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This letter was written the night of Tupac's death from the cell of his
stepfather, Mutulu Shakur, inside the federal penitentiary in Florence, Colo.
I love you whenever....forever. Tupac, so much I needed to say, so much you
wanted to say. Many conversations between us within the ether, whenever forever.
The pain inflicted that scarred your soul but not
your spirit gave force to the rebellion. Many couldn't see your dreams or
understand your nightmares. How could they, Tupac? I knew your love and
understood your passion. But you knew of your beginning and saw your end....racing
towards it. You taught and fought through your songs and deeds. RATT-TATT-TATT
of words penetrating the contradiction of our existence. Whenever....forever Who
cares? We cared, Tupac. The Shakur's have been guided by struggle, prepared or
not, whenever....forever. We've exposed our existence, naked from fear, to those
who would Hear the positive. Who would witness the stress, wear and tear of this
lonely path. You couldn't have evaded the effect or the changes. You inherited
it, it was in your genes. But still, you danced your dance, you lived your life.
You forced loyalty on those who would fake and shake at the true vision. You
were Tupac Like the four seasons, we come to this planet taking form, becoming
elements of nature, Some of us are only one season, and others like you were
part of many seasons. This dynamic will scare most anyone who realized the
burden at such an early stage of life. You fought well. We love you. We
understand....forever, whenever. Please give my love to our family. Ask them to
help you on the other side. Tell Zayd, Lumumba, Aby, Brother Leggs, Mtaryi,
Attallah, that they are to continue to help us down here. Shakur's love is
strong. Whenever....forever Friday 13th didn't mean a thing. Life is for living
and dying well. Whenever.....forever. Allah knows best. We choose the quality of
our life. You understand the pain of disappointment in the ones we love. You
pushed so many away. Burnt so many bridges so they wouldn't follow you into
battles against the demons you were facing. Knowing well to what lengths you
would go. This battlefield of reality is littered with many meaningless
casualties You never yelled out "Somebody, save me!" You only asked for your
soul to be free, whenever....forever. You told us to keep our head up, knowing
the pain was coming. Knowing to look for the strength in the heavens. Set your
soul free, Tupac Amaru. We keep waiting in vain for their love Will your
levitation be awakening of us all? The division unsettling to our dreams and
goals? You passing demanding repentance and resistance? We keep waiting, not in
vain. We give you love. Give us love. To my brother and son, these emotions are
hell. I wish you well in the next journey. My soul aches for comfort. In our
next life we will finish our unfinished journey. Whenever.....forever For now
Tupac, we will hold our heads up. This journey is at an end, your ashes are in
the wind. Friends and enemies will have to look to the stars. You are truly a
star. A star navigating through the dynamics of this, your path chosen before
you arrived. Lessons we've gained will materialize after you're gone. Whenever....forever
Your family will keep the spirit high, for we are Shakur's. We are thankful for
what life gives us. Through the pain and the struggle we are blessed by the
victory. Go forward, Tupac. The victories---we will teach your mission, we are
thankful for you. We love you, Tupac Shakur. We ain't mad at you, we'll be
better because of you. So now I give you my tears so I might assimilate your
loss and I can live on in peace. Knowing I will feed your spirit with my
unconditional love, knowing you will need it on your next journey. May Allah
bless you for your deeds and forgive your errors. Tupac come to me an give me
strength. Love always. Your father, friend, comrade,
Mutulu
-by Alleyezonme.net
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