da first tyng ai did waz... grab a Smirnoff... *smilez*...

it waz a typical gameday party were evryone waz drinkin broo an eattin... everbody elz came a lil into da 3rd quarter an shiet... lez name em all an see if mah drunkin ass could remembah...

-Sophat
-Robert
-Jake
-Angelica
-Aaron an hiz family (wife an baby)
-Jamal
-Henry
-Vanessa

uhh... ai tynk dat waz all da peepl dat joined uz... from wat ai can remembah at least... ai dint do much drinkin before da game waz ovva so ai waz mellow chillin... but aftah it waz ovva... ai shotgunned alla mah drinkz... a cupple uv MGDz an Smirnoffz later... ai slowwed down wiff da qwikness... ai say SLO down... ai waz on da brink uv bein drunk but ai dint go dat far... ai tynk at least... ai tried tah sleep a lil wen ai waz feelin head heavy... den Porn woke me up an dragged me outside fer anotha drink... SHOTGUN!!! den inside ai go... ai perked up a lil an Thumbz wanted tah check sum schuff on Ebay... so far we still lookin fer a cheap carbon hood... but Henry did win an auction fer 70 bill coil overz... sik shiet...

it waz all kick back fer da resta da day... Porn waz da otha heavy drinkah fer da day... he waz all roze red fer a while... Mop killed all da primer dat waz set... an it still waznt enuff tah finish off da RX-7... evryone elz waz eattin or playin Mah Jong wiff Ponch... fer a while ai payed wiff Elz baby boi Ezekiel... GOT DA KOOEST BIG PEARL EYEZ IN DA WERLD!!!... until ai got sleepi mah self... again... den ai laid on Elz livin room floor an crashed on a body pillow... fer a moment... Angelica held da baby above mah drunk illin face... an he drooled *poot* ryt next to mah eye... lyk illin... den ai dropped dead an went tah sleep...

ai waz drunken... at mah bozzes pad... well alryt... were outta werk so he aint mah boss... hez a homie... PWAH HA! sound funni dont it... either way... ai slept... slept a hella good sleep... ai woke up to a documentary on martial artz... ai dint expect tah see evryone still dar... but yea... dey were... an magically... ai waz sober... sorta...

so evryone got up sober... an we left Elz pad safely... Thumbz needed 5 billz fer gas since all he had waz a 100... lyk illin... so ai made mah way home safely... no one waz home wen ai got hea... an ai noticed dat sumone hit mah bumpah... not da Integra... but mah "Ayumi"... either way iz no big deal... imma get a new bumpah kit anywayz...

so im home an im searchin fer mah schuff on Ebay... den Hata comez ovva tah burn hiz muzix... played "Power Stone 2" fer a good... cupple hourz or so... ai dint keep track... but he left round 2... an ai sed ai would sleep... but yea... hea ai am... loggin in an shiet... ah well... outti 2 da werld... an get drunken...

-Wolf


~Lunar Moonz... 10.20.02... 03.25AM~
Lez start from friday nyt... dat day aftah werk... ai dropped off Alien at Skunkz cuz he had tha get da Paseo tah go home... ai took a trip down tah "IKEA" down at Mission tah meet up wiff Thumbz... he told me tah go so we could watch Jake run... ai got dar lyk at 8.30... an mah broz Integra goz dead... it started... but died... so ai revved hi azz hell tah get it pumpin again... it waz da spark plugz... so anywayz... got to da back uv "IKEA" an Mop waz dar wiff Thumbz... we waited fer a bit tah see Jake... saw Ferrariz... Soopah sooped carz... watevva... den Jake came up tah race... an got smoked by a mustang... bout 5 carz... den he callz Thumbz an sayz hez leavin since he had enuff... oh lowd... mah hero Jake went down... went down vellllly hard... Jake... mah fallen hero... how morbid...

we went off tah "Subway" ryt cross from "IKEA" aftah he left... an da Integra almost kept stallin at each stop... skerry... we chilled dar fer bit since evryone elz waz out... ate a bit... an even figured sumpin out... ai figured dat Thumbz lyvz up ryt near Kim... dat an both Mop an Thumbz knoz Judy... an so on da congoline goez... an iz all tucked in from street race trivia shiet... wat a haul aint it... aftah a bit we left an ai tracked back tah Juniorz...

kick it... Christine waz dar... so waz Tong an Sack... da usual suspectz... we kicked it fer a grip... jez compensated da relaxation fer wat we loze at werk... ahh... either way... went nyt nyt... den woke up da next day...

ai woke up exactly at 9.00AM an shiet... den ai got dressed wiff da qwikness... shiet... 2 day waz mid termz an shiet... mosta da class came an gone since it waz perty simple... Fatboy an Skunk got dar last... den yea... dar waz an answer key up front... ai got a grip rong... but Misty sed it waz koo since it waz only 10% uv yer grade... shiet... den off tah Fatboyz we went...

before dat... ryt aftah class Thumbz callz me up tah go kick it an werk on Elz RX-7... much obliged though... werked on sandin da whole thang... dey uzed up a grippa bondo on dem dentz... den sanded da whole frame down... aftah dat... came da primer... WOO!!!... from white tah chalk board gray... now datz sumpin sumpin... now lez see... Elz got da turbo left tah drop in... aggggh... more werk fer da RX-7...

anywayz... at Fatboyz we kicked it inside an played kardz... ate sum pho an shiet... took a while fer uz tah get off our azzes an go... hey note... Fatboyz got a puppie named "Gie Gie"... good lowd... den Koo Guy came... an we went tah da Acura dealership in Clairemont tah fix hiz ride... but simple shiet... all we had tah do waz hold da reset key an ignite... it waz koo anywayz... we stopped by "Mitsuwa" tah check out da new wat evva... Koo Guy an Alien jez went tah uze da baffroomz... ai went to da bookstore az usual... dis tym... ai had no moola tah spend so ai had tah put it off dis tym... turned round an wat did ai see... AYUTRANCE 2!!!... AN A MINI POSTAH ON DAR TOP CHARTZ!!!... ai want it... ill ask next tym... oh... deyre havvin sum sorta sale dis tym... lottsa peepl crowded da market dis tym... WOO!!! next...

went to "99 Ranch" aftah... Koo Guy had tah scream at sum lady cuz she waz boutta take hiz parkin spot... eberbody went nuttz an sheit... it waz such a goofy scene... illin... oh yea... ai saw da "IntegraGirl" again... her car iz so noticable... yet ai dun see er much... illin aint it... perty fly ai say... anywayz Fatboy went dar tah get sum air freshenerz... ai waz tempted tah buy dem bean filled wafflez dey alwayz make an shiet... WOO!!! ai luv em... not to long passes an Jodie callz me... she waz on er way tah da market... she wanted me tah get da "AYUMI GODDESS SO-SO SPECIAL VOYAGE PROMO POSTER" dat she ordered fer me... but at da same tym we were on our way tah "Jack in da Crack" near "Sushi Garden"... so we left an ai took a different route...

da resta em went tah "Jack Crack" while ai took a trip to "Gamestop" tah get Animal Crossing an shiet... so back trakc an im at "Jack Crack"... ordered 2 Jumbo Jack on Sour Dough an a Med Chocobana Shake... at dat same tym... we all took turnz at pokin each othaz food uzin dat infamous line... 'R yah gunna eat dat"... ai started it an it got outta hand... dey molested mah second burger... illin... again... at da same tym we were leavin... Jodie called me again volunteerin tah drop it off... but woa... we were on our way tah "Pacific Theatre" a lil down more... wanted tah chekc out an see if "Jackass" waz out yet... shiet... ai told Jodie tah go werk since she waz doyn all da travelin... but wen we got to da theatrez... she waz alredy at "Jack Crack"... WOO!!! tank goodness we dint buy movie tixz... so ai back tracked tah JC... hey note... Fatboy waved tah sum chick in an IS300 tynkin it waz Lilz Girl April... wen she came out she waved to em an sed... "hey Sco... oh wait datz not him"... HA! Fatboy fogied dis one...

