"Yeah I don't believe in all that timeout stuff."
"Yeah, you gotta hit'em in the throat."

When I bought Ayumi back in 02', the ODO read a rough 75K... 6 years later, the ODO now reads 151K... So what's that mean? Well the breakdown occured when she barely hit 149K, so that means its been about 2K since the Exedy clutch and Fidanza flywheel have been installed... Meaning? Meaning IT'S TIME TO RACE!!! I've got 2 more test runs and one more major repair before she has a higher yield of non-detonation on mah ass... So my current test are:

A) Mileage without Voltage Stabilizer/Fuel Components = 320 Full tank (Upon indicator)
B) Mileage with Voltage Stabilizer, no Fuel Components = N/A
C) Mileage with all electrical/fuel upgrades = N/A

So far the voltage stabilizer works well, but I'm sacrificing my HID's for its use... Don't ask me, but my headlights aren't working correctly with the stabilizer equipped and one/both bulbs will turn on every now and then... "They turn on fine without the stabilizer (ironically), so the stabilizer is probably gunna get scrapped afterwards... I've never had it react like this before though... shocked unit?"... Anyways, I'm about halfway til finishing this run and it looks like I'll get the full 320, but at the price of my headlights...

As for the Tracy's blood giving event I mentioned in the previous log, it turned out to be scheduled this past Tuesday and it was pretty damn fun... Fun because I'm a masochist and fun just because... I took 5 sticks (That's what they call the blood draw) and only 3 were successful... Tracy did my first two, a failed left arm and successful right arm... Her friend ?Erika? did my left arm, failed... Then Stephanie did my right arm, success (Notice a pattern yet?)... Finally, Tracy went at it again on the left arm, went DEEPER than before and succeeded!!! (YAY!!! but somebody tell me why my blood looked all coagulated?)... Lives will be dependant on the training these nurses receive today, so why not help out to ensure a better future? "Because according to Michael Moore, health care sucks in the US"

*Ahem* Stephanie... A very beautiful lady indeed "Very very beautiful"... It was a pretty "serious" class so I didn't wanna distract her or anything from finishing the exam (Exam? or was I just a guinea pig?), but if given a better setting and situation, I would have asked her out to dinner, instead of "Wanna stick me next?" (HA HA!)... All in good fun & game... "I asked everyone to come along, have fun and "mingle" with some nurses, but I guess some realities are still shrouded by fantasy when it comes down to it *tsk tsk*"

One more day til the month is over and February looks like hell already... Man or mouse, let's see how much I can do in a month!

-wolf

"What boo?"
"FUCKIN NAT!!! Your fuckin fart smell like cheetos dude!"

Yah know, no matter how far I go or how long I stay away from the past, there's always some one/something that manages to open my pandora's box... Concluding from this coincidence (Connecting from the past couple months or so), I'm probably gunna be done in by the bosses I once served, regardless of how much "I've been out" of the loop, but it's aight, I'm connected to a lot of people and a lot of people can't forget my name... whatever...

So two dollar Tuesdays at the tiddy bar, ain't that a bitch?... I guess next week I'm gunna be at Tracy's class to help out with a "demonstration" and have a buncha people poke around my veins to draw some blood... The bad thing? The bad thing is that I don't have any blood... It's all alcohol... HA!!!... So we'll see how that fairs out... "Plus Tracy is suppose to "intro" me to one of her classmates, so imma start doing some push-ups for my catwalk"... I am totally intrigued by this white girl named Stephanie... HA HA!... "Butt ugly or not (me), I will totally make a good impression on the class since I'm reppin Tracy that day... OSU!!!"

I unno what it is, but I think my brain is starting to fritz out... 2 of the "older" people I hang out with have given me the same statements that have been itching the back of my head... That statement? Is for me to know... I can see from their view that they're concerned and what not, but people like me are better off being loners... So why am I reacting? I'm not... My mind just took offense to what they said (Although it was meant in the most positive ways) and now it's "rebelling" against their statement... I'm starting to "mingle" and "flirt" with customers/strangers, rather than settling for the one night flings I'm used to... "If them two hadn't brought up the topic, then I'd be aight... But since they did, my mind is saying "I'LL SHOW YOU!" and there's a lot of random that I ain't liking"... It's not a big deal to me, but it's already lodged in my head and game is starting to automate itself... eh...

