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Blade
winter '99
it gleams in the dim light, laughing
it knows what i want; it knows how to help
but this is no friend of mine
i take it in my hand
such a new feeling washes over me; a feeling one cannot describe
what am i doing? i never thought this possible
madness. its all madness
the cold metal touches my tearstained cheek
my finger gently runs over the sharp edge
it seems so foreign as i draw it back
someone is locked inside its hard surface,
starting at me with emptiness in her eyes;
she closes her lids as i close mine
the handle tilts downward
and the knife plunges into my side
red, everything turning red
the colors fading fast into darkness
my lips come together
to blow him one last kiss
before death swallows me whole
always...
. . . . . . .and forever
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .turn away
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