Jodie presented me wiff da most sentimental giftz anyone could give me... a product presentin mah goddess Ayu... WOO!!! SEXINEZZ!!! YEA!!!... yeap... ai tank yu Jodie Poo... so we kicked it wiff Jodie fer a bit since she waz boutta werk in 30 minz... ai talked tah Boogah since she called Jodie... cant remembah much uv wat ai sed... but she invited me tah er bonfire at da beach... at da tym ai waz sure ai waz goyn... but later ai ended up not... watch...

Jodie left fer werk an it waz bout sundown alredy... we all met back at Angelaz were ai proceeded tah mistify her baffroon... ai took a biggo shiet iz wat im sayin... her toilet iz incredible fer a tyng dat size... it sucked in lyk a jet engine *SOOOOP*... shiet... we kicked it dar fer a bit since both Dana an Angela were goyn on datez wiff sum peeplz... ai slept in Angelaz bed... WOO! so comfy... ai lyk ai lyk... ai should take er bed or sumpin... ai had mine since ai waz in 1st grade... an mah nygga azz still fit in da same bed frame... fuck... an im 6 foot too... did ai really gro az much as yu tynk ai did... cuz daz lyk... 11 yearz so far... anywayz... ai took Khongsaly tah get hiz car an cmae back... Angela an Dana were redy tah go... an we waited fer dem peepl tah come... hoo it waz iz a lil serprizin... ona da peeplz waz Adrain... Rusit... from up da street... ai waz lyk... wat da fuck yu doyn in market... thought yuz un evva travel tah dis area... either way... it waz koo since ai could keep track uv wat happenz since ai kno were he livez... lyk illin... Dana an Angela went off... ai followed Koo Guy...

we ended up at Fatboyz otha broz pad near Valencia Park... momz waz dar chillin too... shiet... dint do much but chill an play cardz... lyk illin... ai came home tah drop off Animal Crossing... an off ai went again... dis tym... Juice waz passin out da cardz an we played fer drinkz dis tym... tah cut tyngz short... ai dint get winin handz an ai ended up killin practically da whole "Ol English 40"... kept goyn aftah dat an ai waz delerious... ai remembah dat ai called Boogah... ai waz gunna tell er dat ai waz buzzin illin an dat ai prolly too wobbly to make it... but ai tried tah talk sober.. funni shiet...

took a short trip tah Fashion tha pick up Koo Guyz peeplz... now trailin 2 more carz... 5 total... we were spoze tah go Frightmare... but shiet... dat bastard waz packed all cross da buildin an down da street an shiet... daym... dey even posted out porto-pottiez an shiet outside... iz it really dat longa wait... shiet... we dint end up goyn tah Frightmare... but Koo Guyz peepl ended up tryin tah stay... oh lowd...

instead we drove our azzez all da way down tah Del Mar tah get into "Scream Zone"... it waz a lil packed but none da less bearable... me-Alien-Beaver-an Khongsaly dit go in so we let da otha peeplz go in... stead we walked around an did sum carnival shiet... we paid 2 billz fer dat toss da ping pong into da water bowl an get a goldfish... we all had 3 shotz... an ai waz victorious... on mah last shot... ai herd da lady say... "throw it lyk a kid"... so ai palmed da moe fuggah an lobbed it into da air... an it landed ryt in da middle uv sum blu cup... ai rocked itz azz... got me a lil goldfish...

next Beaver tried hiz shiet an played sum guy in dis basketball game... unlyk da professional rim... dis waz a 13" carnival rim... an da ball waz 11.5" an shiet... now datz shiet... outta ebertang... Beaverz ego got big an it waznt bout da prize no moe... he blew off 7 billz tryin tah get a prize... WOO!!! now datz a power spender...

nuttin elz much tah do dar so we headed back to our baby ridez... stopped an talked tha Koo Guy waitin in lyn... den sum black chick started hittin on Alien... ai heard dat... started complementin em an checkin out hiz earringz... provacative ai say...

so out in da parkin lot we went... an peepl walk in an out... were sittin dar playin cardz... im playin da CD player... Khongsaly sleepin... an dem 2 playin cardz... ai got out tah get sum air... den in da distance... 3 white gurlz... couldnt tell if dey were fine or not... 2 fer sho... friggin me an Beaver looked up an we saw 3 extra full moonz instead uv one... it waz incredible... da brightest moonz ai evva seen... sheit... HA!... gurlz gone wild an shiet... *sigh*... ai luv dat go all out wen yer bored attitude whyte gurlz got... mainly no asian gurl... black gurl... mexican... wat evva... would be seen doyn dis outta da blue fer fun... not all da tym at least ai mean... but it waz koo...

a lil tym passes an sum asina chickz walk out... Beaver an Alien were sittin out on da hood playin cardz an sum chick sayz 'hey'... dey dint hear it til she sed it again wen she waz lyk 2 carz away... shiet... Beaver... only if yu paid attention... either way... he screamed hiz azz an sed 'bye'... HA! funni shiet... aftah da resta em got out... we basically went back tah Fatboyz broz pad... chilled dar da resta day... nyt ai mean... Juice waz drunk an started hasslin uz bput takin him tah get more brew... lyk woa... Khongsaly volunteered... an ended up goyn home since he waz intimidated by da booze... me-Alien-Beaver-an Fatboy kicked it dar fer bout 30 more minz til we left... an hea ai am...

sheit... aftah a long werk week... ai relaxed dis whole day... an we actually traveled abroad an sheit... WOO! im beat... iz been a long day... ai havent did dis fer a while... oh note... fer sum reazon lately... ive been attractin catz... lyk felinez... im either sittin or standin... an dey jez rub up next tah me... lyk WOO!!! how iz dat... Wolf an catz... dogz usually un make frenz wiff felinez... but yea... ai unno wat it iz... dar attracted to me fer sum reazon... either way... ai feel great... Nekoz are good luck charmz so ai feel great... but waz it all mean... oh well... ai left a lotta tyngz out but ai cant remembah... too much dun in a day... LONG LIVE DIS LOG!!!

