You'll never know how hurt i am inside,
You'll never know how long i've loved you,
You'll never know i think of you no matter what i do,
You'll never know how i feel will always be the same,
You'll never know that i can't stop these tears of pain,
You'll never know how sad i am when you're gone,
You'll never know you're the reason i've been alone
all along,
You'll never know how much i care,
You'll never know all the pain i bear,
Baby can't you see, You're killing me,
I want you to know that i'll be there to the end,
coz no matter what i'll always be your friend!
Cathy
(Wow I was like did I write this ad forget!)
all this pain within me I just can't bear;
Whos to say that lifes a gift, and not an evil threat;
Maybe im pacing in hell because i lived in regret
People change but some stay the same;
others are considered insane;
When life is through will we know the truth;
Im confused now, it hurts so bad but I cant forget�
Crystal Lopez
(This one really got me...I feel this way right now...)
i wanna leave, i wanna die,
i can't deal with all this pain
it's the same thing day after day,
nothing changes it never will
the only way to stop this pain
is with the bullet that lays in my hand.
there's another opinion i can take
i can call my friend and hope she's awake
i don't know what to do i don't know what to say,
i have to say my last good byes and hope that
she doesn't cry
sam
(I feel as if nothing ever gets better only worse...but I guess time will tell...Time heals all wounds...So I am told)
The last night I will relive our last time together....
Tonight will be the last night that I beg God to send you back to me....
The last night that I will criticize myself for not being what you wanted....
Tonight will be the last night that I wonder how you are...
what you are doing and who you are with......
The last night I will torment myself of thou
The last night that I toss and turn with thoughts of you....
Tonight I will free myself of you...
YOU who turned and walked away without so much as a glance....
Tonight I let you go....
Donna (not my mom)
Wow I loved this one and feel the same way but I'm not ready to let you go...not yet...I still hope...
How come no one likes me?
I wish I knew the answers
I wish I knew how to fix it
I wonder what's wrong
day in and day out
what do I need to do different?
How do I need to act?
Should I be someone else?
Or should I just give up?
but that's not my nature
I'm a fighter
not a snail that crawls into my shell
How come I want to hide?
How come I want to run?
I want to get away,
far, far away from here
where no one knows me
and no one will judge me
Is there such a place?
I don't think there is
but one can always hope
Author: Unknown
(Why am I alone...I wonder all too often...what did I do...What didn't I do...Why did you leave me...Why didn't you stay and find out if there could have been a future for us?)
I wish i could go back
and take a right where I took a left
it seems this is a never ending road
where people leave
and where others grow old
it seems to go on forever
without any stops
no one stops to ask if i need to talk
everyone seems to be five miles ahead
and I'm left behind
wishing I were dead
Author: Unknown
(Should I have made a right?)