So mebbe the randomness I said that would kick others in the face, was actually me?

Whatever... I guess it's about time I start acting up (Which is ironic because I talked shit about mah homegirl in my last log... HA HA! Fuckin voodoo... That's why I shouldn't talk shit in the first place eh?)... Ugh, it's raining beautifully outside and I left my fuckin hat at Joonyah's before I left to come home this morning... Ain't that a bitch?... A day without mah hat ain't gunna kill me, but it's looking to be a random ass year... word! vanaly.com...

So one more question before I finish up... Reiko, "You really think it's alright?"

-wolf

"You know... If you take off that hat..."
"Eh, hold your tongue. It's been said."

Cloverfield rocked balls!!! Too bad Lizzy Caplan exploded cause she looked scruffy hot in this movie... ah well...

"Things to do today... Things to do today"... Not really much I can do today, but just do some final touches on the car and that's pretty much it... I opted to put up some posters, but now I'm debating to put up music posters or some art (either is fine, but my mood is a lil mixed at the moment)... Visual clutter has been reduced heavily, but I've noticed that I've been waking up earlier due to the amount of "light" (bare wall) that increased in the morning because of it... whatever...

Half of the month has passed and I still haven't taken a snapshot of anything yet... I've been traveling all over, but my light bulb won't click and I haven't put the FZ7 or the F1 (panasonic cameras that are sitting around the pad) to use... Actually, I'm waiting to get a LX2 series since the FZ7 is too big for the pocket, so mebbe that's what I'm waiting for?

*ahem*... I recently saw my "emo" homegirl from back in the day and it was pretty damn strange... I know people change just cause or because of whatever, but the girl that ranted "rebellion", "anarchy", shit coming out of the mouth 24/7, that dressed in punk-rock/"emo" shit, surprisingly threw away those gnarly garbs and started dressing "lady like", who then grew out the "two-toned hair" for a long elegant strain of angel silk (*puke*) and traded cigarettes for a pack of Orbitz... Yeah, she looked pretty damn hot back in the day, but she looks just as beautiful now... Why? because love makes you do some stupid shit... "You sold out your credos bitch!... but I'm happy for yah"... Oh I'm sure you still spit like a guy and still like to box, but do what you gotta...

"I'm gunna be a hard nut to crack and too drunk to turn over, so don't expect to see me bandwagon that..."

On the other hand, a girl came into the bar the other night and I passed her up a couple times before she grabbed my attention... Why? She had red eyes... I thought it was bullshit too, but she willingly let me shine a flashlight to them and the iris kept retracting (You can tell if they were contacts at that range)... Now being the person that I am, I high-fived her, mixed her a drink for being cool and let her go from there... I then came home to research the percentage of that iris color and found that there were/are less than 0.001% (approx. 20-30) people recorded SINCE 1964 (in the US only?), with that eye color... Lucky me? No, stupid me... whatever... (Standards +1)

Tomorrow is not promised today, but you know it's come if you see another sunrise... DO THE DEW!!!

-wolf

"Dude, hit me up later and let's go clubbing."
"Nah, I'm sick of clubs."

For as much as I drink, I wonder where it all goes? I don't piss out the same amount I consume, so I'm thinking that something "evolved" (That or my organs have mutated)... Here's what I drank before/during/after the Chargers victorious game this past weekend...

- 5 beers (corona, sapporo, kirin)
- 2 fuzzy navel shots
- 1 glass of white wine
  (Took a power nap)
- 1 bud light boot (3 cans)
- 2 bud light cans
- 1 kirin
  (Went downtown)
- 1 gin & tonic
- 1 stella artois
- 1 green kamikaze
- 1/2 shot of hann vodka
- 1 red headed slut
- 1 peach kamikaze
- 1 tokyo tea

We got back to Jr's around 2-3ish and I KO'd for a good 4 hours (I'm assuming), then I had to drive to LA via a stop in Temecula that same morning... Man, I was amped the whole drive there but I KO'd when everything actually wore off... I swear that "the boot" was gunna creep up on me, but I basically got myself drunk by forcing down a whole array of booze for the hell of it... "From experience, tequila and jager have a higher yield of making me hurl than any other liquor."