-Wolf


~Entrance of Bear... 10.17.02... 08.55AM~
lez recap... since mah bro went up north fer a bit since monday... ai took da liberty uv uzin da Integra tah take me tah werk an shiet... well iz got betta mileage an gas consumption ovva "Ayumi"... da only tyng iz dat iz a lil slower an it tendz tah drift more... either way... so far ai ran it back an forth from werk on half tank fer 3 dayz so far... an iz only a quarter left... if it were "Ayumi"... it prolly would hav been gone since tuezday... illin...

went tah class dat day an watched a video on Mary Jane... came home... went tah werk... came home... slept... woke up again... den went tah werk... oh yea... since fixxin "Ayumi"... darz a clinkin sound commin from undahneath er... Tommy dropped a nut into her system so ai still unno were iz from... soundz lyk da catz... or it could be da tranny... one uv doz... either way... she pullz way harder dan before... im luvvin it...

tuesday woke up went tah werk... dis tym ai got a lotta shiet down... drove da K-Loadah to da plane an shiet... not hit it but position da tyng... iz gettin EZer eberday so im gettin to it... not much elz ai cna remembah fer dat day... shoulda logged... only if ai had da tym... er strumff tah stay awake tah log in ai mean...

wednezday ai waz spoze tah set up da upload... but den diz tym evryone helped out... now daz weerd... either way... sum peepl at werk jez dun follo directionz anymoe... Big Boss waz in at da mornin shift an he watched our procedurez... in da end ai waz spoze tah stop sum carz from passin in backa da plane... ai tried... dey dint listen an ai got questioned bout it... ai mean... ai do mah job but dey dun cooperate... soooo... ai cant do shiet fer now... oh well...

went tah skoo... same ol shiet... dis tym ai dint hav da strummf tah take it an make it seem dat ai waz payin attention... ai waz so groggy ai fell sleep sittin up... funni shiet.... either way ai lyked da lecture...

on da way back on da 805 goyn down... dar waz a car dat combusted... ferst it stopped all da spectatorz an sheit... an second... it almost got me killed... Alien waz fascinated by da smoke an fire dat he took hiz eyez off da road... now in fronta uz sum guy braked an he kept goyn... luckily last minute he switched lanez an almost sidelined a van...

once again... in da same day... same tym frame... not even 15 minz apart... we almost got killed again... on da hill commin up tah mah pad towardz Maedowbrook... sum old fogie turnz wiffout yieldin an bulletz straight out... now ai see it... an Alien dun see it til lyk 5 secondz fore collision... so instead he swervez an almost hopz da intersector in da middle... how morbid...

werk day on da PM shift... same ol shiet... da only difference iz dat Alien an Loc pushed out a can off da dolly near da 704... took bout 8 guyz tah haul dat moe fuggah back up...

sleep an hea ai am aftah werk... not too much happened... same shiet wiff da stop an go peepl though... dis tym Porn monitored me tah see if im doyn mah job... an yea... he witnessed it all happen... ai did mah job... an dey ignored me... *SEE AI DO MAH SHIET RYT*... sum old foe waz drivin da tug wen da plane waz bein pushed back... ai put up da stop... put it up higher... den got a lil closer... an he still dint see me... den Porn told him to stop... an he kept goyn... ai yelled an he kept goyn... now daz on dar ass... but still... ai got talked to bout it... dey still tell me to stop da peepl... but how can ai if dey dun listen... either way... ai do mah job... but are dey... daym ignorant peepl... make mah werk EZ will yah...

-Wolf


~Now Ind Dat Sumpin... 10.15.02... 12.49AM~
hey nifty... Tommy called me up an sed tah get a Rear Axle Seal... den again he called wen ai waz bouta leave fer werk... so ai got Kim tah get it fer me... yea 3 hrz later wen she waz suppoze to... illin... sooo... still "Ayumi" iz left fer anotha day fer repair... and da cost uv labor... fuggin 2 billz... so in over all... im spendin bout 450 in partz an labor... fuck... teachez me tah be lazy... next tym ill be doyn it mah self... yeap... either way... ill let it slide fer now since im mellow...

ai woke up perty early... bout 30 minz fore we leaver fer class... dint even hav tah get redy... washed up... threw on a shirt... an viola... instant uniform... got to skoo... went tah class... did da same ol shiet... Mr.Novak iz koo an all... but daym da class dun talk fer shiet... lyk illin... none da less iz an EZ A...

went straight home an ai got a qwik bite tah eat since Alien had tah be dar early tah get finger printed... we got to da terminal an he did hiz shiet while ai slept on da lounge outside... ai lyk it... it waz still early fore da shift so we kicked it in da parkin lot fer a while... saw Jake roll in... roll out... walk out an checked hiz parkin... den walk back in again tah check hiz parkin again aftah he got half way out da lot... den Sita rolled in... he looked healthy an hiz car waz made ovva so dar waz no damage... now check dis... yu kno how ai waz talkin bout peepl jackin shiet... Sitaz system waz jacked dis mornin... an outta all placed in fronta hiz pad... illin... im tellin yu... theivez deez dayz... one day yu gunna pop da rong car an get yer neck broke...

anywayz... late plane tahday so we went to da UPS office tah buy a qwik drink... nygga machine ate mah dollar an shiet... fuck an ai wanted a drink too... lyk illin... so we went to da office tah sign in... nuttin outta da ordinary... brought in da plane an got tah werk... hella EZ day... ai werked up top... no laguna... small feeder waz bout 60%... den ai werked in da belly... EZ sheit... ai lyked it... met Angelicaz cuzzin Vanessa... she waz perty fine az heyo ai gotta admit... tyng iz ai couldnt stay tah chat since it waz at da enda da shift... now Jamal did since hiz waz ovva an hour later... illin... dat punk bitch... anywayz... she waz koo... she shook mah filty asphalt filled hand aftah ai warned er... hey not a gurly gurl it seemz... WOO! hottie...

so aftah werk... ai came home... an ai hit da sack lyk nuttin... so fuggin tired fer sum reazin... so... hea ai am... since mah bro went an took a trip up norf... sooo... ai drive hiz low gas consumin Integra... *luv dat unleaded eating suckah*... an ill let "Ayumi" rest an settle into da clutch fer a while... so good week... dun tynk ill be spendin much dis week... on gaz fer sho... anywayz... outti... nuttin left tah report... oh... an ill be puttin up "Reikoz Bastard Profile" if ai got tym... *jez leave it dar fer me tah edit eh*... if not den im WISHIN she would do it erself... if not den ai can handle it... outti...

