| Whore |
| a young boy in a dark ally flat on my back i use him to try and fill the void the emptiness inside me if only for that moment afterwards i am left alone, shamed crying in the dark i pray to a god that does not exist pleading for him to help me begging for his forgivness wishing for peace in this ocean of torment i search for something to hold onto someone to fill the void and lift me out of these dark waters but i am alone, abandoned so i wrap the tattered remains of my pride around me and sink back down into the depths to drownd myself in my tears |