~Pandoraz Box... 02.22.03... 04.40AM~ -monthly notation-
in less dan two hourz ai will say good bye to da flesh... today waz da last day to sleep in mah bed in mah pad... but wat did ai choose to do instead... stay awake an mellow da tym ai had... stoopid yah tynk... ai tynk not...

today waz da last day ai stand... dis iz how ill say it...

every morning i awake to the same sky
dark and cold
i despised it everytime

i had no motive to go on each day
why did i wake up
cash was the only way

now that im leaving
i see it in a different way

no matter how much you hate it all
youll know how it feels to leave it all

same sky over and over
its not so bad after all

so here ai am packing my things... and ai find all sorta tyngz... it waz all smilez an work... until i pulled dat drawer... it was a timecapsule that was hidden in my room... storiez dat ai made long ago... promises and curses dat are meant to be followed...

it was pandoras box i say
no good came out of what had been open

i regret opening it all
but the sight was so wonderful

the contents flooded my mind
both knowledge and demonic

i saw my future
i saw my past

it didnt seem so bad

again in this box were a grippa items dat reminded me uv hoo ai waz... how ai came to be... ai thought to mahself dat ai was gunna be leaving a lot behind if ai left... all da fotoz an quotez reminded me uv how tyngz went... fer a second ai dint wanna leave... but ai spit on myself fer tynkin dat...

dis iz how it waz suppoze to be...
dat sky ai despised...
da future dat would nevva be...

fuck cryin ovva da past...
it waz nevva good to me...
sure ai thought about stayin...
but datz not wat ai wanted it to be...

ai say...
far well to da flesh...
far well to me...

da otha tyng about dis pandoraz box dat ai found iz anotha answer fer why... yu gurlz dat ask why ai am not interested in anyone or wiff anyone... well ill say it lyk dis... unlyk most guyz hoo hate gurlz cuz deyve been hurt... myn dwells more dan dat... if ai could cry again... ai would cry for myself... ai couldnt say luv cause mah uncle couldnt say it neither... one comez from mah uncle... he was shot by his girlfriend while he waz cheatin on hiz otha... a bullet into da head... datz knowledge fer me...

da otha iz a fren... hoo fell deeply in love fer a gurl... insted she sed ai hate it all in da end... but wat happened... he hung himself ryt beside hiz bed... on da log ai made while ai waz a kid during hiz death... ai remember at da bottom line ai set... ai wont make da same mistake... im traumatized due to two deathz an past misled... but fuk it... do wat reiko sed... jez try to undahstand... fuk all yu hoochiez an goldiggaz... yer lyf iz worth no more dan da shiet from mah behind... play wiff da guyz dat take care yu da most... ill be sure to save yu a spot in hell wen yu get dar... kill mah uncle an fren... daz why ai choze not to be next...

regarded one gurl ai met... in da box ai also found a book dat ai made... ai figured out why ai fell in da ferst place... it waz a sneeky way to do it but ai figured ai waz jez bein a kid...

she wrote notes to me in a way ai dint undahstand...
in my book it sed...

hey mayn...
watcha doyn...
up tah anytyng...
prolly yu are...
yah big pervert...
anywayz...
ill say it lyk dis...
if ai blew a kiss...
and if yu catch it...
ill stay wiff yu...
anyway yu want it...

ai grew to hate myself at da chances ai missed... kynda regret bein a pussy... but datz how ai want it... ai say far well to da flesh... ai want to miss mah past... but dis iz how ai want it... a new start in a new area... same sky... different tym... in one hour ill be outta da pad to pick up dat truck... stock all mah belonginz into dat dump...

one tyng datz on mah mind... an itchy tyng on mah eye... dat one gurl hoo ai chased fer so long... ai wish to say good bye... but in da end... ill say fuk it... imma start a new lyf... herez a foto to remembah me by...


fuk yu werld... fuk yu tah death... dis iz how it should be... remembah me lyk dis...