-Wolf


~May Ai Panic Wiff Yu... 10.14.02... 12.25AM~
today waz a bent day... sorta... ai woke up wen Tommy called me... ai waz a delusioned since ai waz half baked... brain dead... wat evva... thought it waz Jamez tryin tah watch uz take part da clutch... but yea... it waz Tommy... an it waz bout 8AM... mayn... long day commin...

scooped em up at hiz pad den off tah "Worldwide Auto Partz" we went... basically da clutch it self waz bout 250... but fer Tommy *seemz lyk he got seniority dar*... he got dem platez fer 140 an shiet... daz fuggin 1 bill off an shiet... amazed mah ass tah see dat much shaved off... illin... so in da mean tym we still needed da fly wheel since dey un got it in stock til Monday... so we tried callin up sum placez an shiet... no one waz gunna hav em til Monday... lyk shiet... all flywheelz fer a Prelude gone in all placez... ai barely see any Preludez so howz dat be... either way...

aftah ai bit we stopped by da place were Tommy waz gunna setup da shiet... in da mean time dat we had tah wait fer "Ayumi" tah get hea... Tommy waz puttin togetha an Eclipse engine... GS-T model 4th year... nygga waz qwik too... ai waz lyk... blow away dat he could remembah all dat... we walked in... an he jez got straight tah werk... anywayz... sum tym pass an da tow truck got hea wiff "Ayumi"... an da ferst tyng ai noticez waz mah paint job... ai mean... not tah brag but it waz fuggin nice... da coat waznt az thick az ai thought it would be... an da color shined... LYK SHINED... an it looked lyk a Skyline Blue instead uv metallic... now daz sik shiet...

now check dis... mah Prelude iz parked outside in ona dem street racer based neighborhoodz... an dat H22 engine iz lyk candy fer dar Civicz... now... ai kno 2 morro sumpin from Tommy iz gunna be lyk... "aye we fixxed yer car... but... it got jacked yestaday..."... now... mah sound system ai dun care fer since imma revamp it... but mah emblemz an mah engine... step away an off it... ai mean... yu can take mah system... and yu can steal mah ride... but dont take mah engine an leave mah car... TAKE HER IF YU TAKE HER ENGINE... *dat way ai get paid bout 50% more fer reimbursement since ai haggled mah price... WOO!*... so dont destroy her body... take it all so dat at least ai get money also... im not sayin tah do so... but yea... ai wouldnt be serprized since evryonez car iz gettin hit up... oh really...

aftah ai left "Ayumi" tah Tommy... ai wandered on ovva tah Fatboyz tah get da camera... Beaver an Fatboy waz werkin on dar systemz *a hobby dat we all hav... our sound systemz... are not our sound systemz... we swap around each otha til we settle*... fer now... Fatboy got Stevenz sub... ai got Fatboyz... an once "Ayumi" iz out... Beaver iz takin mah bazooka... now... how did Fatboy get Stevenz sub in da ferst place... check dis...

not in da ghetto... not in da open... but at Fashion Valley... Stevenz Integra waz jacked... an ai mean JACKED... hiz azz went tah watch a movie an wen he got out... it waz gone from itz spot... *an outta all placez... it dint happen hea at home... but at Fashion outta all placez*... dun get me rong though... sure Fashion iz a preppy trendy mall... but it waz round Saturday nyt... same nyt az da "Import Showoff"... so not many racerz were out dat nyt... an da lot wouldnt be az packed az usual dis Saturday... so hiz Integra stuck out da most... den yea... *poof* gone... fuggin mall security wand doyn dar job an on da syde dem fuckahz waz fast tah smash hiz alarm too... an waz sum otha shiet iz dat it wand even dat late... he sed round 10PM iz wen dey came out an ai kno fuggin Fashion iz still fulla peepl goyn in an outta da bridge from dat lot he parked in... wat... fuckin society too pussy tah help an shiet o sumpin... talk bout patriotizm mah ass wen yu can even stand up to a car thief... gawd daym fuckin society deez dayz... an yu want me tah fyt fer yer freedom... shiet... how morbid iz dat...

fore we went tah check out Stevenz Integ... me an Beaver went tah "BB King" an got sum food... ai dint eat since startin up an shiet... got me... burgah - patato - dessert - an chili... now daz a meal... anywayz... we went tah Skunkz den we went tah Stevenz location... dey were all at Mun'z boiz pad... Eric-Abby-Steven were dar alredy checkin da car... no seatz... *one uv a kind leather black\grey... so if any otha Integ round hea got it... iz Stevenz...*... rimz gone... subz gone... back seatz gone... rimz gone... intake an breatherz... da boi waz stripped... da only tyng left waz da engine an an amp... lyk shittin... not much we can do... but hez on full coverage so hez gettin paid back... lyk illin an morbid yo...

so anywayz... from dar we all went home... ai stopped bah Alienz tah get sum bleach... an botha dar asses were still sleep... so ai woke dar asses up... ai ended up stayin dar fer while watchin "Panic Room"... aint nuttin bettah dan watchin Jodie Foster in a spegatti strap wiff pj bottomz... so sexy ai say... Crotch spent hiz tym tryin tah format hiz new hard drive... but yea... it cant be done dat way... not wiff dem programz at least... either way... ai went home aftah...

shoulda stayed asleep but ai dint... ai browzed round online readin peeplz logz... an outta koinky dink... Maxx also got hiz car jacked... daym... outta da blue an shiet... hiz deck waz stolen an da car trashed... im lyk... woa... cuz check dis... botha Maxx an Steven got dar carz jacked in non-ghetto lyk areaz... Maxx fer sho... da only peepl ai would tynk dat would iz "Team Blur" down from hiz street... or hiz neighbor cross da street... nah not N8n... da one a lil more to da left... seen sum carz go up an down... but yea... waz ironic iz dat ai park mah car outside all da tym ovva nyt... both Skyline an Market... were evva... an nuttin badz happened... an ai bump it too... same wiff mah bro... den again hiz alarm iz annoyin an sharp azz hell... so mebbe hez off da hook... but yea... mebbe iz cauze dey all recognize uz through our neighbor... or sum sheit lyk dat...

ai cant help but feel dat sumpin boutta happen tah "Ayumi" since iz parked up in Central... up by Jamalz... out in da open... illin... iz a stupid cycle tah jack otha peeplz shiet... ai mean... daym... showz how successful yu can be in lyf... den again it werkz... illin... gawd daym street racerz... now wen im up in Temecula... ai un care how friendly or white washed da area iz... imma let it be known dat im ghetto an ill greet yu wiff a 45 if yu try tah touch "Ayumi"... cuz if mah ride dun get jacked ovva hea an it duz ovva dar... den sumpinz rong in society... so far it seemz so... how morbid...

-Wolf


~Yu Kno Off Da Back Wen Ai Dun Log... 10.13.02... 03.22AM~
shiet mayn... 3 billz... one clutch... minuz 2 billz on payment one... 1 bill left fer me... an daz it... but iz all good... im takin care mah baby at least... engine burstz wiff blazin hellz... daym ai luv er...

anywayz... today waz ona dem slo azz dayz were yu could be doyn sumpin but yah chooze not to... once again at least... basic shiet in class fer da day... finiished all reportz... Fatboy an Skunk had redemption on dar lost dayz fer speech... lucki azz shietz... Fatboy dint do a speech... it waz more lyk readin an essay... actually daz wat it waz... readin... Skunk dint even hav an outline... an on toppa dat... he dint even hav an opener... either way...

we went tah "Home Depot" aftah class so dat ai could get moe spray paint... *ai swear on mah ass ai uze too much o dat shiet...*... da cashier waz pretty fine yo... but da weerdest tyng lately iz dat ive been gettin da urge tah ask peepl out now... den again daz fuggin hella weerd though... well see it lyk dis... if yu kno me lyk hella kno me... im not on good termz wiff datin fer da next cupple yearz... usually ai hear it in da backa mah head an im jez tellin mah self tah shut up an shiet... weerd... im in mah prosperous period an ai kno im doyn hella good... but... lil tyngz lyk dis make it spin fer a lil...

