Creation
The final Act
Book one
Disclaimer: Legacy of
Kain belongs to Edios and Crystal Dynamics not me. I am making £0.00 out of
this fic, it is written purely because I have a burning need to create.
Although I would like to own Vorador . . . then he’d be mine.
Warning: this fic
contains YAOI (GuyXGuy) and a lemon; if this offends or upsets you do
not read this, it that simple.
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Raziel/Kain
Setting: post all games
EXPRESS WARNING: Spoilers for all the games.
Summery: An ending is in
sight but it is a long way off and the road leading to it has many twists,
turns and hidden dangers.
Authoress note: I decided to make this into a trilogy, I hope you have enjoyed
reading it as much as I have enjoyed writing it. It was fun to write something
set after the games, gave me a freedom you don’t normally get when writing
fanfiction. My only question is what the hell I am going to write next.
Italics mean either flashbacks or thoughts
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[Three
months later]
It was
cold in this new place, he had never before been able to feel the cold before, but
now he could feel it biting away at his flesh and he wasn’t sure he completely enjoyed
the experience. For tens of thousands of years he had envied the simple creatures
their forms, for while he was forced to remain formless they had bodies, they
could see, smell, and feel while he was lost in a senseless eternity. But now,
now he had finally managed to get himself a body, a child’s body, a helpless
body but a body none the less. He could feel everything, soft hands when they
lifted him, warm cloth when it was wrapped around him. When he had first been
‘born’ in this body all feeling had been a joy, all sound had been music and
all smells had been wonderful. For a creature that was starved of sensation it
was all almost two much.
But the
joy had faded recently.
It had
been three months since he had confronted the scion and his lackeys in the
underbelly of the pillars, if confronted was the word you wanted to use. It
amazed him that Nosgoth could remain undamaged with such a weak and venerable
creature to protect it, one little push on the right area of his mind and the
scion came crashing down. It was child’s play.
Yet
despite this three months had passed and his body had grown, the growth of his body seemed to surprise and unsettle those
around him, for although three months were all that had passed his body seemed
to be over ten years old. This at first had not worried him for he was immortal
and had forgotten that not everything else was, he had almost given over to
panic when he had learned that the Hylden were not immortal once out of their
dimension.
Since he
had learned this, feeling this body around him was no longer a joy but instead
it was a prison, a prison that was dying. He could feel each individual cell as
it quivered and failed inside of him and it terrified him. Terrified him that
he would lose this body in a matter of months, he would not even get a year in
this joy. But what angered him more so was the fact that the other Hylden
seemed to be aging normally, they seemed none the worse for their little excursion
into the land of Nosgoth. In fact they all seemed to be regaining some of their
lost vitality, while he lost his at an alarming rate.
Jealousy
in a god is not a pretty sight.
He needed
a new body, one that would not age around him; he needed an immortal body, a vampire’s
body. It mattered little to him which one he took but it would be a wonderful
way to defeat the scion to take the body of one of his, reveling himself just
as he came to deliver the death blow. Yes it would be truly wonderful, a fine
way to end it. He laughed to himself enjoying, for a moment, the sensation of
laughter bubbling up out from his throat, before shivering once again. This
cold was becoming intolerable. He turned and went back inside the ruined temple
that they had inhabited for the last three months, it was cold and barren but
it worked as a place to conceal oneself. He knew the vampires had been
searching high and low for them but not once had a vampire ever come near this
place. For why would a Hylden hide itself here? When Hylden
despise the cold above all else.
It was
slightly warmer inside but not much, he moved himself closer to one of the
fires, and felt the warmth slowly begin to tingle at his finger tips. Fire,
some of the vampires could control fire, when he had raped the scion’s mind he
had seen this, he had seen one in particular, a lanky creature that looked
harmless but through the scion he had seen that lanky creature burn down
cities. But Fire had an enemy as did all the vampires, Water; none of them save
two of them could stand the touch of water. He smiled to himself and held up
and hand watching as droplets formed, he focused harder, willing his immense
magical power to come through his fragile body and take form. Slowly but surely
a large water filled bubble filled his hands, the way flames would often fill
Magnus’.
“Elemental
water. It will be so simple.” He breathed. He had destroyed cities before with
water, for it was what he was, he was destruction, desolation, death. He could
remember on another world with different creatures, he had washed away a great city;
Atlantis he believed was the name, now he was simply going to repeat the event on
a slightly bigger scale. “We will wash this land.” He breathed.
All he
needed was time.
Time to become stronger.
* * *
The
mansion was warm, as the snow fell outside, not simply warm in the sense of
temperature but warm in the way that you can’t feel on your skin, the type of
warmth that must be felt with your soul. But despite this warmth there was
discontent. Melchiah looked out of the window to watch the snow fall and hoped
that through the white blur he would see his brother return. Rahab had gone
with Raziel to lead a small search party, fortunately those they were leading
had seemed to be building up a slight resistance to water; it seemed quiet a
few of the younger vampires were building up this very weak resistance to
water. They could stand snow and even very, very light rain, however heavy rain
and complete submergence was out of the question. While the youngest of Kains brood was thinking the library door opened and
snapped the youngest of Kain’s children’s attention away from the window. Melchiah
watched as Demitri entered the library.
