"I dont get you drunk... Its the alkyhol that does..."
"Booze is your god and you are the prophet."

TADAIMA!!! Its almost time for the new year AND almost time for my favorite part of mah log book... KEYPOINT RECAPZ!!! WOO!!!... Well fuck, I know yahll think its stoopid shiet, but its fuckin fun to look back and check out yer character from back in the day... (Helps me coup wiff mah crazy ass by analyzing mah brain)... So Saturday is a day to behold, but fuckin Monday is a better day since imma get mah ass pummeled fer da countdown at da club dis weekend... FUCKIN SHIET...

3 sushi bars later, it jez finally hit me... Skunk is da no-holds-bar drinker other than me... Either he's heavily depressed, or he's jez the same happy-go lucky character from back in da day (Hmph, go figure)... Everyone talks about "oh fuckin, I represent... blah blah blah shiet", but fuckin Skunk is about the only one that makes time for everyone, regardless of anything he's doing... (Hell I bow down cuz even Im not dat punctual)... "ALL HAIL SKUNK"...

I unno about everyone else, but I fuckin accomplished mah main goalz of 05'... I feel like a fuckin king cuz I tied up a buncha loose ends, BUT I am missing one major boo-boo I should attempt before Saturday... (Christine... What? Yu think I'd ferget? Im senseless but not 100% heartless)... So da last atonement for the year is set, but I cant promise that itll be done in time...

Were not all angels are we now?... Until further notice, I will be gone Wedz-Sun, Sushi on Mon, and sleep on Tues... A depressing situation dis has become, but who says you cant drink yer probz away right?... SAHH-KEHH!!!... I went on a fuckin frenzy dis time and took penalty shotz EVEN when I dint have to... And what made it worse was that Rae called me a lagger from da beginning... (*AHEM* I dont lag... I savor... 5 mins passed since she dropped off da gourd, and she says "lagger"... HA HA! Do we really drink that much?)... Imma keep a tally sheet next week and see how much I really drink... "I dont think depression is mah prob, I think da usage of alkyhol as a repression is da prob yah think?"...

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-wolf

"Yeah yeah yeah... Ill be there around 2, cuz it starts at 6..."
"Bullshit, Ill see you at 8."

Gawd, what the fuck was that?... Nightmare dunn had me playing Ray J for a short bit, but hell, at least it didn't cling on for long... I spent kittmitt (Fuckin xmas, for those who don't speak hardcore asian) with a bunch of strangers, but it turned out to be not as bad as I thought... ALTHOUGH I didnt drink, I did a lot more mixing than I was supposed to...

The only fuckin bad thing about working at the bar, is that it's not advertised to da fullest, as compared to the rest of the place... Like, we had a buncha asian booty in the club 2day, who live like right around the corner BUT they also said that it's their first time here SINCE living in the area for so long... GWAH?! FUCK! LET ME ADVERTISE!!! FUCKIN TRANCE NIGHT W/DJ NO-SHO... I fuckin wish...

Asians are fuckin cocky though, so I probably couldn't handle serving their asses all the time... Cute in all da right places, but is that all you have to offer? (HELL NO, CUZ MAH BIG GIRL WUZ ROCKIN EBERTHANG! WOO BIG BOOTY!!!)... Does anybody else think Imma end up widd a big woman? I gotta eerie feeling that its gunna happen like that... Eerie eerie feeling...

I admit that Im not a people person, but this job actually makes it fun to meet various weird/strange/deranged wut evva people... "Gawd I fuckin hate deez people... All I see iz fuckin boobiez every turn and corner I glance at"... BUT with the perspectives of the consumer and conductor already filled in, this is just another parta da game I gotta play before the big leap... "Imma call it: da OSAN Nightclub... Okami Sux At Nothin Nightclub"

-wolf

"Skeleton bones in which I broke, ran away from because the realization that they're coming back, but broke once again when they appeared... Dog vs dog, where one dog tries to break through and successfully does, but the other dog comes back at it, making it a dog eat dog situation... A person that wouldn't cause a false happiness, where I willingly carry on mah back and keep out of harms way, not letting a single motion of her body move away from me... Numbers from somebody which appear as 1-4, but are said to be read in a 180 rotation... Yearning for somebody you're missing and going out to find them, only to realize that they can never be found again, but comforted by times of moments gone by..."

