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What else...right well I remember my first crush on a girl...her name was Marianne...lol everyone called her Mair for short...She lived across from me and was like 17 or something...Ya so hmmmm I don't really know what else...what else do you want to know? I was baptised Roman Catholic...although I do not follow that religion...Pentecostal is my religion of choice...ALTHOUGH....they do not support gay marriage...or being gay and they believe that if you pray hard enough you can become not gay...And I think the last day I went to church was the day we were praying against Gay marriage...in grade ten...and I wasn't yet with my girlfriend Sheena...but I knew I was different and I didn't like that...I felt they were praying against people like me...So I never returned...and I used to go to church like 3 or 4 times a week....by choice...not by force...so that was hard...it was very hard for me to deal with the fact that "God Hates Me" well that was pretty much what I got from them....And I can't believe that...because honestly I think I'm a pretty nice person...genuine...and have a solid and true belif in God...How can he hate me when I love him so much...how can he send me to Hell or Disown me for who I believe I was born to be...? I know some of you may not feel the same way I do about it...but thats fine...because the only person I have to answer to is God...not to you...or the next person or the next person...wether those people be my parents, my grandparents, my best friends, just peers, or pastors...or bishops...whatever they may be....They do not have the authority or right to judge me for who I am the only one who does is God himself...so enough of this...hmmmm what else....Well I remember liking boys well not so much liking them as pretending to like them because everybody did from like grade 6 and up....But I always found myself getting really bored of them...very quickly...LoL....so anyways hmmmmm ok well I dunno I'll add on later I soupose... |
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