Posted by Red Cloud [cloudy] on April 08, 1999 at 13:56:57 {vxsc0.TBNkexxh5ceVWUKGdBoPSdyE}:
I have a vivid picture in my head. It's the one from the Live Forever book. The man in church with his wife, playing the good christian act and then the same guy out on the town, without his wedding ring.
I never thought of myself as a very angry sort of person. I thought I was meak, easy to get along with. Well, now I am mad and I can't get ahold of my anger. I want to hurt someone who has lied to me and hurt me. I feel as though I wouldn't be so mad if that person didn't play this good christian act to the hilt. Constantly knocking at people who have left the witnesses and acting so self righteous, so pious.
I know things that could hurt him and his family. On the one hand, I say, he deserves pain, but not his family and then on the other hand I say they need a wake up call, they read books like the Live Forever book and think all non-witness christians are two faced lying shnooks.
Has anyone else been through this sort of bitterness? I'm so mad!
Psychotic Red Cloud