"D-sequence... don't forget it..."

-wolf

"(sumpin sumpin sumpin), Im not drunk."
"Your face doesn't say that!"

Alright, dis shiet is hot-HOT-HOTT... IM DEBT-FREE!!!... Juju would be the last person I pay and then it's finite!... The world seems a lil brighter... (now that I've found a loophole to satisfy drinking... thanx to everyone who's available on mondayz n tuesdayz AND got da ballz to drink it out...)

Nah but seriously, it feels all good inside to have more excess cash than before (no-weekends is a good thing)... Fuggin I paid out fer sushi and tipped Rae out $50, but I barely made a scratch on mah paycheck (meaning everything was paid for by me tip money)... WOO!!!... The only bad part about all this is that Im on break from everything... "I might be a broke ass again when I make mah comeback to the "SCENE" again?"... Boo-urnz...

But yeah... HORRAH!!!, it took about a month (and some well spent moneyz) until it finally hit me that mah self-value is going up, AND I did take care of necessities before burning mah wallet... The end results are actually a lil shocking to me as well... "And da fun part iz boutta begin cuz I can start furnishing mah pad up, starting dis week... FUN SHIET!!!"

Im ending mah drinking-break (as of monday), cuz mah calculations SAY I make enough to meet mah weekly spending habits... (calculations mah foot... I wuz lucky dat some lil devilz were on break mode and persuaded me in da 1st place... DO JEH!!! KAMSAMNIDA!!!)... But all in all, da end uv da year didn't flash out as bad as I thought it would... Let's see what comes out da hat next week eh?... I am gleeful, and because of that, everyone around me will also be gleeful... ghost vs ghost... I think Im getting to it...

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-wolf

"From a zircon, to a lump of coal, and now a diamond. Im impressed."
"A zircon... since when the fuck was I ever a zircon?"

Flashing a dollar, means you have a dollar... Flashing a bill, means you got money... But tipping out a dollar, when you have money, means you're a cheap ass... The producer point-uv-view is perty deng deep... (and since then, I havent been cheap on tipping either... I feel mang...)

Regardless of my labor vs. wage rate, I still don't value the importance of a dollar... (I aint fuckin rich, so don't pull that rich/diamond shit with me... money was never an issue when we wuz back in the ghetto, so I'm keeping that on the real)... At times, it seems like I'm just throwwin out cash to sho-boat n shiet, but in reality, I really dont give a fuck mang...

Leech and penny pincher are terms that do not apply... Why cheapen out on da good timez yah kno... If you are not willing to sacrifice some hard earned cash to slap smiles on friends once in a while, dont expect that free ride to last long... (Some people get sick of that shit and just drop you outta the line up... Yes, penny pinchers n leechers are easy to weed out)...

I penny pinch too, but all bets go out da window when you mention booze... If yallz been good peoples back in the day, and played the role as a contributer... imma fuckin get yer ass faded... (and what's worse, is that my pockets go limitless, if I luv yu dat much)... Nothing is ever too far or too much, if your intentions are buddha gold... (but why am I the only one to have these values?... I jez realized that my name means "ghost" too... ironic...)

I open doors, but I aint holdin nobodyz fuckin hand...

"Nobody rides for free"
- Matt Raab

-wolf

"You might be young, but you never know. Like a jack of all trades."
"I'm just one of them people who did too much shit growwing up..."

A ghost is what you are, and a ghost is what I'll be... Such a simple line, but the yield of it is absolutely uncanny... I must say bravo buddy, I'm starting to see everything as you said I would...

MIA for roughly about a month and yet no ones even attempted the distance that I've traveled... such bullshit... A burden is all it was, but it took just one person to make me take initiative... I fuckin hate you and love you at the same time, but you did what you had to do... And yes, everything I once deemed important just turned to shit and new values are being made... How ironic it is to be named ghostchild...

But what can I say... It's only temporary buddy... A year of sacrifice will eventually bloom a greater tomorrow, and I'll be back drinkin, DJn, clubbing, what evva da bullshiet I do... so in other words, I'll twist what you said... "Spit on da past, fuck da future, itz all in da day"... (I know I can word it better, but it'll do fer now)... Such a pity, but it looks like connection won't be an issue from here on out...

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-wolf