Make that 7 funerals for the year... 6 in one month alone... Well just let it be known that my gramma just joined the after party of the afterlife yesterday evening... 05.30.07 approx. 8.10pm...

The last thing she asked me was "feed the dog before you go", and then an hour later she's gone... Shit just doesn't make sense, but that's how it goes...

I don't feel like saying anything "weak" at the moment, so I'll just let it be... For now...

Bye bye gramma...

-wolf

This marks at least 5 deaths for the year... 1 young, 1 old, 2 elders and 1 near-death for an elder (the inevitable is about to happen)... So that sums it up so far, but what can you do yah know... I'm funeral friendly if you haven't noticed already...

-wolf

"Man this is insane."

If heaven is where you're headed, then godspeed... but if hell is where you're headed, then ROCK ON!!!... I'm going to hell, so you know there's a party comming when I get there!!!

A funeral is reserved only for the old and elderly, but on some rare twisted occassion, a funeral is held for the young and new... Children were meant to bury their parents, not the other way around... but... shit happens I guess... To some, this is their first of many funerals to come, but this one just tacks on another number to my count... Funerals are just another thing for me, but it sucks to see parents cry for their child... I don't believe in god, I don't believe in fate... Shit just happens...

I unno... There's nothing to say and there's nothing you can say in an event like this... but damn... YOUTH!!! to hell or heaven, where ever you're headed... ROCK ON IN THE AFTERLIFE HOMIE!!!... You know I live it up...

"Tomorrow is not promised today, Live like today could be yo last man!"
- Ludacris, excerpt from "Slap"

-wolf

"FUCK!!! IMMA GO RUN A LAP!!!"

Juju said synchros... I called John... He says put it in gear before ignition... I did... Then I heard *CRUNCH* *RUMBLE RUMBLE RUMBLE*... AH HA HA!!! Nah I'm not too mad, but it was pretty inevitable... SO once the tranny is rebuilt, Ayumi will end her racing days (She's been getting hurt too much lately)... 10 years old, 5 years strong, 2 major surgeries... It's time for Ayumi's lil sister to come into play (2001 HONDA PRELUDE BITCH!!!)... I heart prelude...

WOO!!! I feel like fighting some fools...

NO WORRIES! If this had happened at an earlier time, then I'd probably go insane... but I'm cool with it, a lil bent outta shape, but cool... IT'S SPRINGTIME BABY!!! AINT NO TIME TO SIT ON MAH ASS!!!

-wolf

"Right on, I kissed her..."

When a good idea and bad idea mix, there's something called a "Will of Fire" that turns it into a kick ass outcome in the end... THE AGONY OF YOUTH!!! SPRINGTIME IS GREAT!!!... but I do admit, it was not the smartest/easiest thing to do today... BUT IT ROCKED BALLS!!! (Imma be feelin this in a couple hours)...

In the next six months, there will be no limit...

With the Cinco de Mayo workout completed, I think I'll do the following next:
- Work on some fancy footwork
- Build up some chi for dynamic punches
- Pick up mah jacket from the dry cleaners
- Succumb to the asian spikey hair w/ my own twist (well it is spring)
- Nurse Ayumi's health points up a notch
- Visit the dentist to get an appraisal on mah canines

And viola!... Short term goals for a "YOUTH!!!" infused individual... By the end of this month, this training will allow me to throw 200 punches per minute on the heavy bag... And I know my "To Do" list looks weird, but everything on it is supposed to help both mental/physical growth... As we all know it, I'm just a lazy ass... "In reality, I'm just a chill person without a care in the world... Serious stuff anyways"...

SPRINGTIME OF YOUTH!!! ENJOY IT!!!

-wolf

"Aye what the?... What?... WHAT?!?! WhAaAaTtTtT!!!"
"Come here, I just want to give you a hug."

70 massive pounds of additional weights tacked onto 3 points of my body!!! SPRINGTIME OF YOUTH!!! I SAY BRING IT!!!... 10 lbs on each leg to increase my speed, 40 lbs on mah chest to help balance and form, and 5 on each wrist to help with fist speed... (Adios' made in a split second baby... AH HA!!!)... And with the rush of Cince de Mayo coming tomorrow, I'm hoping to put mah body through hell to get some great results... Already today, I notice that my jumps and kicks were a lot swifter from the chest weight increase AND I'm planning on practicing come acrobatics this coming week (if mah body isn't too sore that is)... It's time for some agony!!!

Ahh... The springtime breeze...

-wolf

"Mang... I woke up and felt like punching holes in the wall and going for a walk at the park at the same time... it's gotta be springtime..."
"Fix your car then!"

Mang I should be right in the middle of Shibuya square to feel the vibe right now... THE EXPLOSION OF YOUTH!!!... Without the "japanese influence" around anymore, it makes it easy to forget that I'm not suppose to be sitting on mah ass all day... but hey, let's see what I can squeeze out before october hits... YOSHI!!!

"Can't explain what "YOUTH!!!" is because it's something you inherit"... Think of it as being soaked with gasoline and all you need now is a spark to light your ass on fire! GO GO GO!!!

For me, I feel like kicking some ass everytime I see my lil rock lee "nice guy pose" phone strap... IT KICKS ASS!!! and HELL YEAH it's a good thing... Haven't felt this fired up for a long time, but it's been slowly building up since... So, instead of despising reiko, I turned the cheek finally and twisted that negative vibe into a source of destructive "YOUTH!!!"... (Talk about waking up and smelling the coffee... Try waking up and screaming for joy... It's great)... But damn I am fuckin pooped... I'm gettin a lotta shit done, but I'm workin off pure guts... wait... that's a good thing! AH HA!!!...

So all in all, IT'S SPRINGTIME! Do what you gotta and don't look back! Get outta that cubicle and hit the beach! Do it to it! Drink that beer! Fuck a fat bitch!... (Spring = Blooming and fresh air = "new"... sorta)... "YOUTH!!!" is gunna push you to the limit and when you're almost through, it's gunna push you beyond that breaking point! WOO!!!!!!!!! IT'LL BE THE DEATH OF YOU!!!

-wolf