confusion
this was written a few weeks ago at the outbreak of
war... it's kind of depressing... was just describing the overwhelming
feeling i was feeling with stress and school and everything... this is
a creative outlet for me... so yeah. enjoy
i wander through life with unfeeling
discord and uncertainty shroud my view
not knowing where to turn or which way to go
it unsettles my soul
life stretches out in front of my eyes
as far as my vision can carry
so many opportunities waiting for me
opportunities that are swiftly fading
doubt creeps into my being
i must be reassured of all that i have known
things are changing so rapidly
things are becoming what they are not
life is empty, pale and grey
each day is another burden
bringing me closer to an unseen goal
but nothing is for certain anymore
though life is impaling my faith, i must believe
for all bad times, there is good ahead
and many blessings i have received
enough to make each day livable
i wander in silence through this life
thoughts chaotically storming my mind
i ponder what my existence is here,
and pray that i find the reason for living
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