“How are
you feeling this evening?” Melchiah asked the young Hylden, Demitri seemed
physically to be well, in fact he was better now than when they had first found
him, he was putting on weight at a rapid rate, gaining bulk that made him
appear much stronger than when he had first fallen into Nosgoth. His skin
seemed to be recovering from its time in the dimension; parts that before had
been dry, broken or flaking away were now slowly becoming whole and changing
from a dull grey colour to a healthy coffee. It made Melchiah happy to see him
regain much of himself but he worried for the Hylden’s mind for he had taken
the loss of his wife and child hard.
“I am
feeling as I always feel Melchiah.” Demitri breathed after a moment of silence,
he moved towards the table Melchiah was sat at and took a seat opposite him “but
I am feeling her loss a little more keenly this evening.” Strangely Demitri had
fixated on the fact his wife had perished and was currently ignoring the fact
that his child had also died to make space in her body for that creature. Melchiah
had seen denial before and recognized it now.
“It will
fade some days and become sharper on others, but it will never really leave
you.” Melchiah said quietly after a few moments, Demitri looked at him
confused,
“That is
not what everyone else says.” He muttered “they all say it will hurt less with
time.” Melchiah nodded sadly
“I know
but they are wrong, at least I think they are. The pain does not fade you simply
adapt yourself to living with it and as such it may feel less but it is not.”
The youngest of Kain’s children looked up from the table at the Hylden across
from him “I had a woman, one I loved.” He smiled a little “I would have cut
down the sky if she had bid it, I would have defied my father and brothers,
forsaken my kingdom. Anything if she had bid it.” There was silence for a few moments and
Melchiah wondered if telling Demitri this had been wise. But after a few
moments the young Hylden looked up and spoke.
“What was
her name?” Demitri asked, he had never heard this tale before, he had heard
many from Kain’s children as they seemed more interested in him than most but
never before had Melchiah Kain’s youngest spoken of a woman.
“Delcia.”
Melchiah smiled at her memory “she was the most beautiful thing I had ever
seen, yet others found her plain, Raziel often teased me. But to me she was the
most wondrous beautiful creature our dull land had ever birthed.” He sighed
“she had long brown hair, she hated it but it reminded me of the ancient tales
of sirens, her eyes matched her hair and even her skin, it was similar to yours
which when we ruled was a treasure in my opinion for without the sun to bleach
their hair and tan their skin her completion was wonderful.” He smiled “many
were pale death like creatures with hair as black as coal. But she looked
alive, like earth.”
“You sound
like you believed she was a goddess.” Demitri sighed “Fulvia was beautiful as
well, even the wretchedness of my race could not dull her beauty; she was a wondrous
but fragile creature. But despite her fragility she was brave and noble; she
would have protected Chairmian until they forced the last breath from her
body.” Melchiah smiled and opened his
mouth to speak more of his Delcia, knowing the conversation would go on long
into the night and the next morning both would feel better for it.
* * *
The snow
was getting thicker, Rahab realized they would need to turn and head back soon
if they did not want to lose someone.
“This is
bloody hopeless.” He yelled above the wind to his elder sibling, Raziel sighed
“What else
can we do?” he snapped, Rahab glared at him through the snow filled wind and
Raziel could feel the heat behind his eyes. “Yes I know he could find them in a
moment if he wished to.” He breathed
It was
true that they were out here, freezing in the snow, searching the land because
something seemed to have happened to their father. If Kain had been his normal
self then a quick scan over the land with his magic would show the Hylden up
like a flashing red light. After all Nosgoth was his, not only did it belong to
him but it was a part of him just as he was a part of it, there was nothing he
could not know about what was happening in his land. The Hylden would not be
able to hide from him.
But
recently the scion seemed to have collapsed in on himself.
It had been slowly getting worse over the last three months, it had started out
he would just drift of into space, not hearing or seeing what was going on around
him, then the break downs started, not loud frightening break downs like many
had witnessed before in others but instead the scion seemed to go to the other
end of the scale, he simply sat still and quiet and was completely passive. If
placed in a chair, he would remain there until moved. However the most peculiar
symptom was that of the absence of any sort of vocalization. Even if struck, he
made no sound at all. And Vorador had done this in frustration at one time or
another. His brothers madness drove him somewhat
frantic. Raziel had managed to bring him out of this ‘waking coma’ once and had
even managed to get him to register things and speak, but many wished he had
not for the only words that left the scion were those of defeat. He was adamant
that there was nothing he could do to stop the Hylden; without even trying he
seemed to just give up.
Something
was very wrong.
Raziel
knew something was wrong, for he had seen his father tear through daemons like
butter, all he had to deal with now was a few dozen Hylden, no doubt he could
have done it with his eyes closed but for some reason he seemed so sure he
would fail. Raziel believed that the Hylden return had damaged his confidence
somewhat but there was no way it could have damaged him to this extent,
something else was going on here. It put him in mind of when fate had had to
remove a block in his memory placed there by destruction. Maybe the same thing
was happening now.