-wolf


~Note to Uncompiled Flyguy... 02.17.03... 02.21AM~ -"overided" monthly notation-
alryt... jez wanna take sum tym peepl to ryt a bit to dis one guy... jez scroll down since dis is a month notation...

alryt... so if nuttin waz covered in mah profile ill say it lyk ai alwayz do... ai stumbled into yo page due to dat rice rocket ramble yu had... fair nuff... ai kno wat yu gunna say... Y should ai take shiet from sumone hooz youngah dan me... well dont den...

im 18 az uv dis log in... ai kno yu prolly happi in yer own way... but ai seem tah be happi in a different way... ai unno wat kynda racez yu got in yer circle uv frenz... but hate me or envy me... im fukkin LUE... daz LUE peepl... dunno hoo da fuk ai am... all ai kno iz dat ai got pride fer bein lue an dat im fuggin mixxed in sum sorta chineze... uze tah be a country in china but hell it got over run... anywayz... im lue an proud and ai can undahstand multiple languagez... LUE represent... im ghetto washed... black community acceptz me highly cuz dey can talk tah me lyk im black... lyk wize ai contribute wiff basic knowledge... take it lyk a buddy wiff a lotta knowledge yu can cheat off...

even if ai live in da ghetto... ai got hella hi gradez an grippa skillz... ai only type lyk dis cuz ai jez can... itz me so hate me yea... basic knowledge no prob... ai got street smartz an book smartz locked up... could be smarter but hell... why study so hard wen yu gunna die anywayz... fuk da werld wiff da size uv a godz dick iz wat ai say...

mah homiez are hooiganz... not jez asian peepl so dun say ai discriminate... da majority is asian but mah best homiez iz whyt an black... da only peepl ai cant befren az much iz koreanz... sum not all... but mosta em are big headed... da onez dat arent are hella tyt... mosta mah homiez are street racerz... expressway racerz... drifterz... an all dat good shiet... yea ai kno yu hate all dis but hey... yu bang on it cuz yu share da same idealz az yo community... take it lyk me... worry bout yerself an not watz round yu... dat way yu got more accomplished...

come a racer... den a racing team... mah team haz been underground fer a while... not tryin tah get big but we hea... lyk da resta da teamz out dar we tyt lyk a virginz pussy... type Rz to SHz... honda carz yo... we kynda out do ourselvez sumtymz...

anywayz... daz bout all imma cover fer yu... da rest yu jez ask... jez kno dat imma young azz street racer in da dirty souff... and yuz set... now yu prolly gunna say sum sheit lyk... mah lyf iz all bull shiet an im stoopid fer bein lyk everyone elz... well ill take it cuz we live in two different werldz... alryt same world different background... but ill say it lyk dis... if yu put me in yer shooz ryt now... ai will survive more dan yu... cuz me... ill change an rock yo area an make em adapt... unlyk yu... ai say yull prolly mope round an complain bout it cept takin advantage uv watz dar... mah lyf iz fast carz... fine azz gurlz... import showz... an a lotta shiet in between...

alryt ill be fair... ai jez heard yu refer to sayin yu dun belong dar... den ai say change yo livin space... ai prolly... PROLLY cant live yer lyf cuz ai hate all dat frat smart talk dat peepl do... sure yu prolly get pussy... but ai get sum dirty azz pussy commin from a fine az freaky gurl hoo ill prolly not see da next mornin cuz izza one hitter qwitter... but hey... dun try tah mail bomb me or all dat smart guy schuff... if yu wanna take armz den come down hea if ai piss yu dat much bout bein me... jummon... Prelude vs Eclipse... HA!... bull...

so daz it... iz lyk... im ludacris an yuz mistah rogerz... ill change yo hood but yu cant change mine... yu prolly hate me by now cuz im "a typical asian"... but hey... actually ai piss off a lotta peepl so iz prolly not a serprize how ai got bastard az a name... so say wat evva lyk... ooo dis guy came to mah site an he typez lyk hez koo but hez really stoopid... ai kno how peepl say it but in return dey end up lookin stoopid demselvz... OLE!!! ai swear... trade in dat 2000 class eclipse an get a gsx... datz an oldah model eclipse wiff turbo... VRRRRRRR...

-Wolf


~Laff Lyk a Bitch... 02.19.03... 02.02PM~
evva been woken up tym aftah tym by fone callz... kynda morbid aint it... well wat evva... anywayz... deadline fer our team stickerz... da "Evolution R" came out nicer dan ai thought... actually ai lyk it bettah dan da prototype on "Betsy"... itz... itz more clean an sleek lookin... da ferst ride we put it on waz da hatchback... unlyk da "Luenatic" sticker... we all maintained da same size an it came out perty koo... insted uv placin it in da center lyk last tym... we edged it a lil closer to da door panel... way bettah dan it would be if we put it in da center...

