Letters
From Cutters The purpose of this site is to show people that teen depression is caused primarily by emotionally abusive parents, especially mothers. Please download this book and read it very carefully. You can send in your own letter by using this forum http://lettersfromcutters.boards.net/thread/2/letters Thanks, Paul |
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Jade's Story This
isn't easy for me, but I feel I need to share my story
with the rest of you. It all started in Mid-November.
School wasn't great, and my grades started slipping. I
was in a fight with my parents. They were calling me
names like "dumbass" and "Nasty Little
Bitch" and a few others, and my dad smacked me. I
felt like shit, so I ran up to my room, and took out my
razon. I made a deep slice in my hip, that bled for a
while. But I covered it up, for a week or so, until my
problems started again. It got to a point where I was
failing, and cutting every night. I was depressed often,
and felt it wasn't worth living,. I would have taken my
life, but felt it was better if I stayed. Plus I didn't
want my loved ones to be sad. So I covered up by wearing
baggy pants, and long sleeve shirts, and putting a smile
on everyday. But that only made me more depressed inside.
I closed myself up from the world, and my only escape was
through watching myself bleed. I wanted to tell someone,
but didn't. It was my drug, my antidone. My stress
reliever, my only escape.So, this went on for about 3
months. Then, a friend from school saw my cuts, and told
the guidence councelor. I was called down, and I denyed
everything. I got home, and denyed it all agin, to my own
mother. Then, my mom saw my cuts, and knew it was true. I
now atend therapy weekly, and am trying to stop. I still
feel the urge to take out my razor, but I don't, even
though I know, it will haunt me forever. -- Jade's Friend Abby's Reaction This is my story about how I re-acted to Jade's cutting and the things I regret saying. In the
beginning of the year, Jade wore bright coloured clothes,
and wasn't depressed. I can't tell you when exactly the
depression started, but I do think I was a few weeks
after the first day of school. When she started wearing
all black, and skulls, etc. etc, I thought it was a
style. But then she was depressed. I didn't seem to think
anything of it. I should have. -- So, you're friend is cutting? (From Abby) I do
have a friend that was cutting, Jade. I can't really tell
you what to do, but I can give you a bit of advice on how
to confront a 'cutter' or make em' feel better. Note from Paul- Try asking "How Ok" they are, from zero to ten. Then if they say something kind of low like 6 ask "Why 6?" This tends to give more and better information than just are you ok. Cuz for one thing, lots of people will say Yeah when they really are not "ok". -Let
them lean on you. Be there. This is probably the best
thing you can do. Aug 2014 I tried to contact Jade and Abby but got this.. A message that you sent could not be delivered to one
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From Paul Here is some advice on choosing friends Are they a good listener? Do they give u hugs? Do you trust them at a very high level? Do they believe it is important to tell an adult / teacher etc that you cut? If they do then I recommend you be very careful in what you tell them. |
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What makes a good
listener... Please send your suggestions to jps14 at gmx.com |
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Suggestions from Paul When
Trying to Help a Friend Don't debate with them. Don't argue with them. First, it takes energy to debate, argue, fight, defend yourself. When you are depressed you just don't have that energy. Second, by debating/arguing your friend is not gonna feel understood. You want them to feel UNDERSTOOD by u. That is WAY more important than them understanding whatever you are trying to convince them of. |
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My name is ____. I'm 14 years old, 15
on the 31st of May... I've been reading your website, for
about 3 or 4 months; thinking about whether I should
write to you guys or not. I decided that I should, I need
help, emotional support, but first I need help
understanding myself on the inside. I've been self
harming, trying to commit suicide and in low moods, I
have no one to talk to... I told my best friend that I
self harm just so I knew there was someone to trust, but
she went and told the teachers in school and they called
my parents and my parents were really angry, they beat me
and shouted at me. Is it wrong what I do? I used to do it on my arm but since the school found out I've got to speak to a guidance Councillor but I never tell her what the truth is because if I told her I still self harm or my parents beat me or I'll be taken to a mental hospital. I do it on my legs now, it's really painful but that's what I like. The pain. I deserve it, I've got two brothers; I've always wanted a sister, a girl in the house? Someone who'd maybe understand me, or try to. I can't trust anyone, last time I self harmed was two days ago, the cuts were quite deep and it was even more painful that usual because I already had cuts on there, I've got more than 1,000 cuts and scars on my body... I've counted every time I cut. I don't know what to say really I've tried to kill myself about 8 times but the closest I've got to death is passing out and being in hospital... I've stopped eating normally, I'm avoiding everyone but not on purpose just because people are happier when I'm not there. I've lost my friends and now my family, I've be dragged into a totally different world. It's weird, this feeling of emptiness and isolation. I'm scared to say something to someone because they'll think I'm being an attention seeker. I get attention sometimes, but not the good kind, life's just like one big nightmare and I can't wait until it's over. I feel so alone, so empty I wish that killing yourself was not so hard because I'd do it... I'm sorry... |
Here is a letter we are
sending out to psychologists subject your
possible endorsement of a book on emotional abuse and
teen depression |
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email campaign Aug 1 emailed pple on madison list from psych today. from goodtherapy.org portland Oregon - Christie McClean, Tanuja, -- update - from all the mails we sent out, we only got one reply and that one wanted to know just who i was. when i wrote and said i'd rather not say, and i sent the pdf, she never replied again. |