Not My Fault

I am tired of defending myself over & over again ...
It's Not My Fault ...

It would be so much easier to just allow it to be ...

My Fault

I am weary of these thoughts within my soul ...
I am weary of thinking, being, breathing ...
I am weary ...

Of trying to believe that everything is okay,
Everything is wonderful and happens for a reason.
So, I must have done something wrong, I say ...

It must be My Fault.