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protect me
january 18th, 2000
god protect me from myself
i no longer know if you exist
but i don't believe in me
i don't love me god
i'm broken into a thousand pieces
why has it happened to me?
why?
help me lord....i'm dying
my heart is bleeding with tears
they're streaming down my entire body
i can't breathe i'm breathing so fast
no sound is coming from my mouth
i can't see lord god....i can't see
whats happening to me?
help me god....let your angels fly to me
i need comfort
please....give me some comfort lord....your child of darkness is asking for it
forgive me of my sins
and the one i cannot change
let me know love...i am not strong enough for it but jesus grant me love again
i don't want to die......don't let me die yet.
. . . . . . . . ....its not time....don't let me... die....
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .turn away
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