“Then why
are we out here!” Rahab snapped at his older brother “this is pointless.”
“He’s
getting worse Rahab.” Raziel growled, Rahab’s eyes flashed, a mixture of anger
and fear before he gestured to a cave, where he lead his brother and the three
fledglings they had taken with them. The
fledglings went deep into the cave to try and find a way out the other side, to
see if they could get closer to the mansion without venturing out into the
storm again.
“Worse?”
Rahab made the single word a question
“I haven’t
seen him eat in over a month, he hardly speaks any more and when he does it
seems like some huge effort, he doesn’t sleep, doesn’t respond to anything I
say or do. I hit him yesterday, I got so frustrated . . . . But nothing, he
didn’t even blink. At least when Vorador hit him he blinked and had the decency
to look surprised. But there was noting when I did it all he did was bleed.” It
was frightening him.
“He’s
truly given up then?” Rahab sighed, shivering in the cave, times like this he
missed his brother, Dumah although not the most articulate of Kain’s children
had a heart made from solid gold and he was remarkably well equipped to make
Rahab feel better. The two didn’t publicly display their affection the way Kain
and Raziel and Magnus and Sebastian did, it was more similar to Vorador and
Janos, quiet but powerful. They did not have blazing arguments, like Kain and
Raziel used to have before Kain seemed to lose his soul, those arguments that
often ended up in someone being thrown through a wall before being thrown on a
bed.
“I don’t
think so,” Raziel snapped “I think its got something to do with these Hylden
and what ever the hell it is that they brought with them.” Rahab looked as if
he would argue but he held his tongue for a moment.
“If they
bring him down, I . . . I don’t think the rest of us have a hope.” Rahab
breathed, Raziel nodded
“This is
why I think we need to be concentrating on finding out exactly what is wrong
with him instead of wasting time freezing to death.” Raziel sighed watching his
breath plume in the air.
Moments
later the fledglings returned, interrupting the brother’s discussion, with word
that the cave came up close to the mansion. The two of Kain’s brood stood and
followed in silence. The cave did indeed come up by the mansion and with short
words of parting the group separated, Rahab to report to Vorador before going
to find his brother and Raziel to return to his father’s room. He knew what he
would find, he sighed as he walked through the corridors; he would find Kain
sitting in the chair by the window, lost to the entire world outside of his own
brooding. But that was not what he found.
Raziel
took a deep breath and noticed something was wrong straight away. The air was
wrong, he took another deeper breath inhaling strongly through his nose, he
could smell wood polish that the servants had used early in the evening to
preserve the wooden furniture and make it gleam in the dull candle light, bee’s
wax he thought. He could smell the soap used to wash the sheets mixed in with
the heavy animal scent of the few furs scattered over the bed and one of the
chairs. There were not as many furs now as there had been when Kain first
returned, Vorador it seemed, now believed that the scion was not going to
freeze to death during the night and had been slowly stealing back the skins.
Raziel half smiled remembering the first time he had seen his father properly
when he had returned he had been completely buried under the mound of furs.
Vorador
had always been overprotective but since learning Kain was his brother he
seemed to go into overdrive.
Taking
another deep breath Raziel put his claw on exactly what was wrong. Kain’s scent
was far too faint, panic snapped through the Reaver and he kicked the door
hard, shattering the lock, no doubt Vorador would grumble but Raziel didn’t
care. It was clear from a quick glance around the room that Kain was not there.
Raziel cursed under his breath and closing his eyes reached inside himself
trying to find his magic. He had always been mediocre at best when it came to
magic, he could hardly get candles to light when he had been a new fledgling,
even when he had been a lieutenant with his own clan there were new borns who
were more competent with their magic than he was. But Kain seemed to think it
odd Raziel was so useless at magic when Kain himself lived and breathed it, and
the Scion had been trying to re-teach his eldest the arts of magic. Raziel had
been able -after a few months- to get control of the whisper which he was
pathetically pleased with. Everyone present had laughed when he had practically
kart wheeled into the room declaring he could now speak over distances, it
seems the whisper was one of the simplest types of vampire magic.
Raziel
growled to himself frustrated when he grasped hopelessly at his magic trying to
get a hold on it to pull it out and see if he could track his father. It was
like trying to pick up water with your hands, whenever you thought you had it,
it trickled away. But with a slightly louder growl Raziel managed to grasp his magic
and hoist it out of himself casting it about the room, looking. One thing he
had gotten the hang of remarkably quickly was recognizing his father’s magic
with his own, and Kain had never really gotten the hang of keeping all his
magic locked inside him. Even when the scion was not casting, his magic still
leaked out of him often leaving for the magical eye a bright trail behind him
wherever he went. It was only when concentrating hard Kain could stop the
leaking, and effectively shut down the trail, and it seemed that now despite
his outward appearance of being completely unaware he had managed to shut down
the trail.
Once again
Raziel cursed and did the only thing his panicking mind could think of. He went
to find Vorador.
End of chapter
Authoress note: Dear lord above I am shattered.
But if you review I may wake up.
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