so watz dat mean... ai unno... ai prolly gettin to dat sense tah search... but iz thrown off by a grip... ai say... stay tyt fer now... build up dat cash... do it fer "Ayumi"... but wat iz dis voice... *heh heh... pure schizo fo real... must ai remind yu*... ai mean talkin to gurlz... ok... but askin em out... daz sumpin ai wouldnt be doyn at a tym lyk dis... shouldnt consider at least... it breakz down lyk dis... outta no were dis voice popz in... "aye bastard... ask er out yo... jummon get up on it an shiet..."... now im talkin bout to mahself lyk... "hoo da fuck... nygga shaddap an shiet yo... tryin tah get sum were ryt now..."... ai unno... iz da wintah season ai gez... iz illin...

anywayz... aftah dat we went tah "Fryz Electronicz" tah turn ovva Khongsalyz an Fatboyz subz an shiet... ai went an looked fer mah "Cyber Shot U"... but no comprende... dat model aint no were so far an shiet... how morbid iz dat... so we ended up browzin round da store fer a long bit... an ai ended up buyyin sum Nutri Grain barz... yeap... saw mah nygga Franchot werkin dar too... hadnt seen em since grad an shiet *lyk all da peeplz so far*... but yea... it waz koo an shiet cuz lyk ai waz at da register payin fer me cereal barz den alla sudden he walk up an sed sumpin lyk... "dis guy aint evva paid in change before"... looked up... an it waz em... shiet... we held up da lyne fer a bit... but hell... it waz koo... tynk he waz manager or sumpin... anywayz... den off tah Fashion we went...

dis tym Alien went tah getz sum snickerz an shiet... he converted from Addidaz tah dat stripe star "Converse"... at ferst he waz boutta get da shiny sliver gurl model... den he found em baby blu onez... so yea... he gottem alryt... wiff nuttin elz tah do we went an left... ran intah Sita on da way out... he waz fully healed from da crash so he waz doyn alryt... sed hzi neck still hurted so he gotta lay off fer a bit on da liftin den... yeap... in da parkin lot we ran into Ewing an Crystol... dint seem lyk deyd be frenz lyk dat... but dey were... clumsy gurl Ewing locked er keyz in da car an Andy had tah drive all da way dar tah open it up... how clumzi iz dat Ewing... *tsk tsk... ai thought asianz were smart... PWAH HA!!!...*....

tah cut tyngz short... we all ended up at home... ai re painted "Ayumi"z cover piecez an cleaned er up a bit... den ai played sum "Parasite Eve II"... gamecube waz occupied an shiet... daym "Animal Crossin"... either way... mah city iz ghetto yo... yeap... an hea ai am... OH... MYTEE TANKZ TAH JODIE!!! JODIE GOTZ ME DA AYU "VOYAGE" PROMO POSTER!!! AYU SO FUGGIN FINE IN DAT POSTAH... OH LOWD...

-Wolf


~Too Many Log Inz Fer da Day... 10.09.02... 11.34PM~
OH SHIET!!! HOO DIZ NYGGA RYT HEA... oh iz jez me... teh heh... anywayz... deez waz taken a lil while back wen ai waz messin round wiff Jodiez comp... *SMILE BASTARD*...

     


yea daz bout it... ai nevva put up fotoz uv mahself so ai nabbed em off Jodie... *WOO AI STEAL*... shiet... so daz a rap yo... im outti... oh... if yu dint notice... ai dun got sideburnz... how morbid iz dat...

-Wolf


~All Hail Dat Bastardz Speech... 10.09.02... 10.06PM~
so anywayz... dis iz speech in da makin... so yea... to new commahz... ai jez realized dat it iz hard az hell tah kno wat im sayin... although yu may be a hella good buddy or sum shiet uv mine... but if yah cant read mah typin... den yu aint cloze enuff... either dat or iz jez mah linguo datz killz yer senzes... anywayz... heaz Michelle havvin a hard tym undahstandin da Bastard... *Enter da Wolf*...

lil hybrid wolf: yuz goyn tah college ryt...
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: yes
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: why?
lil hybrid wolf: holey smokez... yer a whyt grad though... lyk most illin... no iz nuttin ai jez wanted tah make sure dat yer continuin yer education...
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: eHhh?
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: i can never understand your talk
lil hybrid wolf: oh lowd... take it lyk dis... ai care fer yer well bein... geez yu aint evva undahstand before or sumpin
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: huh?
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: what are you talkin about peter?
lil hybrid wolf: oh wow... "you asked 'why did I ask if you went to commy college'" den ai replied... "because I care for your well being"... how would yu get by wen tryin tah read mah webpage
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: what?
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: oh my gosh
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: you're confusing me
lil hybrid wolf: now dis iz webpage material... wat part iz confoozin
lil hybrid wolf: mah typin.. or mah speech
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: both
lil hybrid wolf: so... letz start ovva
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: okay
MicHeLLe N dAyGo: try me

an so it beginz... anywayz... fer dem newbiez talkin tah me onlyne... onlyne newbie ai mean... try tah mold... ai kno iz kynda hard.. but daym... ai talk ghetto in real lyf so how hard iz it tah comprehend both wayz... how morbid... outt on da werld...

-Wolf


~Changin Da Werld One Werd At a Tym... 10.09.02... 08.26PM~
yea ai sed it... an heaz wat it iz... itz a funni-funni from Boogah an Jodiez excerptz... im lykin it... *throwz on a cape*...

kAnDy TeArZ (6:13:51 PM): oh, i sometimes have the sudden urge to say "illin" or "morbid"
h E a V e N nGeL (6:14:04 PM): i know!
h E a V e N nGeL (6:14:06 PM): me too
h E a V e N nGeL (6:14:18 PM): u notice how i laugh "HAHAHA"
h E a V e N nGeL (6:14:30 PM): all peta wolf!
kAnDy TeArZ (6:14:33 PM): lolz
kAnDy TeArZ (6:15:25 PM): he's rubbin off on us
kAnDy TeArZ (6:15:26 PM): haha
h E a V e N nGeL (6:15:34 PM): haha i know...
h E a V e N nGeL: HAHA

*strikin dat champion poze in mah hero cape*... shiet... influencin Boogah an Jodie... daz jez... mayn... daz jez illin... PWAH HA!!!... mayn... jez lyk dat da disease iz spreadin... can ai getta "OH LOWD"... teh heh... ai luv yah both... mah minionz... better yet mah croniez uv doom... DOOM AI SAY... yeap...

anywayz... ill start from da beginnin uv mah research... ai decided to start yestaday nyt... *an teach gave uz 2 weekz tah start an ai decide tah start now... how morbid iz dat...*... anywayz... ai stayed up fer a while den ai asked Jodie fer help... at one point she offered me tah uze her book... now since imma cheap azz fer mah educational purpozes... ai waz velly velly delighted... den it turned out dat we had different bookz... OH LOWD... ahh... den we both serffed da net lookin fer sum info tah help me... all at da same tym... Jodie waz doyn sum articlez fer erself... ai say... tankz fer da help mah dear...

