Settling in the steaming tub, I relax into the herb-scented water. The only light is that of the multitude of candles I have placed around the tub. Many of them of are scented and the mixture of them is such that I know I will be able to meditate easily. A glass of mead and a plate of shortbread stand by on a low table. I lay my head back to rest against the edge of the tub, thinking about what I hope to accomplish this night. For tonight is Samhain commonly known as Halloween and I hope to call the spirit of Steve Clark. I am not entirely sure what I will do if he does make his presence known however. For dinner I had Indian and wore a red outfit in hopes that these things will strengthen any connection I might make.
Relaxing my eyes I fix my gaze a little past one the candle flames to start my meditation. Happy I had found a nice instrumental Celtic CD that was easy to meditate with. Letting the music wash over me I focus on Steve. Not surprisingly tears come to my eyes, but quickly I hear in my head "Don’t cry, I know now how much I was loved". A peaceful feeling settles over me after hearing those words. "Oh Steve, how can I love you so much when I never even got to meet you?" An image of Steve smiling broadly comes to me. "Does it really matter luv? That fact that you do is what’s important." Aahhh Lord and Lady, if only I could have one night to spend with Steve.
Feeling a tingle
run through my body I open my eyes, to find that sitting to my left is
Steve. Seeing the look of confusion cross my face he gently places a fingertip
on my lips, silencing me. "Think about it…you KNOW how I am able to be
here with you. The Veil is thin, and you have a very strong pull young
lady." Slowly reaching out my hand I touch him. Drawing in a quick breath
at the warmth of his skin. Moving his finger so that I can speak, I softly
whisper. "Why me?" Because you went to the trouble to connect with me by
eating one of my favorite meals and wearing red. Leaning in close to my
ear he whispers. "Because, while you won’t admit it, you wonder what it
would be like to be with me". He is right I do wonder but … "Luv, it’s
ok, honestly". " Would it help if you knew that I think of you as desirable
and very pretty?" Blushing fiercely, I try to duck my head only to have
Steve tip my chin up so that I can’t help but look into his warm brown
eyes.
"Perhaps if I showed you instead?" He says softly as he brings his mouth to mine> Warm lips brush against mine teasing me. "Join me?" I whisper. "My pleasure". He chuckles as he sheds his clothes. Thankfully the tub I have is big enough for two people. Scooting forward I feel him step in behind me and sit down, wrapping his arms around me. Leaning back into him I sigh in contentment. "Did you have anything in mind that you wanted to do or talk about?" He asks, curling his body around me and resting his cheek on my head. "Actually, no. I wasn’t sure you would even respond, but this is wonderful. Maybe later we could talk?" "Anything in mind luv?" "Nothing. Everything. What have you learned? What are your favorite memories?" Laughing a little self-consciously I rub my cheek against his arm.
Reaching for the soap and a sponge Steve leans me forward so that he can wash my back. Once he gets my back good and soapy he puts the sponge up so that he can rub my back. Relishing the feel of his hands on my skin I groan softly in response. "Steve hon, be careful you might get me spoiled". As he rinses my back he whispers in my ear. "Good. Then let me spoil you for tonight. Please?" Deciding that this is too good an opportunity to pass up I whisper back to him. "Yes, Thank you." The fingers teasing my lower back slip around my waist.
Gently placing his lips to my neck, he leans back taking me with him. Kissing and nipping at the base of my neck he slowly slides his fingers upward. Resting his hands on my breasts he nuzzles the side of my neck. "Steve… that feels good…" I murmur lowly. Growling low in his throat softly he moves on of his hands to rest on my upper thigh. Placing my hands on the outside of his thighs I nestle my head into his shoulder. "Hmmm, this is nice…" "Very. Thank You." He says quietly. "For what?" I ask with a puzzled tone to my voice. "For accepting me and letting me take advantage of being in a human body." I gasped as I felt part of him respond in "human" fashion. Snuggling closer into him I tell him that I should be thanking HIM, for choosing me. "As I said dear, you have a very strong pull."
