"Damn, your losing like 6 hands straight."
"Fuck this, I ain't gambling, going to the casino or risking any bullshit today."

My sleeping pattern went stupid ever since I "monster'd" my way through Sunday for Joonyah's graduation... I opted to KO as soon as it was over, but I ended up being amped the whole day... "I even drank a butt load that morning and afternoon to get myself to settle down, but yeah, didn't work too well"... But finally we went to Spice & Rice for a small dinner and the fucking wine did its job... "WOO! It had me bobbing at the table a bit!"... Congrats to Joonyah!

While we're on the subject of school, I finally took the time to call mah old man's school to see how many courses he had left before he would be recieving his diploma, and they said "one more"... The thing is, this "one more" has been buried by the computer for over a year and that means he coulda gotten his diploma WAY WAY back in the day... So I'm pretty hyped up that it's finally done... "Yeah that's a good thing because he should be getting a raise because of this, but stupidly, he forgot to remind me about finishing it up any sooner... I call this the "turning point" yah kno"... We'll see...

Anyways, I should be finishing up Ayumi's fog lights today and picking up a makeshift set of rims, while I plan out the next set imma throw on her... Easily put, I'm in love with the FN01R-C's so I'm looking for hyper blacks in the same size but with a 42 offset instead (But in reality, I'm a bronze type guy)... If all else fails, then I'll go with 17 bronze BECAUSE if I like my current bumper w/the fog lights, then I'll go ahead and keep it and reduce the wheel size in the front (For a lower drop, since that bumper is WTF tiny)...

Yup, buncha things to do and sadly all the cons & shit are happening early, mid, and late July... So how deep are my pockets? Who the hell knows...

-wolf

"I'll bandwagon but I won't pioneer."

That'll all change soon...

There once was a time when I aspired to be all sorts of things and most of them came damn near true, but due to decisions I had made in the past, I had to go into hiatus and put a lot of things to the side (for safety sake)... With the way things are looking in the economy and all that shit, I'm saying it's time to start acting on my limelight while the iron is hot... "How far am I gunna get? Who the fuck knows, but I can't sit on my ass and wait for 25 any longer yah kno..."

Yeah I work two days and party like a rockstar, but that job is starting to suck because I learned all there is to learn and they can't teach me any new shit... I'll keep bearing with it to get by for now, but the remaining free days will be full of sweat & sweat (and more sweat)...

I admit that I've been lazy the past couple weeks or so, but I didn't feel like doing anything, so on my ass I sat and pondered the world for a bit... What a lot of people still don't understand about me is that when I say imma do something, I'll do something... I won't dream or wish, hope that "someday" will come, because I'll get off my ass and "just do it"... "So then let's do it!"

So uh, now what?... hmmm...

I chose to throw away a buncha my friends and even the ones I kept around have left or gone missing... There's simply no one around that can keep the pace and those that still can, think I'm dead... So what's left? I gotta find me some new people... "If a person knew the cure to cancer, what good would it do if he never told anyone?"... Sitting at home and drinking all the damn time doesn't make me any more useful than an empty beer bottle in my hand... (Unless if you were gunna use it in a street fight, but that's not the example I'm trying to pull)...

The higher you go in life, the greater the fall... I don't do shit by the book, so I'll break down the high horse to my level and make it work...

-wolf

What the fuck, I exceeded my bandwidth?!... *shrugs*

4.2mb's an hour is pretty small, but the minimum cost for a premium account is approximately $4/month... Cheap? not in the long run it aint... $48/year, $480/10 years and so on... (But do I plan on living that long, eruh, logging when I get older? You damn straight I am bitch!)... I'll run the premium account in a bit, once I read over the terms and shit first... "YAY! Then I can run fun shit and flash programs! WOO!"

I don't even need the premium to begin with, since not many (if any) people drop by in the same hour anyways, but I unno what the fuck happened today... (It irritated me a bit since I couldn't see my own site, so I'll probably get one real soon to prevent this from happening again... word)...

Continuing from my previous log from May, Ayumi is perfectly fine... I took her to a shop called Advance Auto down the street (way down the street) and they ran a buncha test to see if there was any piston/gasket/etc damage... Luckily none were found, but their compression test made me think twice...

I previously took Ayumi (FYI for co-workers/drunkers/etc, Ayumi is my car) to the Honda dealership earlier in the year to get a compression test and all the cylinders ran near %40 leaks... Advance Auto on the other hand, said that everything checked out normal and the compression test was fine... WTF?! WHAT THE FUCK HONDA?!... Well the adviser I usually pair up with wasn't working that particular day, so I unno... I unno...

"Uggh, I need some inspiration and the hole just gets deeper with each passing day... What can you do?"

-wolf