anywayz... it waz da usual AM werk shiet... den wen ai got home... ai started rytin mah paper... now... in two weekz tym... ai fit all dat research info into a heavily detailed essay in 2 hourz... stress not included... *ai kynda hav dis skill dat wen ai procrastinate... ai produce immense quality werk... an compared to wen ai had tym... it lookz lyk crap... soooo... imma pessimistic bastard... OH SHIET!!!*... so anywayz... da only prob ai had waz dat ai waz missin 2 required termz tah incorporate into da essay... and datz wat gave me mah extension... well duh... im start az hell... daz why ai emailed him in advance tah tellem wazzup... soooo... ai hav a superior essay... datz only gunna get bettah... an plus... he sed no deductiblez... dis teach iz da sheit...

so wen ai got home... course ai waz releeved dat he gave me da extension... but den again... dis meanz ai gotta get dat book... an start revampin again... WOO shiet... more werk... so by da tym ai got home... Chris an mah bro waz leavin... ai sacked out in bed an left sleep listenin tah Aria... ai swear dat trance getz me violent fer sum reazon... da soundz are so sik shiet... fast... velly fast... ai luv it...

so wen ai awoke... it waz alredy tym fer werk... nuttin too much in da PM... no laguna freight though... da real story iz aftah werk... tah brighten up da idea uv waz goyn on... ill hint yah in... so we got deez two mexican guyz werkin wiff uz daz lyk alwayz gettin at each otha... a small guy an a tall guy... all ai kno iz da tall guyz name... Sergio... an da lil guy... ai tynk Ricardo... anywayz... ai waz doyn mah glo stick shiet walkin in da parkin lot... den alla sudden ai see em facin off... now tah me... ai see dat lyk evryday so im tynkin it aint shiet... den outta no were... Sergio dropz Ricardo in one swing... an trust me... hiz azz waz knocked on da floor... an all he did waz sit an stare at him...

to me... im lyk... fuckin finally sumone duz sumpin steada throwin werdz at each otha... but funny tyng iz dat Ricardo waz da one talkin bout he would beet hiz azz... an wat happenz... he takez da hit... dun do shiet... an leavez... not only dat... but he held up car lane tah get out da gate fer lyk... 15 minz... ai tynk he waz spittin out blood or sumpin cuz dat lady in da toll booth waz washin sumpin out... illin... most illin... now da only prob fer Ricardo iz dat... dey both live in TJ... so ai unno if he can press chargez since it happened on US groundz... lez watch da story unfold...

otha dan dat... everytyng iz goyn fine... cept da fact dat ai lost mah ebay bid... *fuckin bastard bidz lyk 30 secondzd fore da auction waz ovva... friggin sneaky foe... an ai waz at werk wen it ended...*... but none da less... ai won mah otha auction... got me a Ayu "Tu-Ka Funstyle Promo Poster"... hellz shiet... WOO AI GOT AYU!!!... oh lowd mah dear goddess...

only a side note... 2 dayz ago... Jake once again went down... an ai mean DOWN... he smashed lyk 2 boxez dat broke hiz fall... nyc ai say... Johnny hemmed em up fore it happened... TEH HA!!!... oh an a note to mah self... call Megan fore Saturday afternoon... an im outti...

-Wolf


~Shiet Fillz Mah Belly... 10.07.02... 12.20PM~
AAGGGGHHHH!!! FUCKIN SHIET... ai woke up round 10 so dat ai can get a head start at breakfast... den instead uv wakin up well... ai wake up wiff a searin pain in mah intestinez... oh hevenz yea... im heavily constipated... diz iz lyk... da worst exotic feelin evva... honestly ai can say dat a mayn iz not meant tah bear a baby... cuz a lil constipation compared to a baby aint nuffin at all...

iz been bout 2 hourz since ai awoke... ai had tah skip class today cuz yea... ai dunno wen ai would let looze da trash... so ai gave Alien mah parkin pass... so far da fyt iz way from ovva... ai am eattin so many greenz ryt now... an it aint werkin... gotta get it out fore werk fer sho... AHHHHH...

it hertz tah move... layin on mah back dun help... holdin mah breff duz but yea... illin... at sum pointz it goez away... but den again comez back da next second... eww... momz thought ai waz fakin it so dat ai would get outta class... but wen she saw me eattin all dem veggies... yea... she gave me sum tapioca mix shiet... an still it dun werk... so werld... da bastard iz HEAVILY CONSTIPATED... an ai only got 3 more hourz til werk... FUCK!!!... it hertz lyk a blissful sin... now see... diarrhea ai wouldnt mind cuz dat shiet jez jetz out lyk nuttin... dis shiet... yu gotta grit yer teeth fer a battle... WOO!!!

-Wolf


~Ai Feel Lyk Rytin About Wat... 10.06.02... 03.51AM~
basically iz lyk 4 in da mornin an im still awake wiff nuttin tah do... "Ayumi" iz gunna be sleepin fer quite a bit... so im outta commission as well... meanin ai un gotta sleep early... cuz ai cant go anywere anywayz... sidez... iz Sunday... sleep an restoration day... ahh... so ill leave it az dat fer now...

so wat iz a bored mayn spoze tah do at a tym lyk dis... no car... haz money... no car... haz tym... no car... shiet... imma go mad if ai un get outta hea... but eh... iz only a weekend... yea wat evva... so anywayz... imma go pick up me digi cam in da mornin... if ai wake up... got da Sony "Cyber Shot U"... nifty lil bastard it iz... fitz in da palm uv mah hand... and it haz a battery life longer dan mah TV remote... how koo iz dat...

anywayz... iz bout 4.30AM ryt now... yea im lazy at rytin too but still... anywayz... listenin tah Nellyz "Country Grammar"... oh lowd... ai cant get nuffa dis beat... WOO!!!... ai swear diz ona dem beatz id pop to on da spot if it came on... pop in fronta old lady while eattin at da food courtz in Horton... now daz a syt tah see... "OH SHIET!!! REBELLIOUS BOY!!! HELPPPPPP!"... TAH HA!... oh lowd only if we all had BGM playin while we go bout our livez... itll be sum sik azz shiet... all yull hear from me iz Nelly-Ayumi-James Brown-Barry White-an Trance... mebbe sum piano tunez too... shiet... anywayz imma stop blabbin an go play sum video gamez an shiet... short day in da mornin... Jodie spoze tah pick me up an cruize round... or sumpin lyk dat... outti...