For several minutes we lay there together enjoying the water and snuggling. Standing up I turn around to see Steve looking at me with a mixture of desire and confusion showing in his eyes. "Where do you think you’re going?" "Nowhere. Now if you would please be so kind as to turn so that I can wash your back." "Mmm, my turn, ok". He said doing so. Settling back into the water I get the sponge all soapy. Lathering up his back I take my time, enjoying the feel of his smooth skin. Washing the soap from his body I hear him purr with happiness. Moving his hair I start kissing my way down his spine, the purr deepening to a growl. Working upwards I settle at the back of his neck, arms wrapped around his upper chest. He places his arms around mine holding me there. Nuzzling the side of his neck I claim the skin under his ear nipping and sucking lightly. I continue to torture Steve for a few more minutes, till he can’t take it anymore.
Turning so that he can face me he tangles his hands in my hair pulling me to him. Claiming my mouth in a kiss that is deceptively gentle. Moaning low in my throat I wrap my legs around his waist, hanging on for dear life, and put one arm around his neck and the other hand near his collarbone. Opening my lips slightly I invite him in. The only warning I have is the increased pressure of his hands in my hair before he hungrily devours me. I answer back I n kind, all my passion for life and this man making itself known. Words no longer necessary we communicate with our hands and lips. Sliding the hand resting near his collarbone down, I playfully tweak his nipple. My reward is a deep growl that excites me as much as our kiss, Mirroring my action Steve runs his hand down my neck to my breast rolling my nipple in his fingers, causing me to gasp. Taking advantage he deepens the kiss. We torment each other for a few more minutes before the need gets to be too much for us. Drawing myself slightly away from him I lay my head against his neck, panting softly, "Steve, I don’t know how much more of this I can handle." I say whimpering. "I know…" He softly replies.
Any other night I would have tried to prolong the foreplay. This time though I was as ready as I was EVER going to be. I wanted actually NEEDED Steve inside of me so bad it was becoming a physical ache. He must have felt the same way for I found myself lifted up in his arms.
Sliding me down his body he smoothly thrusts up and into me. Sighing softly I kiss his neck as I slide up and down his length, trying to take my time and make this last. He, however, has other plans grasping my hips firmly and bringing me more fully into contact with him. Growling loudly at the feel of me around him he increases my pace, catching the exact spot that will bring us to orgasm with every stroke. "Steve…I’m…" "Ready, Jeanie…" Then everything explodes into light and color.
Shuddering and clutching at his body I try to calm my breathing. I can feel his soothing hands rubbing my back helping t o steady me. Bringing my mouth to his I say with kisses what I can not voice. Happiness that he came to me and made love with me. Sadness was also a small portion of that kiss as well, I knew he would have to leave soon. "I know luv…" he whispered into my mouth, understanding how I felt. Share a small snack with me?" I say as I pick up the glass of mead. His smile is answer enough as picks up a piece of the shortbread.
"May you n ever thirst". I say guiding the glass to his lips so that he may drink. "May you never hunger". He says bringing the shortbread to my mouth so that I may take a bite. As he takes the mead from me I take the cookie from him. As he takes the bite I offer him I softly repeat his words. "May you never hunger". Tipping the glass so that I may drink, he says, "May you never thirst". Feeding each other we finish up what is left of the food and drink.
Before stepping out of the tub we rinse off, wrapping up in towels we dry each others bodies. "Shall we go lay down luv?" He whispers in my ear as he picks me up. Carrying me into the bedroom he crosses over to the bed laying me down in the middle. As we rest there wrapped around each other like kittens snuggling close together I fall asleep.
Sometime later I wake up to him kissing my back and nuzzling my neck. This time we explore the others body slowly finding the spots that make us scream out in pleasure. When he claims my body it is a long time before he is ready to release me. When we finally exhaust ourselves it is about an hour till dawn. Holding me close to him he cradles me in his arms, knowing that it is time for him to leave. "Jeanie, luv, thank you so much for what you have given me". He whispers as I fall asleep in his arms. Tucking the blanket around me Steve leans over kissing my cheek softly.
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Giving her sleeping form one last caress he whispers a goodbye as he disappears.
~ The End ~