aftah pickin up da stickahz we went off to "Engenuity"... it waz jez me an Fatboy at da tym... ai waz all jammied up though... illin... anywayz... ai went dar tah check an see if dey had a "???" bumpah in stock... at ferst ai dint intend to get it but yea... ai did... well datz wat ai figured out... im unsure about a buy til ai really down it... nifty ryt... heh...

ai figured dat ill live wiff da front end a bit til ai get bettah springz... illin... den ai found da Black Widow II kit on sale fer 450... all piecez... kynda got me jivin but it aint mah style... still itll be nice tah hav a backup kit... so mebbe ai unno...

itz lookin perty good how itz all commin along... fer sure next year da team'll be dun... alredy mah lazy ass actually started doyn sumpin productive... cept fer da cluster set back... ill deal wiff dat later...

today ai mark da actually start date uv project type-s... *WEE*... first tyngz ferst... ill switch mah springz early 2 morro... den repair... den dress up... den modify... or mebbe datll go da otha way round... eh...

*WEE* AYUMI!!! CARZ CARZ CARZ!!! ahhh... an so it startz... den again... ai gotta do sumpin dis weekend wiff baby gurl... dunno wat though... ai hav... no benjaminz left... sooooo... wat can ai do... ai only see her... once evry... 8 yearz *HA... yu laff but seriously... last tym ai saw er...*... sooo ai ahv no money so how am ai gunna taker out... dunno... ill figure...

almost tym fer werk but hell... im perty mellow... almost broke mah leg sum how dis mornin... shin waz gushin blood... perty koo syt if yah as me... eh...

to end it all... sidez ai got werk... wat started az a spectator event becomez a journey uv glory... *more lyk ass breakin werk*... one person... one person hypered da hell outta it... may ai say thanks to mizz Galam... WAT YU UNNO HOO SHE IZ... ah itz a mediocre type tyng... actually ai unno how she hyped it up... ai jez lyk tah look at dat poster wen ai werk on "Ayumi"...

one more fore ai go... da muzix... da industry... itz gunna happen... it seemz to EZ to fail... so fore mah future... wether it be a lazy radical street racer or a mellowed dj muzix artist... ai drink tah dat... many foldz fore mah future iz branchin higher ryt now...

-Wolf


~Foto Finish uv a Racer... 02.17.03... 03.09AM~
alryt so im done wiff dat... well heaz ona mah lyf stylez peepl... iz called import sho... yea ai got mah fotoz done... shietty tyng iz dat ai swapped cammz wiff Crotch so he haz mosta em in hiz cam... but da onez ai got now are da shiet... ill posta cupple but not much since ai had tah write dat monthly shiet... ahh... tym... were duz it go... but ill say sumpin elz whie ai werk on da fotoz...

alryt... ai remembah back den wen ai dint kno shiet bout carz... an ai thought da civic waz a cush since it had da license plate frame... dat waz back in 4th grade or so... den ai started fallin fer motorcyclez a grip fer a long az tym... not til bout da tym wen ai waz boutta get mah license did ai really look into motorcyclez... ai knew mah shiet but ai couldnt get one... ai luvved da TL1000S... even if it had fuel management prob fer idlin... it waz a great bike... den came VFR1000 Interceptor... da aggressive style... twin tailpipe... fukkin sexy... ai saw a fine azz gurl get off it one tym... almost collapsed in awe...

den mah bubble popped wen mah parentz slapped down dat dey wouldnt pay fer mah bike classes... alas da dream waz at a halt... den all da knowledge fer a bike dint apply to a car az well az it waz spoze to... da truth ai really dint kno shiet bout carz wen ai only studied bikez...

slowly it got to me bit by bit... ebrake... clutch... body kit... engine... cams... cold air... turbo... AEM... JDM... street race... car show... glory... it all werked out in da end... now im fully knowledged in eberthang dar iz... da most part iz dat ai kynda surpassed even doz dat have been in dat car stage way before me... shoz hoo gotta knack fer eberthang... smell da arrogance...

anywayz... so datz how mah life iz now... dedicated to mah "Ayumi"... still luv bikez since da debut uv "Biker Boyz" revived it a bit... but still ai luv deez rocketz none da less...

typical should a street racer come about... but itz a fun status... build a team... race on da streetz... beat sum ass... enter da sho... get known... get into da magz... win sum trophiez... go battle in other territoriez... itz all a big RPG...

history uv mah mouth... da ferst team ai ever werked wiff waz "Lethal Enjections"... ai designed dar sticker an waz put into da team... but ai really couldnt do anytyng cuz ai waz dragged around by da "Luenatics"... so ai had tah drop mah old team an sign wiff da new... dat waz a cupple monthz back wen ai ferst got da car... bone stock an ran da car... did OK... but ai wanted more...

