I decided this website will be dedicated to my daughter who has been adopted.  Sigh...

With that said, I will mention how hard it is to overcome the battle in my mind. It's said that giving a baby up for adoption is the hardest thing to do compared to trying to raise a baby as a single mother. However, I think that what makes it the hardest is when it's the parents of the father of this baby who have adopted it. Seeing my baby in the birth-father's arms as he took care of her, feeding her, and rocking her to sleep, almost put me in more distress than my financial instability. But I learned to get over it. God is working in him clearly for the better, and though it's hard to think that he's being humbled by this experience, I believe it. When I'm not thinking clearly, I could say that I believe my ex-bf hates me to the point of death, but when I am thinking clearly, I can say without a speck of doubt in my mind that I know he really did love me and care about me and we really were happy together at one point in our relationship.

So much for a pritty kitty... that was me, but I think my baby girl can take that name from now on.

Here's to her! *cheers*