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One So Grand, II
Someone he did not know found his body, today, lying in the floor of the bedroom where you learned to pray, the right ear partially removed by vermin
You're in New Delhi, on your way to Calcutta, so another will need to make the usual arrangements; his adult daughter, probably; your niece
He had a son whose untimely passing took away the will to live; his sister survives with such honor, such dignity, yet lives too far away to handle details
There's no more apt place for him to elect to leave than your old room in the family house where you spent your uneasy adolescence
The furniture he long ago sold to buy alcohol, and it would have been the one room he could get into still and sleep, all others being blanketed by beer cans
You're aware, there's much to say about one who served in life, and now in death, as your mentor in the spirit, a longstanding, longsuffering intimacy
The rapport began for you at age three with fanatical observation of his perfect habits, among which was his noticing of your own ways
Yet you shared too much in life, and cleanly, now to be grasping for words as though at the last gasp: as all else, he came to pass, not to stay
What happens in the meantime leaves its own impression and his was one so grand; however he lived suited his need, that he knew so well |
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