it waz only until 02 summah wen ai really started tynkin bout mah baby... datz wen ai started modifyin "Ayumi"... slowly ai werked fer her... but ebertym ai try tah do sumpin she alwayz breakz down on me... so ai jez coup wiff her til she dun break... den ai start again... actually datz wen ai got her so ai prolly started as soon az ai werked... got her earlier 02 but garaged her...

back den at da 02 HIN ai dint really tynk much bout da scene since ai dint have a ride... but ai knew a lil bout it still... newbie yo... but jez recently aftah dis yearz HIN... actually jez 2 dayz ago... daz wen we actually started to get on da go fer da team... ai unno how long da team will last since we already changed out name 1nce already... so our team name now iz "Evolution R"... tynk revolution style company but jez takin da R an puttin it in da background... lyk datz out sticker... Koo Guyz been slap happy bout it... but hey... im movin in a few so yea... sport da evolution... den in wiff "Hydragon"... yea daz ryt... da bluprintz fer mah project kynda made it obvious why ai choze da name fer mah Temecula faction...*ewww*... but daz how it iz... or sum shiet lyk dat...

also da import scene iz perty tyt... itz a pretty fun experience cuz yer dar wiff yer team an reppin yer crew... lykwise itz a good way tah sho otha peepl wat potential yu got... specially if itz a newbie racer lookin fer ideaz... heh... ill say it lyk dis... dis yearz import show iz stuck in mah head since ai lived da lyfstyle... an luv it to death... to be da best... an tah beat da best... datz da glory uv da game... yu start uv da envious... den da motivated... den da glorious...

so datz how it iz ryt now... me an Fatboy started da "Luenatic" family... an are growwing wiff da "Evolution R"... it seemz pretty sure dat well actually do a show or cupple by next year... da only difference between us an da rest... were daym fuckin young an got da ballz tah put up a lotta shiet on da big dawgz... plus we aint got no sponsorz so it would feel pretty good to smoke sum peepl an not hav a sponsor... in da beginnin dat iz... OK so one more reazun im doyn dis iz dat ai rather get mah team known so dat ai could at least be in Rowenaz corner memory bout dat one guy dat wanted me to flick off da cam at 03 HIN... to dat bastard from da "Hydragon" faction of "Evolution R"... now datz da shiet... shez perty motivational fer sumone hoo ai nevva met before... oh so hoopthie...

wait... wat da fuk did ai jez ryt about an why...

-Wolf


~Happi... 02.16.03... 04.48AM~
yea daz ryt... it sayz happi... cuz ai am... aside from "Ayumi" bein outta commission fer a bit... ai say da dayz dis week were all lyk bootiful rainy dayz... ai luv it all...

lyk alwayz... ai waz able tah save money... manage it a bit at least... den again it all came to waste in da end... bobo shiet... ai fergot wat happened durin da week... but hell... it waz all good no matter da weather... ai luvved it... it waz perty good... da only shietty part iz dat ai lost a buddha at werk... unno were it iz... but eh... ill figure it out later... as fer now... im perty smilie...

da import sho dis year waz perty full fer sum reazon... dey had tah add anotha tent outsyde tah accomodate da newbie ridez... likewise da fair grounds were all packed wiff veteranz an all sortz... illin...

ai lyked dis year bettah since ai finally took a foto wiff a vellly vellly bootiful guh in da import scene... at ferst wen ai got dare dar waz practically no one round er since it startz off den an yah kno... da freakz come out at nyt... kynda wished ai had taken da foto a lil earlier so ai can at least chit chat a lil... but eh... lyk me im perty daym lazy... oh... iz Rowena Galam... da only flip chick dat im into... ai tynk at least...

ill finish up in da mornin since ai still need tah develop mah fotoz... hope crotch dint screw up mah foto uv me an Rowena... hell... ai say hell yea... cap yu in da mornin...