-Wolf


~Aww Baby Gurl... 10.05.02... 11.46PM~
mayn... all in a dayz luck... yestaday ai had a great dinner wiff Alien-Burn-an Maxx at "Dennyz"... *yea mah steak dinner shiet waz so small... fuck...*... den alla sudden it got raided wiff peepl from Morse... it waz illin... rong nyt ai say... but still we were dar ferst so yea... ai enjoyed mah steak... den Christine an da resta em came in... saw Flexx... dat boa aint evva smile... he sed "yu hav nevva changed..."... to me outta all peepl... PWAH HA!!! change fer wat... ai lyk mah clothez... shiet... ai wouldnt change mah attitude even if mah own lyf depended on it... ai say... buck up panzie an learn tah lyv wiff da hardshipz... cuz imma bastard...

anywayz... went tah class dis mornin an yea... ai did mah speech on "WEBPAGES"... OH LOWD... but ai got an A on it non da less... shiet... Alien did hiz on Chess... basically he jez went up dar an set up... talked a bit... froze... an da resta da crowd did hiz talkin fer em... Khongsaly did hiz speech on Hip Hop... den he went up dar an danced fer uz... *TAH HA*... pop ai say... pop boa... he got an A... Fatboy an Skunk got F'z though... dar too *ahem* lazy tah face it so dey dint come tah class... TEH HEH...

aftah class ai went tah "Party City" again... dis tym ai picked up yellow an blue glo stickz... redemption fer yestaday ai say... eww... den later aftah ai had tah teach Paul tah drive stick... so dropped of Alien an off to da mall ai went...

now wat happenz next iz so incredible... while Paul waz drivin... he kept on givin hi azz revz... ai thought he waznt lettin go da clutch all da way.. but wen ai tried it... it did da same... ai waz lyk... "oh shiet... dis cant happen now"... anywayz mah clutch burnt... *mega tear dropz*... "Ayumi" needed tah rest so dis iz her sign... an it happened at a good tym too... ai sed fer sure... next week ai waz gunna buy a new clutch... so she made sure dat ai had to get a new one fer her... oh mah dear "Ayumi"... on a Saturday nyt too... eh... we still un do anytyng anywayz... so ai mine azz well stay home... save money... so yea... fer one whole week "Ayumi" will be sleepin... an Alien iz da driver til ai can assemble er new clutch... WOO!!!... ai luv mah car...

ai waz spoze tah go watch da Asian Film Festival wiff Freddie da day... but yea... da clutch tang came an shiet... ai uno... me an Freddiez planz nevva go az planned fer sum reazon... ai unno... fer sure... next week... wen ai TREAT ROZA *yea ai sed treat*... itll all go through fer sure since mah ride will be in da shop... so ill prolly ask Freddie fer a ride... makin sure dat we go an get dar fer sure... cross dem fingurez werld an see if it all goez through... lez ai can take da LS out den im all good...

-Wolf


~Glow Ai Say Glow... 10.05.02... 12.00AM~
yu kno dat feelin yu get an tell yerself... hell imma stay out da whole day cauze ai need tah relax... well fuck aint nuttin lyk resin at home... while evryone elz waz at da haunted hotel... an Alien waz wiff Christine an da rest... ai told mah self tah go grab a beach towel an hit da beach... relax... *hence one more objective dat ai hav tah do fore ai die*... so off tah home ai went... and home ai stayed... ai truly thought ai could take mah self out fer a nyt... but hell... ai fell into laziness... so hea ai am ai say... *fuck mayn... ai bought em glo stickz tah day so ai can roam fer a bit... but itll save fer a new day... to tired ryt now... got a speech tah ryt*

yea log iz done... ai un feel lyk ryttin much... too bored... ill recap 2 morro...

-Wolf


~Sumonez Biting Me... 10.03.02... 08.53PM~
IZ BOOGAH!!! LOOK... "...i dont wanna be a structural engineer anymore. i wanna be a biochemist or something now..."... OH LOWD!!! ai wanna be da biochemist... NO!!! dar can only be one... an ai am... numbah one... *hit up dat Nelly beat*... shoot... ill be da one tah make supah humanz or bring it down "resident Evil" style an ruin da werld... oh yuzll see it... and check dis...

"oOo shiet! paycheck today! *whOo!* =D mula mula mula! lets see how many billz i get peta wolfie...keke your ass needs to learn how to save a bit. tsk tsk save so you can take me to dinner...hahaha =D"

yea Boogah sed dat... fine fine... yu want dinnah... catch me next friday... aftah 9... chooze were evva an catch me fore 9... BEFORE 9... or imma not hav any money left... *yea OK so ai really cant save money... either way ai smile... *VVVVRRRRRRRRR- ALL 4 AYUMI*

so anywayz... uh... feel perturbed fer now... woke up... went tah werk... werked hard... got off werk... came home an found Shinobi... or sumone sleepin in mah room... shiet... ai went tah sleep... an alla sudden woke up at 4.11PM... kynda late fer werk so ai speeded on da 94... hit bout 115mph... got tah werk at 4.39PM... not bad since ai left da pad at 4.17PM... kynda worried fer mah bonuz... but im bein kynda greedy ain selfish... so ai un care fer it dat much since ai got mah bonus da ferst week alredy... sooo... if ai dun get it... iz 21 billz off... illin... letz hear mah thoughtz fer da day... *hey ai took it off Boogahz site... which she took it off Jodiez site... where she took it off Ron... so in mah name... ai am da final bastard*...

I AM: dat bastard
I THINK: in yer womb
I KNOW: shoelacez are da ultimate laces
I HAVE: big toez
I WISH: upon a star
I HATE: ear wax pickerz
I MISS: mah baby gurl
I FEAR: elephantz
I HEAR: Ayu
I SEARCH: for mah wallet
I WONDER: about Stevie Wonder
I REGRET: eating da peanut
I LOVE: Ayumi
I ACHE: on mah elbow
I CARE: for my tirez
I ALWAYS: run low on gas
I AM NOT: crazy
I DANCE: to trance
I SING: lyk a bear
I CRY: in da corner
I SAID: not to do dat
I DO NOT ALWAYS: flush
I FIGHT: da canz at werk
I WRITE: in mah log
I WIN: at da kentucky derby
I LOSE: at Sycuan
I CONFUSE: god himself
I LISTEN: my cheekz
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: sleepin
I NEED: jelly
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: mah jumpsuit
I SHOULD: be god

hol up... be back...

back from an Ekin Cheng marathon... hez mah hero... yu dam straight he iz gawd oh mytee be heardful... watchin all deez clipz an ai ended up watchin "Storm Riderz"... eh either way ai luv watchin da movie no matter wat... eh eat shiet... anywayz... lookz lyk daz it fer now... ai lost all mah train uv thought in da process uv watchin da movie... so it lookz lyk daz it fer now...