Things are getting pretty intense if you ask me...

-wolf

"Hey, what do you do on your free time?"
"I like to be depressed and think blank."

I wore my good'ol suit jacket to work and I felt way scruffier than I would in my regular clothes... "Suits make people look professional", hence the word "professional", which is why I felt funny without some knives affixed to my spine... It felt good though, but I knew I was walking around like a lazy ass, glaring at everybody with my cocky stance... whatever... I looked at myself in the mirror and thought, "Damn, now I can see..."... Suits (on the right person) are scary, so I'll stick to my greasy slacks... for now...

Time keeps moving forward and the past becomes the past, but not all things new are necessarily better than the previous...

Actually, there's an item in particular that I own, that I regret not buying a double/triple of, but I still have the chance to pass it down to my son if I act hastily (lucky lil asshole)... The 06' Circa Allie 208 Black w/ White stitching skate shoe is the biggest kick-2-da-face that I keep looking back on... It's a mean ass shoe that I shoulda never wore to Japan, because it got all muddy n shit (from falling down the kyuubi mountain) and now you can't even find that style in size 11.5/12 around anymore... The new Circa line-up doesn't even come close and other companies still can't match it, so I'm left drooling and forced to restore my pair for future use... This shoe will become my "vintage"...

Anyways, with my work schedule cut down to a mere 3 days, I am left with a free weekend (day) and 3 weekdays to do absolutely everything that I've been wanting to catch up on the past 2 years (if you thought I do a lot already, then say WTF?!)... I missed out on a lot of art galleries, prestigous events, etc., because I work weekends (I still do, but most events usually end on Sundays... YAY!), so I've taken full use of my freetime and haven't been sitting on my ass like I thought I'd be when my new schedule started... I actually wanted to be at the opening of some new art at Thinkspace later today (but guess where I'm going?), and I wanted to at least be there this Sunday (to mingle), but I guess I'm headed to Joonyah's that day to watch the Chargers kick some ass... Well, things don't have to go as planned and people should always expect the unexpected... "I didn't say which people, so one party is gunna get kicked in the face"

I just like chillin in mah slacks yah kno?

On a side note, I also stripped down a majority of my Ayu posters and the wall is fuckin BARE and it looks hella blank and its fuckin hella bright in the morning... "I need a new insight"... This weekend or whatever'll be a good opportunity for me to start my 08' photo files, so it should be fun where ever I end up...

-wolf

Fun Fact: I have a collection of plushies & other stuffed goodies
Fun Fact: 90% of the time, I got my hat on

For the most part, I didn't wanna/couldn't get off my ass to finish the Keypoints 07' portion of my archives, but with much motivation from reading blogs from all around (vox rocks!), I finally finished... Catch it in the archives section if you care to...

Anyways, some stupid fuck at work dinged the driver-passenger door on the Fit the other day and left without leaving a courtesy notice of any sort (FUCK YOU!!!), but it ain't something I can't hammer out... "Not even a year old and already injured... Ain't no mercy from what I can see"... Whatever...

During work the other day, Nat split her thumb open on a cup and blood was gushing all over her hand... It was cool to look at and I made fun of her when it happened, but she ran to the back and it looked like she knew little (if any) knowledge that "deep maroon" blood is a bad thing, because she let it run under water for a while... I sighed, shut up, got a towel, wrapped it around her thumb and told her "hold here and apply pressure, don't soak it in any more water", so I left and got some band-aids, then started to bandage her thumb up as soon as I got back... Weird thing was that she looked a little bashful when I was holding her hand and all that jazz... "Was she blushing or was it from the loss of blood? (I vote loss of blood) I unno, you tell me"... We mess around at work, grope/flirt and all that shit, but it made me feel good the way she looked at me that time... It was different, like a deep down "thank you"... "Yes, it made me feel good. Kinda fuzzy inside."... So does this mean I'm finally being forgiven?

Can I be forgiven? Have I atoned? You tell me...

It's just funny that my story is going along as it is now, from what it used to be... I don't really care about that trivial shit anymore, but the voice inside my head is laughing at the outcome as well... Who knew?

I didn't...

-wolf