-Wolf


~Goodness In Arrogance... 02.10.03... 01.09AM~
ai kynda knew dis a while back but eh... ai mine az well spit it out now... sum peeple have lil knowledge... sum peepl gotta knack fer tyngz... an otha peepl gotta knack jez fer bout eberthang... lyk me... arrogant... yu bet ai am...

it kynda piercez mah belly wen ai hear sumone say sumpin lyk... oh ai nevva knew yu were a computah person... bettah yet... yu un look lyk a person dat can sew... well yea... ai am... ai can do a lotta tyngz dat yu prolly wouldnt believe... unlyk most peepl ai hav a lotta skillz in areaz unknown to man... kynda degradez me wen peepl talk to me stoopid... well sure ai look da figure uv a simple person but hell... skillz hea an dar...

example... alien... lookz kynda out dar... air headed... sumtyngz he duznt kno lyk car factz an all da street smartz... but really outta alla us hez ona da smartest... seriously... appearance iz only an image...

me on da otha hand... im hella hella smart... da only reazun why anyone would say im dumb... iz cuz yu see me wen im lazy... surely datz how ai shorted out mah tachometer... but eh... lyk mah popz sed... "ah fuk... so dar is no good from being lazy"... funni shiet... ai got skillz in fixin carz... breakin houzes... tactical fieldz... sewwin a dress... playin yugioh cardz... wat evva... ai can do it...

yea sure ai got six earrinz an a grippa scarz on a ghetto built car... but dat un stop me from bein da best... arrogant yu bet ai am... not dat much though... ai kynda figured dat mostly anyone iz arrogant... how iz dat... well ai cant be sure cuz yu gotta be if yur a person dat speakz up... iz it a good tyng... yea it iz... cuz it showz dat yu express yer knowledge an aint afraid uv shiet... prove yu rong an wat do yu do... get yer ass back up an correct yerself ryt... yea cuz yu strive to be da best... if yu werent arrogant dan yu cant progress ryt... alryt den... an datz wat ai learned today...

today ive started to ascend mahself to correct mah flawz... wat ai noticed iz dat im more agile dan ai waz back den... even from bein a drunk im more mobile dan ai waz... seemz lyk it at least... alredy ive looked at mah self an ai see error... so wat to do... correction iz made... eh... or mebbe im jez gettin ovva mah head... wat evva... imma go practice...

-Wolf


~Gearz an Pulleyz... 02.08.03... 02.25AM~
so ai change mah mind a lot... big deal... anywayz... ai took off da needlez off "Ayumi"... da bad tyng iz dat it laggz commin down... so in otha werdz... dar stuck... illin... still ai am on da verge of completin a stage... once ai get a drill... fuk shiet...

anywayz... a week pass since skoo alredy... only got 2 classes since ai dint get into mah otha classes... which iz illin since ai only got lyk 3.5 unitz... fukin shiet... either way... im koo wiff dat... ryt now it iz rainin an freezin... im cold az fuk but im smilin none da less...

a dreamer iz wat ai am... agreed... so... ai dropped eberthang an thought bout otha peeplz glory... kynda affected mah morale a bit... but it threw me off... so... ai stopped tryin an am on mah own road... am ai speakin none sense... hell no... imma dreamer... so ai let go uv sumtyngz an march fer da impossible... yeap... although ai dont wanna leave it behind me... it seemz lyk imma havta since itll be a hinderance to me later... so ai say good bye dreamz uv yestahday... ai love wat yu are but ai must let yu go...

geez itz cold... sed dat alredy... anywayz... ai cant stop tynkin bout dat gauge... itz stuck... itz illin mah head... illin... well wat elz would matter to me... ryt now da only tyng stressin me out iz mah ride... not dat itz goyn bad or anytyng... but ai jez cant figure out wat ai wanna do next... cash no prob... no GURL *WOOAAAAAHHH FATBOY* tah eat out mah pocketz so im savin it up... not goyn out anymore so ai reassure mah self dat ai eat mah own money... income tax iz boutta dish out 3 billz or so... FA... wat iz FA... dunno... but yea... im stressin out on mah baby... well im not gettin redy fer anytyng but ai jez wanna get her done wiff... illin... mah hairz are goyn blu...

in otha werdz... ai pay homage to mah future career... summah seemz interestin due to new info... not gunna say wat... but it should be fun... ai should be more hyped up dan ai thought ai would be... but illin... im not... ai jez wanna get it all done... get all dat ai can... do all ai can... produce wat ai can... an smile... da werld iz happy... den by da age uv 30 ill be dead anywayz so bless da peepl... im tryin tah do mah dutiez her... but yea... im lookin forward to summah if it goez down lyk it spoze to... ai doubt it wont go rong though... so back to da lab again yo...

so far ai say farwell to da flesh an welcome in da ghoul... or soul... wat evva... itz a brand new day an im headed away from wat iz reality... eww nifty... today waz borin so how will it be tomorrow... well see... imma be a dreamer...

one more tyng... da shiet on ebay dat pisses me off da most ryt now... or kynda on me... iz ebay... nuttin rong wiff ebay... jez da sellerz... nuttin rong wiff dar attitudez... but hell... sum peepl need tah go back tah skoo or sumpin wiff all da bad grammar an spelling an shiet... pisses me off... hell wiff yu... ai ryt lyk dis on perpuss... dey arent... kynda understandable if dar not fully fluent in english but da onez dat are... yu know dey are... sux shiet at english... PISS ME OFF!!!

