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| April 26, 02 A lot has been going on since I last posted. I went to VA to visit my sister last week. I maintained, though I didn't got to my meeting. This week I gained .4 by my scale. I decided I am not going to go back to WW right now. I am just pouring money down the drain. I am very serious about losing the rest of this weight and have lost 2 pounds in 3 days now. I am still doing WW and will continue to do it as I know it works and is the healthiest way. I am going weigh-in in front of Paul. YIKES!! That is scary, but I know I still have to be accountable to someone. July 8,02 Well, I have been a very bad girl. No whining though. I have gained back up to 171 w/172 being my highest. I did lose 6 pounds last week, but have since gained 5 back. I know pms is partly to blame. I haven't gained back all my weight (180.8), but if I don't get serious again I will be there shortly. I have found a support group for eating disorders and will attend my first class July 23rd. I hope I can find a cure for my binge eating disorder. I will never lose the weight successfully until I get that under control and I know it isn't about the food and there are underlying issues. Believe me I WANT to know what it is. For the life of me I can't figure it out. I have been mulling this over for yrs now. So I am back on track day 1 right now. Have finished my day out w/24 points out of 25. My goal is to be 150 by Sept 2nd ( our 13th wedding ann.) That is about 2lbs a week. I am not setting an outrageous goal. I will really be happy if I am in the 150's. So I am not setting myself up for a fall. Even if that means 159.9 :) July 9, 02 My son is sick and was up most of the night w/him. Very tired today, but did manage to vacuum, and get dishes done. Played w/the kids as well. Did well w/food today. I have been taking a dance class for a few weeks now. We go on tues and thurs evenings. We had last week off. Well, I was so excited to be going back and no one that worked there showed up. 1/2 our class did. Seemed strange. So that really peed me off. I don't live very close to the dance studio so that was a waste of gas and wear and tear on the car. Wonder where people's manners have gone? Especially w/people in customer service areas. Nobody smiles or has a friendly thing to say. I always believe kill people w/your smile even when you are so mad you could cry. ;) July 22, 02 Been doing pretty well lately. I ended my day w/16 points and I got some exercise in. Though not as much as I would have liked. The kids were acting really ugly today, well my dd was. Very smart mouth. She spent most of the day in the corner. I lost a pound. Only 1 more away from losing that 5 pounds I had gained. I am pretty proud of myself right now. Haven't been too hungry lately, but I know that will change w/pms starting in 2 days. |
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