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| Febuary/March Poems |
| ~Febuary poems~ 2-8-01 Smiling through tears, trying not to dwell, on my frightening fears... 2-10-01 Something is going on inside, something I cannot hide, something that tears me into, something that makes it next to impossible, to break free... My Wall 2-6-01 I don't remember, but you do, I don't wanna rememeber, but yiu can't seem to forget, I don't wanna go back that far, oh how I wish, I could hide behind my wall. ~March Poems~ (exact date unknown) The world may be unkind, from time to time, but when you have that peice of mind. that strong touch, the world, doesn't hurt you as much... March (exact date unknown) I feel like a broken winged bird, that cannot fly.. March (exact date unknown) I need to know, I'm okay, I need love, to heal the pain... All I Can Do is Cry 3-25-01 I've lost my touch, I've lost my light, I try to gain these things back, but all I can do is cry... Newness 3-11-01 New love, new feelings, new beginings, happy endings. March (exact date unknown) And it makes me hurt, and it makes me mad,, that no one wants to understand... |
| New Pain 3-17-01 I feel this new pain, that I've never felt before, a pain so intense, I lose all sense of what is true, I lose everything, except the pain... 3-25-01 I'm holding my feelings in, I'm pretending they don't exist, I'm begining to wish I didn't exist, I bottled up my tears, casting them into the lake, of emptiness and pain... Deep Sadness 3-17-01 When I get out of this deep sadness, I hope I learn from it, I hope I never walk dowm, depressions dark road again. I hope this embrace withsadness, will me me stronger, most of all, I hope my embrace with happiness, will last much longer. Just an Illusion 3-18-01 I smile, hiding my tears, I look from face to face, being forced to choose, from each frowning face. Trapped behind these bars of confusion, I wonder if my parents love, is just an illusion. March (exact date unknown) I feel so crushed, I feel that, my every thought, is leading me astray... A Good Writer (exact date unknown) A good writer, writes truth, rather than cliches, and fruquently spoken lines, deviod of truth and meaning. A good writer, not only writes truth, but also lives it and breathes it. A good writer, can look around, and think thoughts profound, based on, what we take for granted, in this life... 3-24-01 I thought I was strong, but once again, I proved myself wrong. Deep Inside of You 3-24-01 When I looked at you, I saw something, deep inside of you. And it took me by suprize, for I saw you, as if I saw you for the first time, and I cannot believe, it took me this long to see, just what you mean to me... 3-24-01 When I look at you, I see someone, I wish I could be, someone who lives inside of me, someone I cannot be, because of my insercuites. 3-19-01 I want so much to die, to throw away this lie, this lie called my life. I want so much, to get rid of this joke... me! |