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especially when I say it to her my life cant go on I say something stupid and it ends up in her tears I never meant to, her pain is the greatest of my fears if there was one thing in my life I could do right it would be her by my side for the rest of my life for some reason everything I do I do it wrong some things I want don't seem to belong now that the road ahead has 2 paths to go down I will only choose the right one never to slow down not going to look back or think of where I might be not going to wonder how my life would be because if I where to choose that path I'd be unworthy never worth the girl that I wish for her to hear me I wish she would hear my words cry out day and night wish that these words of fear would come out all right if even for one moment she understood how I feel shed be in my arms right now and her heart I'd steal yes I do have her but she doesn't give me enough trust its not her fault though all she has from me is lust she has never really felt the words from my heart shes never understood where they end and where they start I'm so afraid now that she may leave me forever what if someone else could take care of her better I can not give her what her children would seek for toys,food and clothing are something I cant afford for I truly want to be the father of her child but I don't know how my mind full of denial I guess the only thing I can possibly say now is that no matter what I will never drop out I will always love her my heart has no boundaries I will always keep her by my side till the end of me no matter what it takes I will keep her by my side I'll show her that my love will undoubtedly flood her mind |