-Wolf


~Trance Putz Me Down... 10.01.02... 11.05PM~
yah kno... ai noticed dat j-trance getz me mad... lyk in a good way mad... ai get mad at da werld... but im luvvin da moment... example... listen to Every Little Thingz "Fragile 'Airwave Mix'" an listen to yer trendy Alice Deejay... *only an example... ai kno AD aint az popular anymoe*... notice da difference... sure it all spawned from da same company... but darz dat much uv a difference... ai lyk overseas trance way bettah dan homemade shiet... ahh...

ai yearn tah be in Japan... dis kynda muzix aint so rare ovva dar... but to mah earz... ill luv evry moment dis iz played in da streetz... illin... ai find mah self in mah own werld... *hey im special aint ai*... but datz how lyf iz... iz all bout uniqueness... hopefully j-trance dun go mainstream hea... ai would kill mahself on da spot if Ayu or Globe were tah get trendy alla sudden... hey on a side note... Keiko from Globe waz born a day before me... illin aint it... oh... plus on an even brighter note... Ayu turnz 24 tomorro... eh... now in Japan tym... lyk best wishez baby gurl... yuz runnin yer werld alredy...

uhh... be back in a moment... 11.23PM...

anywayz... daz all ai can really do jez say best wishes... anytyng elz would be unheard... so ill settle fer it... adorin fan in a lost werld... oh woe... ai get reoccurin dreamz dat ill be able tah kick it... KICK IT... wiff er... but itz lyk mockery dreamz... how cruel am ai to mahself... ill find my Ayu sumday... sumday... but fer now mah baby iz "Ayumi" an daz az close to Ayu az ai can get... *hey reach way higher dan yu usually let yer self an yull end up gettin a brighter star... dont settle fer less cauze a personz a person...*

anywayz... today waz perty productive... aftah gettin mah werk badge ai went ryt ahead an drove alla da tugz an loaderz an shiet... waznt suppoze to... but ai gotta follow da leadz orderz ryt... *VRRRRRRwah.wah..wah...*... it rained a lil an it felt good... ai havent ran in da rain fer a while evva since... felt nice... illin... anywayz... aftah finishin all da d-loadin fer werk... dar waz no uploadz so we got off tah ship off da planez... an yah kno wat... da pilotz werent dar tah fly it... so wat could we do... stay aftah fer a bit... an we did... den again da pilotz nevva came so we got paid an hour tah play cardz... nifty aint it... shiet...

ai fell ryt asleep as soon az ai got home... fer sum reazon... ai dint dream uv shiet... it waz all dark... weerd... havent had ona doz fer a while... it only occured durin mah dark age... but... where am ai now... ai still dun undahstand it...

dar waznt much tah do on da PM shift... low loadz on da a laguna... oh... an ai caught a salt box again... *WOO! dat makez 5 in total... superior ai say*... anywayz da supervisor dragged me outta da load line since he wanted tah see if anyone elz waz capable uv gettin da otah salt box... well yea dey would... mine waz so small an darz waz smack dab big on da side... im still da shiet no matter wat...

ai had a good tym wen ai got home to... fer sum reazon... mosta mah uploadz actually finished fast... ai got Ayuz "Whatever" MV... an er Ayu-Mi-X 4 done too... den ai browsed da web fer a check up on Cyber Trance... an alla sudden 5 waz out alredy... an ai jez barely got 4... lyk woa... im luvvin it all...

ai smile more wen im listenin to dis kynda trance... not lyk Skunkz "Daddy DJ" or all dem otha tyngz he playz... ai cant relate to dat... gimme Globe vs Push... or more uv em Trancmatchez or Fantasiaz... daz all ai ask fore... it seperatez me from all da otha peepl hea... an wat iz da outcome... originality *well in Daygo ai feel original... hoo elz listenz to Songnation Trance... NO da japaneze community dont count cauze datz alredy dar style...*... at one tym trance waz trendy at skoo *horribley killed mah junior year*... an ai totally hated it at one point because da definition uv trance waz "rave to Alice Deejay with glowsticks doyn a figure 8"... ... ... lyk wat?!

ai hated da way evryone dressed... how evryone shared da same mind set... it ruined it fer da OG peepl dat listened to trance an raved... a definition uv trance waz Alice Deejay and da definition of rave became da "Figure 8"... ai wanted tah wow da shiet outta evryone hoo sed "aye letz go rave dis weekend... ai can figure 8 finally..."... well fuck yu cauze ai will wow yer fuckin azz wiff manrikigusari chain spear style dat makez yer pupilz googley with not 2... but 6 glowstickz... but... ai complain too late since itz all ovva an ai finally took it back... by da way... iz punk rock still in... *ai luv mah trance soo much*... best wishez tah Ayu *MUAH*...

-Wolf


~Wow Look at the Time... 10.01.02... 12.50AM~
had a cupple minutez fore ai sleep fer werk... so ai went lookin round fer bit in cyber space fer a minute... an ai actually took da liberty tah scold peepl... well in mah head dat iz... but anywayz... peepl dont log in enuff... peepl ai kno dat hav da tym... dat actually HAV TYM tah log in... stead uv sittin on yer ass an pokin at yer belly... log damm yu... so yu can entertain me aftah ai get off werk or sumpin... heh... ai hav an excuze tah be absent sumtymz... ai werk twice an skoo once... sooo... im a good boa... hell yez ai am...

in otha breakin newz... ai jez also realized dat ai have had dis website fer more dan 2 yearz now... an only been through... bout 2 revampz on da syt... an fer dis site... ive actually kept up wiff it an maintained it fer 3 monthz... WOO!... shiet... sumtymz ai feel stupid fer actually havvin a syt... lyk yea... me outta all peepl... im not website material... but den again... ai got da skillz to do so... so mine az well puttem tah uze... but look at me... ai lyv in da hi-class ghetto an mah luingo an image wouldnt let me be lyk dis... but fuk yu werld... im ona dem GQ smart guyz... dat dont fit properly... illin...

next tyng yu kno ill be azz clad in Fubu werkin at mah bio chemical lab... lab coat... hoo needz one... ai got a phatazz jerzey wiff mah name "Bastard Wolf" cross da top... classical muzix... eh... ill settle prolly... anywayz... daz da settin fer me in February 2003... movin on up norff... so itll be lyk Snoop Dogg meetz Mr. Rogerz... cept im blackaneze in a trendy serene area... ill fuk yu up Temecula if yu dare try an greet me... away mah hethenz...

-Wolf


~Sumpin New... 10.01.02... 12.01AM~
Hey look a new month an shiet... ai lyk it so far... anywayz... today busted up a new werk week... an it started out perty koo...

slept perty good since ai dun werk in da mornin on Monday... so ai slept lyk a log til it waz tym fer skoo... fer once in mah lyf ai actually undahstood sociology... well diz section at least...

dis tym he talked bout crime an deviance... wether it waz hereditary or not... in mah head ai knew da answer alredy... uv course it iz... ai got proof... den he dozed off an talked bout bipolar birth... lyk an alcoholic would be one since hiz parentz were before birth... den ai thought to mah self... daym... momz an popz musta been sum strong az drinkerz cauze ai can down a cow if ai wanted...

anywayz... ai had tah go tah werk ryt aftah class since ai had tah go to werk early... had tah take mah badge test... an da resultz are... ai passed... both badge an driver... only missed two on da driverz... kynda koo at least... on otha werdz bout werk... Jose gung-ho'd da security gate an took dat bastard down... an ai mean DOWN!!!... iz not even dar anymore... shiet... now datz destruction... anywayz... EZ day at werk... instead uv da 767... we got da 757... yeap... an me an Robert went fer a stroll in da tug... trainin day...

dat bout killz it fer a day... nuttin elz happened to unnatural... but on a side note... Jake got pulled ovva... dint see wat happened but wen me an Benny passed by... he waz dishin out hiz paperz... oh lowd let dar be lyt fer Jake...

-Wolf

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