-wolf


~Itz a Niche Kynda Tyng... 02.03.03... 12.43AM~
"oh god I can't believe how loud his exhaust is... I hate that sound... I'm not a car person... don't tell me... are you into your car like them... I just don't get guys and their cars..." - Lucy

at ferst ai dint tynk much bout how it waz... den again ai did aftah... dat lil tyng dat ai waz lookin fer waz anguish an determination wiff a side order uv motivation... da weerd tyng iz dat aftah ai sed all dat in da last log... it happened da next day... it waz an empty feelin... but it waz an empty feelin ai waz lookin fer...

itz been a while since mah last mark on da page... but ive been haulin ass an studyin "Ayumi" more dan evva... although Lucy duznt know carz an she werkz in a auto shop... daz all ai needed tah gear up mah self... ai un get guyz an dar carz... daz all dat rang in mah head... itz pride... itz all bout pride...

SH on SH... runnin 75 on start up... all ai had waz electronicz an air... da otha guy ai dint kno... two runz... ai lost both... an da outcome... a horrible feelin... SH on SH... an ai lost both... couldnt undahstand... da only conclusion ai could bring up iz dat he waz auto... but it still un make sense... ai waz horribley down dat day tynkin bout wat went rong... ai dint wanna accept wat ai did to "Ayumi" an say ai lost... ai dint wanna accept dat ai waz beat by mah own car... itz rong... itz all rong... it waznt suppoze tah be lyk dat...

later dat day ai went tah werk still feelin empty bout dem runz ai jez had... still utterly pissed mad... chatted wiff Jose a bit an all he sed waz... darz dayz yah win... an darz dayz yah loze... yu cant expect tah win all da tym... an yea... daz da way ai took it... win or loze... a ride can only get so strong... den it dependz on da driver to figure wayz tah her stronger... an daz how itz goyn...

for bout a week an a half... nuttin but studyin partz more dan jez watz shown... HP gain... torque gain... itz all bullshiet... itz gotten to me so quick dat itz all ai tynk bout... only da best... hard numberz an j-spec mechanicz iz wat ive been studyin... so far watz in dar iz a start to wat j-spec quotez it... all da shiet hea iz wat ai wont settle for... ai kno dat itz watz drivin mah nervez to wake up each day... itz all bout defeat an reprisal...

"oh god I can't believe how loud his exhaust is... I hate that sound... I'm not a car person... don't tell me... are you into your car like them... I just don't get guys and their cars..." - Lucy

"there are times you win and times you lose... so what can you do about it..." - Jose

"dont be afraid of change... dont be afraid of trend... be afraid of a dreamer... dont be afraid of being a dreamer..." - Mina

all it takez iz defeat... all it takez iz revival... all it takez iz ideal...


~Side Note~
aside from all da time killin mind benderz... anotha tyng haz been crawlin on me... sum peepl see it az a depressive provocation... ai take it az motivation... lately shez been runnin through mah mind... kynda weerdz me out... ai unno how... ai unno... ai jez unno... but itz from er... dat eerie feelin... itz all hea...

dat goofy smile an all dat jazz... teh... dis car... dis car ai label "Ayumi"... she wont see da car... in a matter uv monthz she wont even see me... den in a year or so ill be outta er system... do ai care... not az much az da sheit in mah stomach...

but itz an illin feelin... ai havent kicked it or anytyng wiff er fer a grippa yearz... an shez still not outta me... since she sed wat she sed... an ive seen wat ai thought waz a dream... itz a haunting morbid premonition... no one knoz... no one carez... so me moving iz a good tyng... it seemz kynda freaky wat she sed an wat signz buddha has been pointin out... but itz not suppoze tah be lyk dat... da only tyng ill carry iz a ride named "Ayumi"... an da thought uv hoo waz meant tah be in mah passengar side... ill take it lyk dat... yea... ill take it lyk dat...

-Wolf

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