love

when i actually use the word love in my writings i do not mean it as when a man loves a woman.... i mean it as when a human loves a human.. like mother to daughter.. friend to friend...

but we will discuss that kind another time... for now it is about the first that i mentioned...

i disagree with everybody else's veiw of love... it is not some wonderful thing that everybody finds.. the "best thing that could happen to you"...

that is just storybook shit.. infact.. that is my true defanition of love.. shit.. for there is only two words that can really define it.. shit and pain... because that is all it is..

you put up with hell because you think that the person that you are in love with is so wonderful... that they can do no wrong... it is true when people say that love is blind... for that is what you become when you fall in love... it doesn't matter that the man calls you names constantly.. you love him.. thats all that matters... it doesn't even matter when he beats the shit out of you and/or your kids.. you love him... you will never leave him.... you've never been happier... it doesn't matter if his life is dragging yours down too... that you have lost everything because of him... you love him...

what a nasty discusting word.. i wish that it was wiped from the human language...

cause its just a bullshit word that people use against the weak so that they can use and abuse them...

i admit.. there are a few that find love with someone that actually cares and takes care of them... but it is rare... and it normally still ends the same... pain... for nothing lasts forever... it all has to end one day...