~Major Uggh... 05.25.08... 08.47AM~
"One plus one doesn't equal two..."
"It equals eleven!"

At first Ayumi suffered from a blown heater hose and radiator fan malfunction around Aug 06', which ultimately led to a blown head gasket later in Nov 06'... She was sent in for repairs and later came back Dec 06'...

The happy face was short lived...

I wanna assume March 07', but some how a piece of metal flung into my clutch housing (YEAH! WTF RIGHT?!) and snagged the flywheel... "I could have just taken out the metal and been done with it, but who knows how much damage the grinding really did... Actually, it loosened a flywheel bolt, so good thing I didn't half ass it... ALWAYS DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AROUND!!!"... Well since it was a hot ass summer, I took my sweet time and Ayumi made a full recovery the last week of Nov 07'... "YAY!" right? no...

Just earlier in the week, May 22 2008, I left on a "rainy" day that quickly turned into a "stormy" ass day within 5 minutes of driving and due to the kick ass drainage system temecula has, the ice cold-knee high-floods did not help out my already-warping block... *kahpoot*, the engine goes, end of story... Now if you really calculate the actual driving time I had within the last head repair, it's less than 9 months... FUCK!!! "Yeah, ironically the sun was blistering hot an hour after... What fuckin luck eh?"

Anyways, I just wanna give props to my sister Vanaly and her buddy Monica for making a dynamik roadtrip from Seattle to SoCal on a beat up B16 motor earlier this week as well... HA HA!!! "At least no one can laugh at your dinky ass exhaust now!"... HAPPY BIRTHDAY (party) TO MY NEPHEW 2DAY TOO!!! BIG OH TWO!!! WHOOP WHOOP!!!

but on the dark side of things...

Just wanna send some mad love to mah homie Thumbs for his loss this past week... As much as I wanted to attend the service, my blown head gasket prevented the whole thing from happening... "It's funny how shit has a way of happening yah kno... and yeah, I still feel hella bad for missing it, regardless of what you say..."

Also much love to Seattle for that lil scare Marcia's pops did earlier in the week... no joke...

uggh... this past week just took a lot out of me mang...

-wolf


~Loveless Arc... 05.13.08... 09.24AM~
"Some things in this world are not to be taken lightly..."

Once the impossible becomes possible and I know it's attainable, I simply quit because I need not prove anything further to myself... and it's sad that I'm the same way about my relationships... This I call "commitment anxiety"... "I seriously hate makeshift relationships, yet I'm totally avoiding the "everlasting" shit... eh?"

whatever...

Well things are looking good for the moment... As you know, my car was broken into earlier this February and the items I ranted about the most was my shift knob and digi cam... The shift knob, I've come to terms with the "new" model, but the digi cam is simply stand alone and nothing could ever replace it... So I got lucky today and found the same model on ebay FOR 30 BUCKS!!!... Yeah I'm pretty fuckin happy about that... nuff said... "The rebirth of my photobucket will be upon the arrival of my F1... although I'm already using the FZ7, I think I'll keep this "new" one on me at all times..."

Up & down, the times are right now... Despite me finding my camera, I still have the burden of finding a new job within the next month or so... It's been well lived, but the fuckin casino cut down my days to Friday & Saturday... Good? Hell no, cause my PTO requests could get tossed easier because I only have a 2-day work week... FUCK THAT!!!

Anyways, I have a date and a wrong path to choose later today... I'm fucked if I don't and I'm fucked if I do... but hey, "lone wolf", so I'll be just fine on whatever path I make for myself...

-wolf
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